Wednesday, August 8, 2012

Pratham Sharma

BHAI.....


"Beta, kal mera accident ho gaya....!!!" Bhaiya ne baato baao m phone par kaha.


ACCIDENT shabd sunte hi mere pairo tale jameen khisak gayi.ekdum se shock laga, aankho se aansu behne lage, jaise taise khud ko sambhala.Bhaiya se phone par baat poori ki.


Thoda sambhalne k baad mujhe bhaiya ki bahut chinta hone lagi, tabhi khayaal aaya ki bhaiya ka accident sunkar main itna shock ho gaya ki bhaiya k baare m


bhi poochna bhool gaya.Lekin ab wapis phone karne ki himmat nahi ho rahi thi.pata nahi bhaiya kaise honge kis halat m hongey...aisa sochte huve maine bhaiya


ko phone kiya aur roti si awaaj m poocha "Bhaiya kahi jyada lagi to nahi".


bhaiya ne kaha "Main theek hu tu chinta mat kar, thodi si haath m lagi h bas....." .Ye sunkar meri saans m saans aayi aur phir bhaiya se baaki baate ki, ki


accident kaise hua kahaa hua wagera wagerah.Bhaiya ne keh to diya tha ki kuch nahi hua par main bhaiya ko jaanta tha wo kabhi bhi nahi keh sakte ki bahut


lagi h, chahe kitni bhi lagi ho...isliye raha nahi gaya aur maine bhaiya se keh diya "Mujhe aapse abhi milna h m aa raha hu aapke pass".Bhaiya ne kaha "kyu


pareshaan ho raha h, main theek hu, abhi office m hu".Par main kaha manney wala tha.


mera dosto k saath movie dekhne ka plan tha.main dosto k pass shahdra aaya, bahana banate huve movi ka program cancel kiya aur seedha nikal gaya faridabad


apne bhaiya se milney.Main Faridabad pehli baar ja raha tha, bhaiya se keh to diya ki m khud aaunga aapke pass, par jana kaise h mujhe nahi pata tha, phir


bhaiya ko phone kiya bhaiya ne raasta samjhaya.....jaise taise pahunch gaya bhaiya k pass...


Aaj main apne bhaiya se pehli baar milne wala tha, bahut khush tha.bhaiya ke pass pahunchte hi bhaiya ko ache se dekha kahi lagi to nahi aur bhaiya ko hug kar liya.phir bhaiya ka haath dekha usmain bandage bandhi hui thi,bhaiya ne bataya ki andar se maans phata h do-teen din m theek ho jayega.ye sunkar mujhe thoda relax feel hua, nahi to poore raaste bhaiya ki kitni chinta ho rahi thi.t


kuch der idhar udhar ki baate ki, phir bhaiya ko kuch kaam a gaya wo usmain busy ho gaye.tab main sochne laga ki hum kaise mile the...........


FLASHBACK-


Main aise hi ek din Facebook pe chat kar raha tha apne ek bahut achche dost se,(jo mujhe kuch din pehle hi mila tha facebook pe phone pe baate hui thi bahut


din chat ho chuki thi,)ki achcnak usne milne ko kaha aur main mana nahi kar paya.Hum mile wo mujhe aur main use bahut achcha laga.Hum milte baate kate market


ghoome aur wapis ghar chale jate.....aisa 2-3  baar hua.Phir ek din hum mile market main...aise hi bike pe baithe the ki achanak wo bola ki "yahaan bor ho


rahe hain chalo park chalte hain".maine haan keh di aur hum park m chale gaye.wahaan ghoomey thodi bahut exercise ki aur bench pe baith gaye.


tabhi usne kaha"aaj yahaan mood ho raha h kuch kare" maine kaha "agar tera mood ho raha h to theek h".phir usne apna tool nikal liya.maine uska masterbute


kar diya.Humne kiss ki aur phir usne mera masterbute  kar diya.


aur phir hum apne apne ghar chale gaye, maine agle din us sey milney ko kaha usne bahana bana kar taal diya, agle 2-3 din tak wo aise hi karta raha, jab


maine ussey poocha ki wo aisa kyu kar raha h to usne bataya ki us din k baad uski tabiyat kharaab ho gayi.Mujhe ye sunkar bahut bura laga, m khud ko iska


jimmevar maan ney laga.aur pareshaan ho gaya.Tab maine Facebook par status update kiya ki shayad share karne se meri problem kam ho jayegi.Aur aisa hua bhi


Bhaiya ka comment aaya unhone poocha kya baat h,maine unhe saari baat batayi, Tab m unhe jaanta nahi tha. Phir unse phone par baat hui, unhone itni asaani se


meri problem solve kar di, mujhe bahut achcha laga, ab hamari roj phone par baate hoti messages hote.


Main apne mummy papa ki iklauti santaan hu, aur main bachpan se chahta tha ki kaash mera koi bada bhai hota. Main bhaiya ko apna bada bhai maanney laga tha,


unhe bahut pyar dena chahta tha, unki choti si takleef se mujhe bhi dard hota tha, jab wo khush hote to m bhi khush ho jata, jab tak unhe gud nite na bol du


mujhe neend nahi aati thi, aur subah uthte hi sabse pehle unhe gud mrng msg hota tha.


Tabhi bhaiya ki awaaj aayi "kya soch raha hai". Maine kaha "kuch nahi".Bhaiya ne kaha "Vaishno devi ka kya plan hai?" Maine kaha "hum teeno ki (main aur mere


do dosto ki) tickets to confirm h ,aap ki waitng m  hai, confirm ho gayi to theek h nahi to meri seat pe so jana" Bhaiya bole"chal dekh lengey TT se baat kar


lengey".


mera mere dosto k saath Vaisno devi jaane ka program banaya tha , Jab tickets book hui thi tab main bhaiya ko jaanta nahi tha, lekin 2 mahine main hi jaise


mujhe mera saga bhai mil gaya tha. aur jab maine bhaiya ko bataya ki m vaisno devi ja raha hu, aap chaloge.... to unhone pehli baar main hi haan keh di....m


bahut khush hua...aur maine unki tickets book karwa di.main bahut khush tha ki bahiya k saath ghoomne ja raha hu.ek ek karkey din beetne lagey, aur wo din


bhi aa gaya jis din humein jaana tha.


hamari train old delhi railway station se jaane wali thi.humne decide kiya ki hum central secretariat (CS) pe milengey kyunki dono ko wahi se pass hona tha.bhaiya mujhse pehle wahaan pahunch gaye.maine jaise hi unhe dekha unko hug kar


liya.humne apne bags side m rakhe aur metro ka wait karne lage.tabhi metro aa gayi, jab hum old delhi pahunche aur platform ki taraf ja rahe the to bhaiya ne


bataya ki unke left hand m abhi bhi pain h...accident jo hua tha...maine itna sunte hi unka bag right hand m pakadwa diya aur khud ek side se pakad liya. (Jab m apne room se nikla tha tab m ye soch raha tha ki itna heavy bag poorey raastey kaise uthaunga, aur bhaiya se unke haath ka sunte hi unka bag bhi pakad


liya.)Phir Jammu jaaney tak jab bhi unke left hand main bag dekhta to ek side se khud pakad leta.Jab hum station pahunche to pata chala ki unki seat confirm


nahi hui.maine kaha koi baat nahi aap meri seat pe so jana.Main andar hi andar bahut khush tha ki bhaiya se bahut saari baate karne ko milengi unke saath time spend kar paunga.


kuch hi der main train chalne ka time ho gaya,train chalne ke thodi der baad hi hum sab apni apni seats pe chale gaye.Bhaiya aur main bhi meri seat pe aa gaye, bhaiya aur main opposite direction m face karke late gaye aur baate karne lage.fir bhaiya ko neend aa gayi.Thodi der baad maine bhi sone ka socha kyunki katra pahunchkar kaafi paidal chalna tha isliye araam jaruri tha.maine bhaiya se kaha ki thoda sa aage ho jao m aapke peeche so jaunga.Bhaiya aage ho gaye aur m unke peeche left side karvat le kar thodi si jagah m unhe hug karke so gaya.ye pori journey m mera doosra sabse achcha moment tha. pehla wo jab matarani k bahut achche se darshan huve the.


Thodi der baad neend khuli to left hand main kuch pain feel hua, par m leta raha taaki bhaiya disturb na ho. par jab bardaash nahi hua to maine karwat change kar li aur rite side let gaya.But ab achcha nahi lag raha tha, kyunki bhiya ki taraf meri back thi, aur main bhaiya ko hug bhi nahi kar pa raha tha.m soch raha tha ki bhaiya peeche se mujhe hug kar le par shayad bhaiya so rahe the.Thodi der baad koi station aaya aur train ruk gayi.

Tuesday, August 7, 2012

Abhimaan Sethia

RAVISHING JATT -A TRUE SAGA !!
                                                                                                     -Abhimaan Sethia....
                                                     PART-I
Disclaimer :- It is a true story. It is my story. All my readers would now get to know lot about me...n lots of doubts would be clarified. This is not a sex or love making story, neither it is a love story. Itt is a strange story, but yeah it is my story. I don't aim to entertain you with this storyy, this time I just want to share a story with you which is deeply burried in my heart...:').....so here it goes...

Ravishing Jatt.....!!

18-May-2007
I was around 16 years old and was waiting for my class X results to come.
4pm in the evening and here is the results...I was featured in the merit-list of Rajasthan and was the topper of my district.
The grand celebration, wishes, phone calls and that satisfactory smile....:-) I still cherish that day :D

With this wonderful score, I got selected in the best school of Rajasthan to pursue my class 11 and 12.

31 June 2007 :- All bags packed, loads of wishes and I am ready to join my boarding school.
Mom, dad and me enters the school. Undoubtedly thats the most beautiful school of India and the best infrastructure I could imagine.

Mom-dad left after the admission process and now I was alloted Room no. 4 of my boarding house.
I was so very much excited for my new life :D
In room there were 4 beds, 3 students were already in the room and I was the last one to enter.I went inside and said "Hello..I am Abhimaan from Delhi"
They all smiled n greeted me well. They are Nitish, Saket and Pushkar - my roommates and in today's date my bestest buddies.

HOSTEL - Life begins......and within the first very first day all my excitement is ruined. All students were so notorious. They were making fun of new comers and a strange n never seen environment was experienced. Ragging and torture.....:'( I was crying from inside.
Few new comers became my frenz. All we new comers were scared to talk to old students. We all were home-sick and trying to adjust with new hostel life. Our life was hell at that moment.

15-July.
Now it had been 15days we were in baording. We felt better but sad. Though ragging was reduced but we were yet to adjust..:/

20 July 2007 - A late admission in science stream. A new commer from Bahadurgarh, Haryana. A guy from sports qouta : RAJVEER SINGH SANGWAN...!! A national level tennis champion and had scored 78% in class X.
He was an exception in new commers. Within few hours of his joining he became best frenz with the old students, comfortable with teachers and famous in the whole school.
I had not seen him till that. I had just heard about him. He was a Haryanavi Jatt and all the existing jatt boys of my school became bestest buddies with him. I expected him to b 5'9" tall with broad shoulders, beards, big eyes and that typical haryanavi jattan tone.

After a day or two I saw him. And to my surprise, he was 6'2" tall, very-very slim, fair and with a voice so lovable n without any jatt haryanavi tone. I spoke to him, we exchanged smiles but the guy was so full of attitude n ego...he was njoying the attention he was gettin...huh...

2 months passed. Rajveer-that Jatt became hero of the school. I was unknown in a boarding school of 3000 students. First tests were over. It was a debate competition that day. I participated bcoz I wanted the fame badly. I could not be the part of crowd...I just wanted to be the face of it.
Competition was tough and results were announced. I was First...:D
And yeah...that was the way to fame. Managment of the school came to congratulate me. (Debates were given first priority in our school).
Now it was my day enjoy the attention. All the people in my boarding house were impressed n now I became good frenz with them too. Next day the results of First Test was announced and I was the topper.
That made me a staaaaR overnight.
Now I was the most lovable new comer of the school and finally I was the first choice of evry teacher...:D :D :D

On one side I was enjoying name and fame, on the other Rajveer was getting famous for all illegal stuff. He was the hero of Jatt group and best tennis player, but he was caught drinking, smoking, beating juniors, physical fights, fail in subjects, disturbances in class and lots more. He was considered to the worst student by the teachers.

Time passed by. Me and Rajveer never spoke to each other bcoz he was neither from my class nor was I interested in such a pathetic guy.

Class 11 was about to end. Before exams could begin, Rajveer was suspended becoz of his mischiefs. He was barred from sitting in exams and was sent to home.
I was shocked...How can a guy be so cheap..!

Well, he was nothing to me so I ignored him and focussed on my exams.

Exams were over by March end and now April-May was new session for class 12.
It started good. Meanwhile results were out and again I was the school topper :D
Now I was the unchallenged hero of the school and even old students who had been studying in that school for so many years were now jealous of me. But I had lots of bestest buddies...old plus new..:)

May end...vacations started...!!
Home was a fun...but I was missing my wonderful, mischevious n exciting hostel life.

July 1 2008
School reopens...!
We all frenz meet after so long. A happy scene. Rajveer-the Jatt also joins back. Evry1 sees him with eyes of suspicion.

5 July 2008....Students' Council was to be decided.
We had 2 major posts..Headboy and Sports Captain.
And 20 School Prefects.

Everyone had their own opinions on who would be headboy or sportscaptain.
Rajveer was a strong contender for sports captain.

Finally the Chairman Mr. Raghupati Birla announces the council.
Headboy......:- Abhimaan Sethia
I was into a new world then coz this was above expectations. :D :D

Sportscaptain : Nirmit Sharma
School Prefects were announced too.
Rajveer was not even made school prefect....but I hardly cared...I was happiest that I became the headboy..:D :D

On next day, my crush Pankhudi Chowdhary...(A -jatt-girl who is super duper sexy) congratulated me n proposed me ...:-O
I was shocked but I had no reason to say NO......
So guys here I went committed with a ravishing jatt girl ;-)

Now I was an official dignitory of the school. I was confident n was a strict master. I maintained discipline in the whole school. Juniors obeyed me always. My orders were strictly followed by my friends n classmates too.
It was school festival in August. I had issued various dress code instructions. All students followed them except Rajveer Singh Sangwan.

This fuelled me up. I asked a junior to convey him that he is not allowed to wear what he is wearing. But he ignored that request.
I then asked a teacher to warn him, but he didn't care.
This did not go well with me and I took mike in my hand scolded Rajveer badly, criticized him n ordered him to change. I was heard by 3000 school students, 200 teachers and hundreds of outside students who had come to participate in school festival.
This was his biggest insult obviously.
He had to go n change. And now the school was making fun of that idiot.

Fest gets over.
3pm in the noon. Evryone was having rest in their rooms. I too was about to sleep.
Suddenly, someone opened my room gate with force.
He was none other than Rajveer. He was having hockey stick in his hand. 4 more jatt boys..his frenz entered my room.

Daal me kuch toh kaala tha.

Me n my roommates were kinda shocked.

Rajveer then spoke..."Hi Headboy..:) Ab btaa ki kya bigaada tha maine tera..kyun tune meri puri school fraternity k saamne band bjaayi..?"

For the first time in life he spoke to me n that too in this way.

I said..."I just wanted to maintain the decoram of the school."

Rajveer "Meri band bjaake..? Arey maine kabhi bhi tujse baat bhi ki h aajtak...? Kuch bigada maine tera..? Haan hun mai hraami, krtaa hun bakchodiyaa, pr tere saath kuch kiya kabhi galat..? Kaise karr sakta h tu yeh..?"

I said "Look Rajveer I have nothing personal to you"

Rajveer "Lekin ab ho jayegi personal..."

Now from inside I got scared to see 5 jatts with hockey sticks...but I did not let it come on my face.
I with immense confidence said "Okay...do what you have come for. But always think of your own future."

My this line worked out thankfully.

Rajveer said..."Abhimaan sethia...talent hone se hi sab kuch nahi hota...dil bhi hona chahiye. Mujhe koi panga nahi chahiye tujse. Jaa raha hu mai. Aaj tere paas post h..tu njoy karr...but jisne tera kuch naa bigada ho, uska tu bhi.....kher chhod....tu Headboy h bhaai..."

And he with his Jatt group left.
But that day had drawn a line of enemity between two of us. Now I hated him even more.

We never talked after that. Time kept on passing. I was having best days of my life. Pleasure, dignity and hostel masti....I cannot even xpress how entertaining it was.

Rajveer was busy in his own group. He was now improved a bit, coz he did not want to get debarred from Class 12 exams as well.

It was all fun guys. Bestest day of life. But yeah I
had broke up with Pankhudi coz of her family reasons. Now we were jst frenz.

Good times always have end.
But in my case, it was an unexpected beginning.

January 2009.
Pre-boards exams ended and now school was over.
Preparation leaves started and now we were to remain in our boarding house only.
School farewell was over.
I got the award for Mr. All-rounder.
And guys Mr. Farewell was Rajveer Singh Sangwan.
Pankhudi was Miss Farewell.

Next day I and Nirmit Sharma (the sports captain) had a meeting with Principal Sir.
Our Principal said..."How could you two let this happen? How could Rajveer be the Mr. Farewell? The worst student of school is titled as the best...? Ridiculous Abhimaan n Nirmit"

Nirmit said "Sir this is juniors' decision. How could we intervene. We had no idea about these titles."

Pricipal "I know that. But you should have been careful. You could have warned juniors that no title would be given to such nonsense people"

I then spoke..."Sir I understand your point. But sir Mr. Farewell is not any official awars, its just a title. There are so many juniors who love him. He is good looking. And moreover it was juniors' decision sir. Lets take it positively sir."

Principal "My headboy is getting mature hhmm. Okay fine lets accept it. Now ur preparation leaves have started do prapare well. Abhimaan, no more masti, I want you to top"

We then left after meeting.

I did not disclose about the meeting to anyone except my room mates but Nirmit had told it to his frenz n information travels like speed. So it was now known to everyone what had happened in the meeting.

Preparation leaves were too fun. All we frenz used to study and play alot. All illegal n stupid fun were njoyd by all of us.
Guys I was one of the decent students when I joined the school but now I was completely a changed man...too naughty..too funny...too dangerous..:-P
I had loads of frenz..:-)

We were having the craziest fun n all were scared of the fact that within 2 months or so we will be apart..:(...

Now it was the turn of Boarding House Farewell in mid Feb.
The farewell was too awesome. Juniors had done it way better than school farewell.
I made a speech n I could see tears in many eyes. Even my Vice president was senti.

Now the titles..
Nirmit got Best Sports Personality. Well it was expected. Sports captain wud obviously be the best sports personality.

Mr. Cool was Rajveer. He deserved it....afterall cool toh bhut tha woh.:P

I got Mr. Farewell.
Teachers seemed happier than me...lol...:-p

After the function, we all were having photos clicked. Evryone was scared of being apart. We were having photos with teachers, juniors, classmates, roommates etc..

Suddenly someone whispered in my ears..."Aik photo bhai..."

Rajveer he was..!

I was shocked but I accepted his proposal with a smile. We then got clicked..

He then said congrates mr farewell.

I said..."thanks...n same 2 u mr. Cool"

He said..."haha thanks...waise school-farewell me bhi Mr. Farewell tu hi deserve krta tha..."

I said..."ladne aaya h kya mujse..?"

Rajveer :"nahi nahi yar....seriously. Achha ek baat kahni thi...uumm leave it. Anyways good luck buddy"

I said "same to yu Rajveer"

This was the first decent chat I had with this boy Rajveer Singh Sangwan-the ravishing jatt.

I don't know why but I really felt happy that the only guy I had severe mess with is now comfortable. I was happy that I will now leave school with satisfied heart.

And guys this was the turning point of the story....
Story seems to end here...but it is the beginning guys...
Beginning of a new saga...........!!!

:D :D :D

:-)







                                         RAVISHING JATT - A TRUE SAGA Puri school me mere baare me sab se zyada tu hi jaanta h.... Ab school khtm hone me kuch hi din h...mai btaa ni sakta kitna miss krunga mai tujhe...i love you baby" I hugged him back tight. And said.."true..! I will miss yu the most yar.."

                                                       PART-III

:-)-)-)
LIFE IS SO DAMN UNPREDICTABLE...!

The guy I hated the most had become my bestest friend. Me and Rajveer had become inseparables. He had gone more expressive now. He shared everything with me.

And I was no untouched with his love. I too had gone mad with his friendship. He had become my most important friend..:D

He was now my first proirity in the school.

I once said to him "Raj I hated you like hell. But now u're my best friend buddy."

Rajveer "hahaha..haan tune meri band jo bjaayi thi publically :P But anyways chutiya mai hi...pahle mil jata toh shayad mai aaj kuch aur hi hota..:/....but yar soch mai kbhi kisi se dhang se pesh aaya..?sirf tujhe hi izzat deta hun....kyunki rude ho hi nahi sakta tere sath.

And he hugged me then.



Rajveer : chal bey jhootey. Tu jaane k baad ladkiyo me lag jayega...aur Dilli ki vaadiyo me apne dosto k saath...nihal wagerah sab... Mai toh yaad hi nahi aaunga tujhe"

Me : haha..nahi yar..bhool sakta hun mai tujhe...i love u babes...:*

Rajveer : hahaha..kuttey nautanki krwalo tujse bss..

We were having the best times together.

Evryday he used sleep with me in the noon...and then at 10 to 12 pm was spent in my room with Nirmit. And then he used to come at 3am in the night and then we used to sleep together and talk till 5 in the morning. Then he used to go back n study till 7am and I used to sleep after he goes.

Actually preparation leaves hoti hi aisi h. Raat ko padhna and subah me sona.

I had immense powers in the school. And obviously I used it for improving my best friends image. Yessss guys I made it...!
Now he was often seen with me, I introduced him to various teachers. Since I used to have personal talks with almost evry teacher, it helped me change their perspective towards Rajveer.

Rajveer was emjoying this new phase of his life. He had become way mannerable now.
Although he was still a kamina and a true Jatt sports guy, but yeah now he has learned how to behave.
He was rough, rude n rockin with his Jatt group. And he was sweet, polite and humourous with rest of the people.

This had become headlines that Rajveer Singh Sangwan is a new man now.

School, he and me....all were loving his new phase.

Once it was 6pm in the evening, I went in his room, he and his one roommate Manish were there.

I entered..."Hi manish...:) Aur bhai Rajveer kya kr raha h hraami..?"

Manish " Hi abhimaan...bhut sahi time pe aaya h tu"

Rajveer : Exactly...actually mai nahaane jaa raha tha. Ab aaja sath nahaate h.

Me : nahi...mai naha liya subah hi. Sardiyon me 2-3 baar nahi nhaata mai..:P

Manish : Koi naa...nahanaa mat..chlaa toh jaa...aur kuch kr lena.

Me : hahaha..toh phir bed pe hi krlenge...i dont njoy in bathroom:p

Rajveer : hahaha...chal theek h..tu baith abhi-baby mai nahaa k aata hun..;*

After some 10 minutes, he came out wet in towel.
I got up and said...."ahaaan aaj toh mera mann machal raha h...i'm cumin swt hrt"

Yeh kahkar I went close to him to remove his towel.

Rajveer was laughing, giggling, shouting and tryin to run here n there in the room to save himself from me.
Me and Manish were tryin to catch himm, but that sporty was a master:P

Then finally, uska towel mere haath me aagya and I snatched it. But :( then he held it with his hand tightly...and we both tryin for that towel.

Finally I succeeded...but jaise hi I got his towel, he pulled me towards him, and we fell on the floor.
He was on the floor and I was sitting on his chest with his towel in my hand...and Manish was hooting.

Suddenly, the door opened and he was none other than our Pricipal sir.

Meri toh saanse hi ruk gayi...:/

We both got up, Rajveer went inside the bathroom.
Manish went n touched sir's feet.

I wished sir a good evening.
My eyes were at ground.

Sir said..."Sethia ji yeh konse naye shauk paal liye? Ab preparation leaves me school jaana nahi hota h..isilye ladkiyaan milti nahi h. Isliye aap ab ladko se hi apne shauk pure karr rahe ho....hai naa sir..?"

Goshh..i was embarraced.

I said..."hahaha...sir come on. Hum just masto kar rahe the"

Sir " Tu clarification mat de. Dekh ab choice toh h nahi...toh lgaa rah.:p"

He laughed and went.

Rajveer came out and started beating me..."kuttey bjwaa di naa meri..:p"

We all were laughing...had chats n masti and after some time I left frm his room. :-)

Guys now let me tell you something about our physical appearances of that time.

You know what, Rajveer did not have a single hair on his body..:P He was totally smooth and slim and fair. He looked very cute n choclatey.

Ab toh meri band bajj chuki h, but at that time me too looked lovely. I was also very chikna..:P I had one of the cutest n d mots innocent n kiddish face. But my body was hairy.
I was just 5'4''...that means short heighted. And he was 6'2''

We were jst opposite...:-p

Okay so as I told yu we used to sleep together daily.
Let me tell yu..am sure I won't be able to sleep that romantically even with my future spouse too...:-P

We used to sleep cuddling each other tightly and exchanging thousands of thoughts and hundreds of kisses n smooches.

But yeah...it never went beyond it. We had maintained our dignity. The only thing physical between us was the smooch. Afterall he was my bestest buddy, and we did not want to spoil the relation. And being very honest, both of us were never interested in getting physical. And by god's grace, we never got drawn in situations.
Even while kissin n sleepin together, we used to talk about girls n how cud we get them.

So basically, we were never a couple. We were just the best friends. We were in love.....but not with each other. We were in love with the friendship we were sharing.

The thousands of kisses per day in public was just evidence of the fact that we care for each other beyond boundaries.

Guys I cannot even mention the lakhs of incidents which happened b/w us and which shows to what extent we had helped each other.

I still remember, one day at 4am in the morning I felt hungry n most of the students had slept so I cud not get anythng to eat.

Rajveer asked me..."Abi-baby...what happened...hungry..?"

I jst nodded in acceptance.

Within 5 mins, he came with 5 varieties of biscuits, namkeen packet, some mathrees, bhujia, sweets and a coke.

I was just stunned...:-O

"Abey kahaan sa laya tu yeh sab" shouted me.

Rajveer : "Baby tu khaa yar... Maine soye hue juniors ko jakhjhor k jgaa diya...aur kya..:p"

Me : hahaha....saaley sudharjaa.:p But m so hungry...khaane de ab...

This was jst a small incident, but I cannot forget it. I mean look guys, the quantum of care he had for me. Hats off to that guy. I had no option but to love him.
I had jst gone crazy for him.

We were living the moments...the best days of our life.

And yeah...though we were famous as bestest buds in the school now, but Rajveer had never let his soft side come out in public.

Only I knew how stupidly sweet n cute this guy is. But in public, he was that particular Jatt-Sporty-Tough man.

We both were from differnt streams. So my exams started a week before his.
But guys, our routine did not change. We still used to sleep together and spent lot of time chatting n gossiping.

Once Nirmit asked me "Abey tu wohi Abhimaan h naa jo padha karta tha..? Ho kya gya h tujhe...uss Sangwan k chkrro me khraan naa ho...pdhle yar..boards h tere"

Me : Yaar woh thodi kahta h mujhe nahi padhne ko. Pta ni mann hi nahi krta...padh lunga yar.."

Nirmit : Woh toh pahle se zyada pdta h ab..but tu bhi yar padhle...dosti yaari baad me nibha lena.

.......Nirmit did hurt me sayin this. But guys....aakhir reality toh yehi thi.
I was not givin my 100% in studies. I had become over involved in gossiping, fun n doing illegal stuffs with Rajveer. I was njoyin that phase at the cost of my studies.

My exams were going good. Every day on my exam, he used to get up n come to my room to give me all-d-best-kiss.
How sweet no :D :D

His exams too started but there was no reduction in the time we used to spend together.
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Kahte hain time and tide waits for none.
March 25, 2009
My last exam day.
And yeah it was over now.
This was my last day in the school and tomorrow morning I shall be leaving the school once for all.

So I basically was left with one day to spend with my frenz and my bestest buddy Rajveer.
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Can not forget that very last day...the time...the talks...the promises...the gentle kisses...the good byes....
That was not just a day...but something which is so pious n precious...
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What all happened...I will do share soon guys...if you Like...! :-)-)
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While typing this story, my eyes are wet with happiness...:')-)
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To be continued..........

                                        RAVISHING JATT - A TRUE SAGA

                                                        PART - IV

TIME........yes it had flown now. Tomorrow morning I shall leave my school once for all.
Everything will be left behind. My class, my roommates, my friends, ,y hostel, my ravishing jatt.....all will be no more the routine of my life..:'(

This thought was killing me. But then we all realized that only one day is left, so enjoy it in the bestest manner......
....anddddddd....
Believe me guys....we did njoy :D :D

Evryone was rocking, chillin, hugging.... Nirmit brought a porn of Anjelina Jolie n Aishwarya Rai....and we all watched it together. Whaat a funn it was....especially the comments n "acts" going on meanwhile :-P

We went to mess to have our last school dinner n came back n played Kabbadi....the worstly played best kabbadi ever. Kabbadi was so cheap this time, many boneless organs were pressed :-p Thatswhy we all loved it.
And yeah the best part of kabbadi was that Nirmit naughtly made down the shorts of Rajveer and his body in jst underwear was seen by the hostel that day...n probably they loved it....atleast I loved :-p

Soon it was 12 of the night, me n rajveer n few others were sitting n talking senti stuffs :/
Rajveer was a macho guy...so he asked us to stop that nuisance n somehow we did.

Rajveer then kissed on my cheeks n said "I wanna cook for u"

I smiled....and thats was "yes" for him.

I dont knw how he managed everything, but after an hour I was served a milk-cake, maggi n pasta with coke. :D
How could I resist myself from that idiot.....he was just breath taking at times....:-P
Thankfully it tasted good:**

It was 3am of night now, so we decided to switch of the lights. 7 people were silently talking to each other in the room now, Rajveer ofcourse was on my bed....and we were talking about each other...from our dreadful beginning to lovable end.....
I said "You have all the qualities I hate..u drink..u smoke..u're rude...cheap...idiot...duffer...dumb... and how can I.....?"

He smiled n said..."and yu've all the qualities I dream of but can never achieve....plus ur heart....and here I am in love with you:****"

He was no less than Shah rukh khan at times....rascal..:-P

We slept in each others arms that night.
My eyes opened at 10 the next morning. I got n got ready. All packing was already done. I was waiting in my room for my family to arrive.

"Abhi bhaiyya....rajveer bhaiyya is calling yu in his room" informed a junior.

I went...he was alone. He hugged me when I entered and said "Thank you for the beautiful gift swt hrt...:*"

I smiled n kissed him back.

He said "Abhi I can not take this yar...tu jaa raha h.. Mujhe teri nishaani chahiye..."

I laughed...as it was funny to see a macho guy tokin like this....i said "nishaani...? pragnant kru tujhe?"

He said..."krr de yaar...
Listen...i wanna take n give a love bite...so hard that it duznt go for weeks.."

I was shocked..but he insisted it so innocently that he agreed.

He came over me......removed my tee shirt...I was bare chest now.... He kissed me all over....goshhh...cant describe that feeling...he reached my belly and kissed hard....he indulged in it and gave a love bite till 5-7 mins...it was a beautiful love bite.

Then he was looking at me....and was bout to remove his tee...but I stopped.

I said..."i shall give it on ur neck"

Rajveer..."prr woh sabko dikhega yaar....:@"

"woh teri problem h..:/" said me.

"Abey nautanki dede jahaan bhi dena h...bss dede"-Rajveer

And yeah I gave it on his neck.
:D :D :D

Then the smooch session started....aah...it was wildest one could ever expect. Heights of passion was crossed....we were beasts then....huh...how fast, wild n dangerous....

Knock...knock...!!!
"Abhi bhaiyya ur parents have come"
A sound came.

"Aaaya".....shouted me.

I wore back my tee shirt n went....

So my family was here. I greeted all and they asked 2 put luggage in car. All my fren n rajveer helped me putting my luggage in the car.

Car was to start now. Only I was to sit. I hugged all my frens tightly. Rajveer stood very distant.
I called him for a hug but he did not come.
So I wished everyone bye with a broad smile n sat in the car.

Suddenly, my sister started laughing loudly n said...look at that macho guy...hehehehe...idiot is cryin for yu.

I looked from the window...n it was Rajveer shedding tears from his eues silently :'/

Aaah...i was numb now....!!!!

Kyaa bolu ab mai....kya sochu ab mai......

Car speeded up....and Rajveer was left behind.......
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Yeh dooriyaaan....kab nazdeekiyon me badal gyi....yeh agle part me...
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To be continued.....!

                                            RAVISHING JATT - A TRUE SAGA

                                                                   PART -V

AEY JAATEY HUYE LAMHO...
ZARA THAHRO...ZRAA THAHRO......

Naa hi lanhe thahre....aur naa hi thahar paaya mai...

Within few hours I was at my home. Rajveer, frenz n school were left way back now.
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New Life started...
I was treated so well at home...and I became busy with relatives n functions...

When I used to sleep....i missed him badly...

4-5 days passed....I was njoyin home...suddenly i got a call frm unknown no.
I picked up..."Abey hraami bhool bhi gaya...4 din ka pyar hi tha kya tera.."

The voice sounded so strange..
I said.."Excuse me..! Whoz this..?"

"Ohh ho...ab lo tum...! Kuttey..mai mraa jaa raha hun yaha tere bina...tere love bite ko dekh dekh krr kaam chala raha hun n tu h ki whoz this...waah betta waah..."...said he..

"ohh tu h kya yaar...fone pe teri aawaz bilkul alg aati h yar..kesa h tu yar.." said me.

"ahaan pahchaan liya hhmm..mai thek hun yar..exams thek ho rahe hain mere..teri bht yaad aati h hum sabko..."
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There was a lovely conversation b/w both of us...

A week passed. No call or conversation happened b/w us.
Today was his last exam...
He called me finally..."Oye..ho gye mere exams khtm..ja raha hun mai haryana apne ghar pe.."

I said "bht achha h yar..but mai bht miss krunga tujhe...and sun yar..meri training start ho rahi 1 mahine ki...i'm goin to Bikaner tomorrow"

Rajveer : Ab miss krney wali nobat nahi hogi..hum krr lenge fone pe baat.

"I won't be carrying the fone yar"-me.

Rajveers got bit upset n said "Achha..chal theek h yar bye.."

Guys I tell yu....itna chidta h woh ladka...u can fall in love with him when he gets upset with yu. So cute that idiot looks :P

I went to Bikaner for my computer training. My new life has started, but there wasn't a single second I did not miss him.
In real sense, now I realized how important he was to me.
I wasn't havin fone. So i went to STD and called him...
Me : hello rajveer...its me..how r u swt hrt

He : heya abhi baby...:D u called me...i thot ki Bikaner n waha ki ladkiya tujhe underwear pahne ka bhi time nahi deti hogi...

Me : haan toh maine nahi pahan rakhi h yar...but tujhe kya..

He : i wish fir toh mai bhi hota...hum group kartey :D

Me : ghar pe bhi u carry polluted mind no..?

He : yu pollute my mind.. Apni zindgi me kisi ko fone tk nahi kiya maine..n tujhe miss krr raha hun...ladki bnaa diya tune iss ravishing jatt dude ko...

Me : insaan bnaa diya maine..

He : jo bhi h..fone kaa kuch krr mai mrr jaunga wrna..

Me : theek h will try...aur btaa..?

And yeah we talked our hearts :)
We had become kindaa inseperables....

I decided to buy a fone finally coz I was unable to control. I bought a multimedia Samsung one and msg evry1 my new no. I did not msg it Rajveer coz I thought raat ko call krkey will tell him.
But raat ko before I cud call him, ussi ka call aagya..
"fone liya mere liye..no. mujhko nahi dega...?waah aur mai le bhi nahi paunga..?" he said.

Me : i was about to call yu..but tujhe mere no. kaha se miley?

He : yaar 25 msgs have come..."congratulations for new fone rajveer SETHIA"

Me : hahahahahahaha..ohh my goddd...
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Guys days were passing good. I used to have my training d whole day and evry night at 9 he used to call me for a minimum of 2 hrs...and generall it was some 4 hours talk daily. It was really stupid but humein ptaa hi nahi chalta tha ki kb time yuh chala jata tha...we were actually the bestest buddies..:D

He was unable to control so finally he decided to make a one day visit to Bikaner.

I went to Railway station to welcome him.
He looked lovely in lose tee n jeans. He came running to me n hugged me..kissed me my neck hard..
I interrupted sayin...bhaai station h..control rakh...!

Baby I missed yu so much..said he!

We came to d flat and yeah spent d whole day together..eating..shoppin...talkin...it was whole fun...

It was 8 of the night n he had to leave now..
Before leaving he kissed on forehead..eyes...nose...n yeah thats but obvious now...:p
It was a long passionate smooch of atleast 15mins...
He slowly said.."baby i dont wanna go but..."
"oye....time ho gya h...nikal ab.."said me.

I dropped him to station n he went.
This was the time I cudnt control. Tears rolled down my eyes so badly that even auto-driver asked me if everything was fine or not.

He had gone n it tuk me time to get back to normal...

The same routine started again...the daily 3-4 hours night talks made us closer n closer n closer to each other....

Time was passing so qucikly and my traing ended n I came back home. We were in regular touch and damn so happy :D :D

12th Results out....!!!!

This had brought a wave amongst d whole circle.

I scored amazingly well and was sure of getting the best college of the continent.

Rajveer scored 51% and that was ofcourse a pathetic score...!
I was feelin very bad.
Mere khud k marks ka mazza khraab ho gya tha yar..:(

This had broken Rajveer....he got scared of getting any colleges..

I motivated him in the best possible manner butstill...

He called me once n said.."Abhi i'm gonna try in Delhi colleges via sports qouta in tennis..so am going to delhi n will b puttin up wd my Jatt group there"

So he went delhi...
A day passed...no call today...!
Two days...
Three days...
A week....
10 days.....
Half month.......no call from him at all.

I called n texted him meanwhile so many times but no response. I was so pissed off.
I was missing him damn badly. How could he do this to me..:'(..but I was understanding guy...I thought he mst b busy in searching college n admissions...

25days passed. No call and no response. Today colleges announced cutt off lists.
I got admission in dream college and I was not that happy coz I was more worried about Rajveers career.

I was receiving many congratulation calls that day...and it was then I got to know that Rajveer got a Delhi College just next to mine..a good college n was in touch with other friends..

This came as a shock to him. When he can talk to others..why the hell didnt he pick up my calls...and that too whn there wasn't any fight or dispute...
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Now the Devil was back in me...!!!
Abhimaan Sethia....headboy.. Rajasthan Zone CBSE Topper, qualified for Best college of Asia and got President award for outstanding achievements is crying for a ill-mannered stupid guy...!!! The devilish attitude was back now...!

Yeah guys...that is the thing with me. You ask my friend how am I...they will say am very down to earth, humurous and full of life.

You ask a stranger about me...he will say am talented but full of attitude.

Ab jo h woh h...!

I came to Delhi n started havin my college fun. It wud be a lie if I say I forgot him or I stopped missin n luvin... I was missing him badly but there was no sign of it in my gestures. I never msgd him..never called him...removed him from my fb account..and prayed to God that I never come across him ever in my life again....!
July passed....august was also about to pass...

There was no call n no msg from his side.

His college was 5 min distant from mine but.......life is a bitch...!

At times I used to think....jo hua theek h...but kaaash yeh ptaa hota ki iss berukhi kaa kaaran kya tha. Without reason, he came into my life...and without reason he left....
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Zindgi me koi kabhi aaye naa rabba....
Aaye jo koi toh fir jaaye naa rabba........
Dene ho gar mujhe baad me aansu....
Toh pahle koi hsaaye naa rabbba............"
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Though I was having bestest dayz of my life in college. My achievmnts went doubled. My parents were proud. Frenz were rocking. College was fun. Gotta a bombshell gurlfren...;)
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Sab kuch perfect tha...bss kbhi kbhi uski yaad aajati thi toh sochta tha ki koi reason bina hi woh chla gya...
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It was painful tellin u about all this...but abhi bhi bht kuch hona baaki tha yar...
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To be continued.....


                                        RAVISHING JATT - A TRUE SAGA

                                                           PART-VI

"Zindgi iss kadrr yu lagne lagi...
Zakhm deekhne lge draaro me...

Ab chhipaaney ko apna kuch naa raha...
Zakhm deekhne lge draaaaaaro me"

He was out......OUT completely from the scene of my life.
And too many hot babes and new rocking frenz had entered into it.

I never missed him wen I was with my buddies or was engaged in some or the other thing.
But yesss....sometimes when I felt low and I wanted someone to pamper me...uski yaad aa jati thi...

I was achieving all that I had dreamt of.
I was the happiest.

Whenever school frenz used to call me, they always asked me howz ur fren Rajveer...

I never told them we are in no more touch..instead I always said..."mast h woh...baaki ussi se puchhle.."
So this is how, school frenz forced me not to forget him...

Now, its been 3 months...we had no contact AT ALL.....!

It was end of August...
I got a call frm unknown no. & as I picked...with that hello I understood he is rajveer.

:D :D :D

Call aaya toh sahi finally...:-p :-p

Now look..i'am also champion afterall.....;-)
I picked up..he said "hello abhi.."

Me : yes...who is this..?

He : hey its me..

Me : me....??? Who me...??

He : Rajveer here abhi...!

Me : ohh...

He : how r u..?

Me : gud..!

He : howz the college..?

Me : gud...! :@

He : aur btaa...?

Me : what...?

He : uummm naraaz h...?

Me : kiss sey..?

He : mujhse yaar aur kiss sey..

Me : nopes..!

He : sach btaa naa yar..

Me : why wud i be upset with u..? I am cool.

He : no baby...u're hhottt...!

Me : let it be.. I have some work..gotta go...bye..gud luck..

He .. Abhi listen ....hey....

I rejected the call...

He called 4-5 times more at that moment but my fury did not let me pick up his call.
He had tortured me a lot...now I was not ready to compromise..!

Next day I got a msg from him.
"call kar raha hun...plz utha lena"

Gosshh I melt so easily....

I picked up his call..

He : how are yu baby...?

Me : Call me Abhimaan..thats better..!

He : Attitude hhmm...?

Me : Yesss...

He : But yu never show attitude to ur frenz...then why today..?

Me : you are no fren..!

He : Achha...?
(He sounded bit angry)

Me : haan...and teri bakwaas k liye time nahi h...jaldi bol...

He : Ab jab fren hi nahi hun mai toh kya bolu...rakhde fone..bye..

Me : Fair enough..!

I cut d call and got busy with other frenz.
But my heart was at no ease now...
These 2 days were so unique...he was running in my mind 24*7.
I had lost my self control. I wanted him back at any cost...but was scared that what if he comes back and leave again....

Huh...i was in a big dilemma...!

In the night...he called me up again..

He : Whats ur problem...?

Me : Mind ur langauge..!

(when I am in form....there can be no one better than me....!!!)

He : okay...why are u doing this to me Abhi..?

Me : what...?

He : yar i knw u're angry kyunki I did not call yu for some days..

Me : yar for some days like 3 months no...?

He : yaar...plz...dekh mai busy ho gya tha yaha...

Me : yeah...i understand...u'r in Oxford university...making PPTs...projects n all...not even one minute you have..

He : yaar..mat maar taane..ab ho gya jo bhi h...

Me : thats okay..be happy..mujhe kya lena dena h tujse...

He : yar yaha sab doston me itna busy tha ki I cudnt call yuu....

(WELL THATS THE POINT GUYS....!!
I TOLD YOU NO, THAT HE WAS TO STAY WITH HIS JATT GROUP IN DELHI. SO THATS HOW HIS INNER JATT WAS BACK AGAIN. HE FORGOT ALL HIS DUTIES AND MANNERS AND IGNORED ME IN FRONT OF HIS FRENZ SO THAT THEY NEVER SEE EMOTIONAL SIDE OF HIM)

But....just for the sake of maintaing a fake image...he had hurt me to the core. He had become so irresistable to me...and he did not care of even texting me once. His frenz were not by his side every second. He cud have done this.
But he did not do that. Because he was luvin Delhi n was care free..!

Now look...thats how things happen..!
No reason...and he ignored me..!
How cheap...!!!

Lets get back to phonic conversation now...

Me : toh be busy with frenz..mujhe kyun call kiya h...

He : kyunki tu bhi mera dost h...

Me : okay...

(Guys if u have noted...he did not say sorry at all....aakhir jatt attitude jo h,,,,)

I cut the call making excuse of important work...and asked him to call me later..

Now its me..who had to decide what to do...
"Thinking - Process" started...!!!

That guy gave me unforgettable memories. He loved me to the heights and cared for me to the core. He shared his whole life with me and became an integral part of my life.
He became my Best Friend.
He called me everyday for 2-3 hours spending huge on fone bill just to stay in touch with me.
Then he went to Delhi and met back his all time old jatt frennz.
He did not call me and neither he answered any of my calls or msgs.
He ignored me like anything.
But........
Why shud have he answered my call....?
Coz I was his Best Friend...
Thats all...
But he did not answer..so he was at fault. And the punishment of this fault is end of relation...????
No it can not be so...!

Now I questioned myself...he is not my boyfren...I am not his father..
So why the hell should he inform me about everyday...??????
Why...????????

Okay fine...he did d mistake of ignoring a good fren...but thats okay...that mistake can be forgiven yar... Hotaa h....sabke saath hota h...

So guys....i accepted the fact that he is that best fren who became so busy that due to his carelessness he did d mistake of ignoring me which is just a mistake and not a sin..!

"MAAAAAAR DIYA JAAYE...
KEY..
CHHOD DIYAA JAAAAYE...
BOL TERE SAATH KYAA SULOOOK KIYAA JAAYE..."

And i decided....ki...
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uss gadhey ko MAAAAF KIYAAA JAAAYE...... :P ;)

Tring-tring....
Rajveer Singh Sangwan Calling...!

He : Hello..

Me : tum jese hraaami bacho ko desh se nikaaal dena chahiye...

He (in a very excited tone) : haan yaar....lekin fir tu bhi toh saath hoga naa..?

Me : shut d fuck up...

He : english mat bol...maine haar maan li h...prr yeh btaa tu normal kese ho gya mere saath..?

Me : ho jau abnormal..?rakhdu fone..?

He : arey naa naa naaaa...bhaaai...kaan h tu meri...

Me : fuck off...

He : wish :p Dude see you at sharp 11 at entry gate of ur college.. Milnaa chahta hun tujse...

SO GUYSSSSS....
DER AAYE...DURUST AAYE....

HERE ARE WE BONDING AGAIN....

The call lasted for 2 hours day...and yeah we bursted out laughing... Same joy... Same giggles... Same draama.... Same smiles.... Same stupidity... Same men.... Same friends... Same bestest friends yaaaaaaaR...!!!

Next day he came to my collge... We spent 2 hours gossiping and enjoying the sexy Delhi. We talked a lot...bhut super duper wala mazza aaya...:D :D :D

Ladko ki mstii yu knw....! We were shouting like idiots..making fun of others and a lottttttttt...!!!
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Guys I got him again....
Yeah now no more sleeping togethers were there...but yeah no more kadwaahat was there...

I got him back as a WONDERFUL FRIEND....!!!

Guys after that...we did not talk daily.. But yeah normal frenship was on chart.

Now he calls me once in a month or two... I also call him sometimes. We keep each other updated.
And yeah whenever we talk, we go crazy..... Paaaagal ho jaaatey hain hum...!
I am still his closest fren.
He shares his secretes only n only with me ;)

We do meet and go together in mutual frenz' parties and fests in colleges.

We make fun of the world n ofcoz of ech other...

A true feel of friendship is reflected in our relation.

I always call him a idiot n he's so cute at times..

I am his 3am fren....he calls me anytime he needs me. And I always help me.

In these 3 years of college, I helped him getting zamaanat frm police incase of drunk driving. I took him to hospital when he was beaten up by his college enemies, I lent him thousands evry month coz he is always short of money coz of his luxuries, I helped in various stuffs.....:P :P because I know he is my best friend...and am sure if someday I need any help from him...he will do it whatever the thing is...!
He is my most trust worthy and super cutely idiot friend.

WE ARE STILL THE BESTEST BUDDIES...!!!!

(its just 15days he had called me n shared that he underwear flew down in swimming pool n he was embarraced...:p.....idiot....and yeah we laughed like monsters...:p )

Guys...on every notebook he writes..."Ravishing jatt.....hot n cool"
Thats why I named the story "Ravishing Jatt"....please do not get confused with people having ids with same name. He is not here.

Currently he is in the final year of his B.tech.
Yeah....padhta wadhta kuch nahi h woh... Cheating se hi paas hota h...! :p

Hum dono bhut enjoy kartey hain aaj bhi jab ghumne jaatey hain...
Today he is a friend everyone wud feel proud of.

Attitude aaj bhi wohi h...
Drinks..smoke...hukka...baars....puraa hraaami h....but DOST h....;-)

Cutest friend :*
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He still calls me "Baby"....!!!

:p :p :p :p :p

No - End....!! Its a saga....a saga of friendship....and it will continue till we are alive....;) ;)

-------------------------ABHIMAAN SETHIA



To be continued.......
To be continued........:-P :-P :-P

                                    RAVISHING JATT - A TRUE SAGA
                                                     PART - II

Badi ajeeb si bandish h uski mohabbat ki...
Na usne qaid m rkha hai aur na hum azaad ho skte h..

That was the first decent conversation between me n the jatt-Rajveer Singh Sangwan...!!!

But that conversation left me worried about lots of questions.
Why did he all of a sudden talk to me..?
Did he want to say something more?
Is it his another trick to take revenge of his insult..?

I was stuck in these questions and then decided to be cautious so that I dont suffer in future.

The sports captain Nirmit Sharma was my good fren bcoz we were holding the supreme posts of the council so we had to be together most of the times.

But Nirmit's best friend was Saket-my roommate. So nirmit used to come to my room every night at 10pm just to have gossip with me, my roommates n especially Nirmit.

Since Rajveer was a sports guy, he was also very good frenz with Sports Captain Nirmit Sharma.

Next day....10:00 pm....!
Nirmit did not come alone, instead he was accompanied by none other than Rajveer Singh Sangwan.

I was kinda shocked...whom has he come to meet..? But except me, Rajveer was kind of okay-okay frenz with rest of my roommates. So he came in the room and had hi-fi wd my roommates.
Then Nimit said to me" Aur bhaai abhimaan, kitna ho gya tera course..? Book bnd kr ab...baate shaatey krtey hain"

I said..." Kuch nahi hua yar...chhod..! Tu btaa kaisi h teri gurlfrenzzz"

Nirmit : hahaha..saaley..lele lele meri..:-P
Meanwhile Rajveer was talking to my roommates.
Nirmit said..:Oye Raajveer aaja yaar baatey kartey hain...

Rajveer turned to us...he passed a smile to me. I smiled back to him.

Gossips started. All we 4 roomates and Nirmit n Rajveer....we all got indulged in talks... Lots of funny talks n humours n teasings n lot more. We all were njoyin like hell. In this conversation me n Rajveer were also getting a bit frank with each other.
Soon it more than an hour n half passed. Our Incharge came n asked them to leave the room.

It was a good conversation. Nirmit n Rajveer left saying us good bye. After 2 seconds, Rajveer re-entered the room n with a naughty smile said Goodnight headboy...and left.

I laughed and all my rummies laughed as well.

Next day...10:00 pm exact..!
Rajveer and Nirmit came and we all started having the similar fun gossips.
I was sitting on my bed. Rajveer came n sat next to me. All were talking to each other. Nirmit was talking to Saket and my other roommates were also indulged in the same gossip.
Me n Rajveer were sitting quiet.

He then said..."So u're from Delhi Abhimaan..."
I said "Yeah..."

Rajveer : "Tu mast bandaa h yar. Bhagwan ka diya sb kuch h tere paas."

Me : "hahaha...kyun yar..kya cheez nahi h tere paas hhmm..:-p"

Rajveer : "haha...saaley chup...:p Woh h mere paas.:P...

Me : "hahaha...sahi h phir toh...khush rah yar..

Rajveer : "Abey aata kya h mujhe...5 me se 4 subjects me fail hun...ptaa nahi boards kese paas honge yar"

Me : Ho jayenge yar...padh liyo thoda bht....waise bhi yu are Sports champion.








Nirmit : yaar tu mere room walo se puchhle. Aur aaj raat ko dekhna tu...

After this, I actually confirmed it with Nirmit's roommate who told me that ..."yesss....daily Rajveer comes to Nirmit before 10 n requests him to go to ur room."

I was happily shocked today. :-P

Same day 10:00 pm.
Nirmit and Rajveer enters. Nirmit had a naughty smile on his face and with his expressions I understood that he's going to do something.

Rajveer came and sat on Saket's bed bcoz Nirmit had already sat on mine. We all started talking.
Rajveer, Nitish and Saket were talking.
And here on my bed me, Pushkar and Nirmit were talking.

Nirmit then shouted at Saket...."Oye kya kar raha h tu...? Aur tu bhi Nitish..? Dekho mann hi mann kitni gaaliyan de raha h tumhe Rajveer. Woh yaha koi tumse baat karne thodi aaya h..."

Rajveer face got red and he was blushing like a girl and said..."Nirmit ki baato pe dhyaan mat do..yeh chutia h.."

Nirmit : "Achha beta...btaa du mai sabko...ki 10 bjne se pahle hi tu kaise machal uth taa h Abhimaan se milne k liye"

Everyone laughed. Rajveer too laughed and said..."chup ho jaa Nirmit...kuttey..:P"

Nirmit : Dekhlo bhai logo...mai roz-roz tumhare room me nahi aata hu, mujhe laaya jaata h. Ab chal, waha kya baitha h Rajveer....aaja Abhimaan k bed pe.."

All of us laughed, but Rajveer had a cute blush on his face...he got up from that bed, came and sat close to me on my bed and said..."dekh tune tohh uss din publically meri band hi bjaa di thi...but phir bhi tu mujhe psnd h"

Rest other hooted ahaaan ahaaaan...
Now I was also blushing...

Now evryone got busy in conversation.
Me and Rajveer were busy with each other.
He said..."Tujhe ptaa h abhimaan, uss din tennis rackets leke hum tujhe peetne aaye the"

Me : haan ptaa h....n fir tu darr k chlaa gya tha

He : Oye koi ni draa tha mai. Buss muje apne future ki chinta ho gyi thi.
Aur tune kiya bhi toh kya tha. Mai stud bntaa firta hun n tune chutiya bnwaa diya....saaley hraami

Me : hehe..mera koi intention nahi tha aisa...but tu h bhi toh kitna kamina..

He : Oye zubaan smbhaal k....hai nahi thaa......ab mai sudhar gya hun. Tujse milne k baad no kminaapantee.

Me : Ladka hun mai...flirt mat karr.

He : Karr bhi nahi raha...sch btaa raha hu. Aur haan, sahi h Nirmit....mai roz tujhi se milne aata hu. Apni achhi jamti h....pahle hi mil jaata mujhe saaley.

Me : ahaan aaj toh kya baat h...koi kaam tha kya mujhse...? :-p

He : chup krr oye..:p...aur bta Pankhudi k kyaa haal h...?

And then we chatted a lot. He shared about his personal life and I shared about mine.
That day was so damn lovely.

It was 12:15 of the night then.

Nirmit said...."Oye Rajveer chale ab...? Yaa aur bhi ishq ldaana h abhimaan se"

Rajveer blushed, got up, wished me good night and left.

So thats how I got a wonderful friend who was kind of my enemy earlier.

Now we used to talk a lot. In day time also, we used talk sometimes and night was obviously fixed.
Daily night, me and Rajveer used to chat a lot. We had become best of frenz then.

This news spread like fire in all the boarding houses. It was a hot topic of discussion that Abhimaan and Rajveer Singh Sangwan have become best friends.

Whenever we used to walk together, everyone passed a naughty smile and they all used to sing :- maa daa laadla bigad gya...

We were made a pair in the school. Just for joke purpose, but manytimes we were said to a couple. And afterall we had become inseperables as friends..:-) :-)

This was common in my hostel. If 2 boys are very good frenz, they were called gay couples. And 95% of boys fell under this catagory. So basically evryone used to enjoy this joke. Even Saket-Nirmit were also teased a lot and that too from very beginning of class-12.
We all had fun life:D

One day we were coming from mess after having lunch. Rajveer came with me in my room.

99.99% students used to sleep in noon in our hostel.

So me n all my roommates lied down on their respective beds to sleep.
Rajveer lied next to me and we slept on my bed.
He had put his hand on me and we were using my blanket in that chilled day of february.

After half an hour, he brought his face very close to mine.
I found it bit strange.

He then brought his lips very near to mine.
I then doubted that if he wants to kiss me or what..? :-O
Soon he adjusted himself in the way that his lips were just opposite to mine.

Ahaah! Now I was sure that yes...all he wanna do is the-Kiss...!

I was damn so shocked, scared and agitated with it. So I turned around and slept with my back towards his side. So it was all a KLPD on his emotions and now he had no chance of trying that on me.

Soon I had slept and I got up at 6 in the evening. All other rummies were still sleeping and Rajveer was not lying next to me...that means he had gone.

I was still shocked with Rajveer's behaviou today. Why did he do that..??

But yeah guys, kisses and smooches were very common in our hostel. Boys used to have smooches publically and no one had a problem with it. Even Nirmit n Saket used to have it 10 times a day in front of all of us.

But I being the headboy never did that so as to maintain the dignity of my post and being very honest I could not kiss a friend just like that. So I never had any thing with anyone.

Even gay sex used to happen a lot. But they were not public.
Lekin ptaa toh chal hi jaata h naa yaR...:p

So I thought come on...why am I taking it strangely...sab krtey hain so he tried on me and I was happy that I didn't let that happen :D

I made my roommates get up and we all went for tea in the mess.

Rajveer and Nirmit were already having tea-biscuits there.

Rajveer shouted : Oye kitnaa sota h tu Abhimaan...? Mai toh 4bje hi aagya tha...

I : haan yar..mai bht sota hun

Nirmit : ahem ahem....sare aam saath sone ki baatey...shrm kro.:P

We laughed n started having tea.

Afterthat me with all my rummies, nirmit n Rajveer came back to my room.

We all were sitting on Sakey's bed with our legs under saket's blanket. The same non-sense fun luvin conversation started.

Saket then said to me..."Abhi tere paanv k paas mera pen h..nikaal de blanket me se"

I entered my hand n face into blanket to find his pen.
Suddenly Rajveer to entered his face in the blanket sayin mai bhi dhundh deta hun pen.

Nirmit said..:"Oye rajveerey woh akela dhundh lega....kuch krna mat ander tum dono"

Everyone started laughing and then they got busy in gossips n we started searchin the pen.
I looked at him.
He had a naughty smile n a spark in his eyes. He moved close to me.
I don't know what happened to me....and I did not mind it this time.

He came closer n placed his lips on mine.
I closed my eyes.
He smoothly sucked it a little.
I responded well.....a little.
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A sweet lip-kiss.
Just for 5 seconds n then we moved back.
We looked in each others' eyes and smiled.
Then we started searching for a pen.

"Oye dhundh rahe ho pen yaa ek dusre k pen k saath khel rahe ho saalo" shouted my rummie Pushkar.

All laughed. I got the pen n gave it to Saket.

Aur kasam se mai bhut leta hun uski iss baat pe.

Me : I don't believe you Nirmit. Haan ab thodi bht dosti hui h bt itni bhi nahi hui h...

Me : hahaha mai kahaan le raha hu yar teri...

The conversation run for 5 more minutes and then Rajveer got involved in gossips with my other roommates n nirmit.

This had become a routine then. Everynight at 10 pm Rajveer always accompanied Nirmit to our room. And daily Rajveer used to have lots of gossips with my roommates. And with me, he just used to chat for 5minutes daily. He had become a good fren with my roommates and now he did not consider me his enemy anymore.

Some 10 days passed..the same routine continued and Rajveer had become my Hi-Hello-friend now.

Next day...10 pm...

Nirmit entered the room and sat on Saket's bed. My roomates Pushkar and Nitish were sitting on their respective beds. I was sitting on my own bed.
Then, Rajveer entered and said to my roommated - "Hi Pushkar"

Nirmit then shouted "Kyun nautanki kar raha h...jisko milne aaya h ussi se mil....bol hi abhimaan...."

I was kinda astonished with Nirmit's statement...but Rajveer just blushed n said Hi abhimaaaan.....and then came n sat on my bed.

Gossips started....Pushkar n Saket were listening music through i-pod. Saket n Nirmit were gossipping. And me n Rajveer started our own conversation.
Me n Rajveer were now exploring each other coz we were hardly aware of anything about each other.

Time passed and at 11:45 they left.

But there was one thing which was haunting my mind... The statement of Nirmit and Rajveer's blush.

Nirmit was my good friend so I decided to ask him.

Next morning I was talking to Nirmit in our baording house garden.
I said : "Oye kal kya bolra tha tu Rajveer ko...ki abhimaan ko hello bol...?"

Nirmit : Ohh bhai achha raha tune pucch liya mujhse... Mujhe bchaa le uss Rajveer se. Kya kar diya h tune uspe..?

Me : maine kya kiya ab...?

Nirmit : Abey woh pure din teri hi tareef krta rahta h. Kahta h Abhimaan perfect bndaa h..kash pahle frenship ho jati.

Me : haha...achha..bnaa mat muje...meri hardly 5min baat hoti h uss sey... Saket Pushkar Nitish...inn logo se achhi bnti h uski

Nirmit : Abey sab bhaana h. Roz tere room me woh sirf tujse milne aata h. 9:50 pe hi mere room me aajata h n kahta h ki chal Nirmit....abhiman k room pe chalte h...
Rajveer : Pant utaar du meri...? Achhe se maarle meri yar..bt aise toh mat le.

Sunday, August 5, 2012

THE JOGAPPA...

A story by...MANLOVE GOA

FEW WORDS BEFORE STARTING....

In southern parts of India, Goddess Yellamma is known for her abundance strength. She is also known as Jogamma, Holiyyamma, Renuka and by other such names. Her temples are located at Soudathi in Belgaum district,
The followers of Yellamma, who are mostly poor, and illiterate, take an vow to dedicate themselves, their spouses, or their children in the service of Goddess Yellamma when they are unable to face the hardships of life. The typical situations include life-threatening diseases, infertility, and dire financial troubles. These are the people who are primarily responsible for propagating Goddess Yellamma's virtues and achievements and glorify the Goddess. An elaborate ceremony is held in order to initiate the Jogathis (female) and Jogappa (male) volunteers in the service of Goddess Yellamma. New followers have to bathe in three holy ponds and proceed to the head priest accompanied by community elders and other members of the family. The priests give them a long sermon on what they have to do please Yellamma. They have to identify themselves with the very poor and unfortunate ones and serve the society. At least twice a year they have to visit the Yellamma shrine on full moon days to express and confirm their obedience. During this semi-annual ritual, they have to observe preferably total nudity. If not, they have to cover their bodies with Neem foliage or scanty clothes. Such rituals, especially in the last decade, have become heavily publicized events due to the oversexed youngsters and tourists who gather around such pilgrimage centers to have glimpses of nude and semi-nude human bodies.




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episode:1



“channamma………is baar tu mere saath SOUNDATTI aa……aur…...’yallamma’ maa se ashirvaad le……”-

“haa rani……thik kehati hai tu……….mere 6 bete paida hote hi mar gaye hai…….ab jo unake saath hua……..woh isake saath main nahi hone dungi…….”-
“haa hum kal hi jaayenge….………..yallammagad pe ………achhe kaam mein deri kyun??..maa sab thik kar degi…..aur tu maa banegi………”-
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“aao rani……………..……”-guru maa
“pranaam guru maa……………ye channamma hai………pet se hai……………….6 baar mara hua paida hua……………is baar bachha bach jaaye…….yahi devi maa se prarthana hai……”-rani
“sab thik hoga……RENUKA maulee sab thik karegi………………………….”-guru maa
Aisa karake who aurat ek budhi aurat ke saamane baith gayi……
“akkka…dekh….dekh teri beti pida mein hai…….har baar kok sooni rehati hai….kya bhul huee hai akkaa?....saundatti se koi bhi khaali haath nahi gaya akkaaa…….isaki maang puri kar….….agar bachha jinda raha………toh……devi maa ko arpan karenge……………beti huee….to woh…’JOGATI’ banegi….aur beta hua……toh banega……JOGAPPA……………….akkaa….b har de…….bhar de mera malwat(forehead) …….bhandarese…bhar de mera malwat…..”-guru maa
………….aur us budhi aurat ne………haldi ka powder……mutthi mein leke…guru maa ke kapaal pe laga diya………….
Aur ek hi shor hua……………..
Udo………..
Udo ga aaee udo…………..
Udo ga ambe udo…………….
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9 mahine baad……..channamma ne ek khubsurat ladake ko janam diya…….is baar bachha jinda raha……..aur…………..har jagah khushi ki lehar uthh gayi…..
Yallu maa ka prasaad hua……………
Bachhe naam “arjun” rakha……….
“udo………….”
“udo ga aaee…udo”
“udo ga ambe udo……..”

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16 years later……………….

“hey arjun…………………”-ravi
“kya bey………….?”-arjun
“jaldi aa…………..jaldi aa………….patakha dekh………..”-ravi
“jara ruk………….”-arjun
“arey…baad mein jaayegi naa………………..”ravi
“aata….hoo………………..arey baap re……….kisaki item hai re yeh…..?”-arjun
“billo dukaandaar ki……………….kal hi aayee hai gaon mein….”-ravi
“ek baar………haath lage toh………..jannat mein le jaaunga……”-arjun
“saale mera……bhi khada hua hai………..mujhe bhi chahiye……”-ravi
“kone….jaake hila kamine…………………bada aayaa…….chodanewala”-arjun
“kitani ladakiya chodega………gaon mein ek to ladaki rakh…..…dekh ek din aisa aayega…ki ek ek ladiki ke liye tu tarasega……”-ravi
“kuttte………….”-arjun
“hahahhahaha…………..aa aa……..”-ravi
“ab tu mar gaya……..”-arjun
"hahahhaha....salaa......aa....aa...mere pichhe aa....."-ravi

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Arjun ki maa………..ghar mein kaam kar rahi thi…………
“channamma……………aree oh channamma……….”bahar se aawaz aayee
“koun hai…..?”-channamma
“main hoo…..rani…………”-rani
“arey raani……kaisey aanaa hua…….tu toh humein bhool hi gayee….”-channamma
“bhool main nahi…..bhool tu gayi hai channe…..”-rani
“kya hua….”-channamma
“16 saal ho gaye…………..tera beta abhi tak ….tere paas hi hai………….”-rani
“matlab…”-channmma
“tere bĂȘte ko JOGAPPA banana hai channe……..usey YALLU aaee ke seva mein jaanaa hai…..bhul gayi kya????....JOGAMMA ke hi kripa se ….tu aaj maa ka such bhog rahi hai…..”-rani
“jaanate hoo rani…”-channamma
“to der kis baat ki…….usey RENUKA maa ke seva mein bhej de………nahi toh yellu maa ka ‘kop’ ho jaayega………tera beta jinda nahi bachega…..”-rani
“aisa mat bol…..rani”-channamma
“toh….jaldi kar……….ab tere hi haath mein sab hai……ek toh wo JOGAPPA banega….ya MURDA…..”-rani
“mera beta…..kaha bhi rahe ……sahi salaamat rahe…..yahi main chahoogi………”-channamma
“kal hi hum…..akka jogateen ke paas jaayenge……..udo…….udo ga aee udo….”-rani
“udo………………..”-channamma
to be cont..........


EPISODE :2



Arjun ghar aa gaya……


“maa………..bhook lagi hai…….”-arjun
“haa……….khana tayar hai…..”-channamma
Maa ne khana laga diya…..
“kya maa…chup chaap hai aaj?...kya hua….?”-arjun
“arjun,kal humein saundatti jaana hai…….”-channamma
“usey kya badi baat hai…….jaayenge na………”-arjun
“humane yellu maa ko vachan diya tha………..ki.. tujhe usaki seva mein bhejenge….”-chanamma
“jaaunga na…..bol ….kya karana hai mujhe…..”-arjun
“tu…samajata kyu nahi…….?tujhe JOGATA banana hai……yeh duniya teri nahi hai……teri duniya alag hai…..”-channamma
“jogata?”-arjun
“ha jogata……JOGAPPA.........”-chan amma
“aisey kaisey……meri marzi ke bina…tum log aise kaise..tay kar sakate ho….?”-arjun
“chupp…….agar tere ‘baba’ ne suna…to wah teri chamadi nikal dega…..”-channamma
“maa…pata bhi tujhe???.jogata ka matlab kya hai????meri shaadi nahi hogi……biwi –bachche kuch nahi………..yah to kuchh nahi…..mujhe saadi pehanana padega……………….main nahi banunga jogata-bigata…”-arjun
“bas kar arjun…………..RENUKA AAI………agar dena janati hai toh…woh lena bhi janati hai……..agar usaka ‘kop’ hogaya…to hum kahike nahi rahenge………………”-channamma
“yeh kya chala rakha hai tum logone…………jara mere bare mein socho………..aisa banana ke liye mujhe janam diya tha???”-arjun
“aisa mat bol…….MARIAMMA ka apamaan hoga…..”-channamma
“main nahi jaaunga”-arjun
“agar tera yahi faisala hai…toh……….tujhe mera mara hua….mukhada dekhana padega…..”-channamma
“maa……………”-arjun

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Aur………bhavana-vivash hokar………arjun soundatti jaane ke liye raaji hogaya…..

Dusare din………..channamma,rani…….arjun ko leke aakka se milane gaye….
Aur akka……unako ek pahaad par gayi…….
Jaha…………..arjun jaise………..bahut saare ladake-ladakiya…….jogata banaane ke liye laaye the………..
Bahut saare toh…’hijade’ jaise………..saadi pahane ke the…..
“udo ga aaee udo…”ka jai jai kaar chal raha tha….

……………………………….aur kuchh der baad
….arjun ke kapade utaar diye gaye………….
Kamar par bas ek NEEM ke patto ki chaddi thi…………..
Ek aurat………ek saadi aur choli leke aayee……….
Usane………wah choli…arjun ko pehana di……..
Aur ….kamar par saadi ki pahali gaanth baandh di………
Puri …saadi lappet kar…usey ghungat bana diya……
Arjun…ki aankhe gili ho gayee thi…………
Waha se bhagane ka maan ho raha tha…..
Par majaboor tha….
Dil ki baat kisi ko bat abhi nahi sakata tha……..
Baad mein………
…arjun ke kapaal par….’haldi’ ka pawdar laga diya gaya…….
Usako mala pehana di…………..
Usako mukut pehana diya………..
Aur…………usaki shadi…..kar di…………………….bhagawan se…………
Sabhi jor jor se bol rahe the…..
“udo ga aee……udo”
“udo ga ambe ….udo”
Arjun….ab ban chukka tha…………….JOGAPPA

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Arjun ghar aa gaya…………..
Sharer par ab saadi-choli thi…
“arjun………..aajase……..tum mardo ke kapade bhul jaa……ab saadi aur choli hi…tera jeevan hai…………isi mein ab jeena hai aur isi mein marana hai…”-rani
“mujhe kuchh nahi sunana hai….”-arjun
“kal tujhe ‘chudiyaa’ pehanane ke liye………….akkaa aur samudaay ke log aayenge……..”-rani
“saala khel bana diya hai mera……maadar……”-arjun
“arjun……ab tu JOGAPPA hai…tere muh se ek bhi galat shabd nahi aanaa chahiye…”-rani

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Sham ko arjun bahar gaya……
Kuchh ladake usake ghar ke paas the…….
Saath mein ravi bhi tha…..
“arey….yeh nayee aurat koun hai re?”-ek ladaka
“solid item…hai na?”-dusara
“arey isey dekhakar mera to khada ho gaya……”-teesara
“khada karake kya karega????saadi upar uthayegaa…..toh…..tujhe kuchh nahi milega……”-dusara
“hahaha….kuchh baat nahi…pichhe se marega……”-teesara
Arjun bhag kar andar gaya…….
Aur zor zor se rone laga………………
“kyu………….kyu………………aakhir mere saath hi kyu ????”
to be cont....

Episode:3


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FEW LINES BEFORE PROCEED.....
The devotees of Yellamma decorate their forehead by smearing turmeric (Haldi) and vermilion (Kum-kum). Usually they do not go in for expensive ornaments. Crowns, earrings and necklaces are made out of cowries. Some of them do not wear any ornaments at all. The male devotees dress like men, but many Jogappas prefer to dress like Jogathis (symbolic of the sons of Renuka who became impotent), although it is extremely difficult for them to hide their male characteristics. They sometimes engage in female sexual gestures. Thus, wherever Jogappas are around young males hover around them. The public enjoy themselves by hissing, shouting, whistling and calling names at them. The Yellemma followers just ignore them and go about their life.
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Arjun ke ghar bahut saare JOGATA AUR ‘JOGTEENIYA……..ikattha hue the….
Aaj arjun ka “chuddiyaa” pehanane ki rasm thi…..
Arjun saadi pehanake bahar aayaa……
Wah pehalesehi tuta hua tha…..
Usey….Ek ‘hijade’ jaise dikhane wale JOGATA ke……paav dhone ke liye bola gaya…
Bina kuchh kahe…bole……..jo jo woh log bolate ……wo arjun karata tha…..
Sab “udo…udo ka jai ghosh kar rahe the…”
…..thodi der baad
Us aadami ne……….ek sui(needle) diye par garam kar di…..
Aur…
Arjun ke haath par usase…gondana shuru kar diya….
Arjun ke muh se….ek aah nikali…………
Phir bhi…..aankhe band karake usane sab sah liya…….
“ab tu pura JOGATI ban gaya hai……..kal se tujhe ‘jogava’ maangana hai…
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Dusare din………pahali baar arjun jogava maangane ke liye sulu akkaa ke bahar gaya….
Gaaon mein har koi usey…alag hi nazar se dekh raha tha……
Sab uspar has rahe the……
“arey……dekh yaar nayee..’chhammak chhallo’…………..”-ek tapori ne usey dekh kar bola
“ye jogati log bhi…….bahut sexy hote hai………badi ‘tight ‘ hoti hai inaki…….”-dusare ne saath diya
“haa….’JOGATI’ gaon ki mejvaani hi hoti hai….chahe jitanaa kha lo……”-teesara bola
“hey chalega kya?????”………jannat dikhata hoo………”-pahala bola
Arjun ko gussa aayaa……
Waise ja kar usane …us tapori ke gale ko pakad liya……..
“madarchod…….bhej de teri maa ya behan ko…….dikhata hoo kisaki tight hai…..”-arjun
“arjun….arjun…chhod de usey……..”sulu bola

…….sulu arjun ko jabardasti……wahase..lekar gaya…

“arey……jogata bana hai toh ye sab sehana hi hai….”-sulu
“main nahi maangunga jogava”-arjun
“aisa nahi bolate…….pahale pahale takleef hogi…par baad mein achha lagega….”-sulu
“par wo mujhe ek ladaki ki tarah ……………………..jaise ke main mard hi nahi hoo”-arjun
“haa…ab tu mard nahi hai………………….bhandare ke raah mein…bhog to likha hi hai….”-sulu
“mera jeena haraam kar diya hai…………..mujhe nahi hona hai..kisi purush ke wasana ki cheez”-arjun
“baad mein yahi achha lagega………”-sulu
“nahi…”-arjun
“tujhe agar yaha…jogava maangana pasand nahi…toh kal se tu mere gaon aa jaa……..koi pehchanega nahi tujhe……..isaliye takleef nahi hogi…..”-sulu

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“maa……….kalase main ghar nahi aaunga……..”-arjun
“kya……?”-channamma
“haa……….yaha mujhe bahut takleef hoti hai……..main sulu ke samuh mein rahunga..”-arjun
“pagal ho gaya hai kya…?...wo jagah thik nahi hai……”-channamma
“JOGAPPA hoo mein maa…..ab jab ye janam mila hi hai…toh…….dekhenge jindagi mein kya likha hai…”-arjun
“nahi arjun……..tere siva koi nahi hai hamara….aur tu waha jaake naach gaanaa karega??”-channamma
“ab main..tumhara hoo hi nahi maa………….kabhi tumhare daarwaje par JOGAVA maangane aayaa to ……khaali haath mat bhejanaa…”-arjun
“arjun…………….”-maa…jor jor se rone lagi
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Dusare din……sham ko
Arjun sulu ke gaon ko aaya…….
“ye dekho…..arjun……..aaj se arjun hamare samuh mein rahega…..”-sulu
“aao arjun……..”-raju bola
“arjun…..ye raju jogati hai…..ye hai…..kashi jogateen……..aur ye hai….shiva….jogati……….”-sulu
Arjun ne sabako namaskaar kiya………….
usane ek aadami ko dekha jisane...saadi nahi pehani thi....
“arey aur main bhul hi gaya………..ye hai hamare mukhiya…….hamare ‘samuh’ ke malik…..anand ji”-sulu
“par inhone…saadi kyu nahi pehani hai…?”-arjun
“ye..jogati nahi hai……ye gaon ke mukhiya hai…….hamara samuh inhi ke paiso par gujaara karata hai….”-sulu
“aaraam se yaha raho arjun……”-anand
“ji…………..”-arjun
“aao arjun andar chale…………..”-shiva
Shiva arjun ko lekar andar aa gaya…..
“saadi kaise aayee???.......”-shiva
“maa…ne mannat maangi thi……….aur teri?”-arjun
“bahut bimaar tha……….baap ne jogamma ka navas kiya…………main thik hua aur jogata bana…..”-shiva
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Der raat……………
Sab so rahe the……………….
Arjun peshaab karane ke liye….uth gaya…………
Aur bahar aayaa…….
Toh usane kuchh aawaze suni………
Aawaz Andar ke kamare se aa rahi thi………….
Wo waha gaya……
Aur…..saamane ka nazaaraa dekhake…….chauk hi gaya….
…………mukhiya anand ji……..sulu ko pichhe se chod raha tha………….aur sulu maze se aahe bhar raha tha………….
Diye ke ujaale mein do nange badan chamak rahe the…………….
Arjun ka dil jor dhadkane laga………………..
Saans rokkar wah………ulte paav bahar aa gaya……..
To be cont…………..

episode:4

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FEW WORDS BEFORE PROCEED
The Jogappas acting like Jogathis should not be mistaken for natural or otherwise eunuchs (Hijras) who are primarily entertainers. The Hijras move in groups of three to five, play drums, clap, sing and dance for alms. They are born hermaphrodite or neuter. Hence their sexual organs are malfunctioning or non-functioning. But they make different gestures in order to arouse erotic urges among human males. These acts of theirs bring in good deal of money and some groups have made a fine profession out of it. They sometimes kidnap young boys and girls, castrate them and induct them into the profession. At various social functions such as weddings and child births, their presence is desired and hence demand a good remuneration.
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Agale din……..
Shiva arjun ke paas aaya…
“kya…chu se baithe ho???”-shiva
“hmmm………aisehi…..”-arjun
“kuch to baat hai…….ghar ki yaad aa rahi hai?”-shiva
“nahi shiva…….us ghar se ab mera naata hi nahi raha…”-arjun
“ab JOGAMMA hi maa hai ..aur wahi baap hai…..”-shiva
“par yaha…..main kuch alag hi dekh raha hoo…….bhawagaan ke naam pe ..yaha bahut kuchh ho raha hai…..”-arjun
“tum kisaki baat kar rahe ho ?”-shiva
“kal raat maine jo dekha…wah…bahut sharm –nak tha”-arjun
“kya dekha….?”-shiva
“pata hai shiva…………yaha jo log ladako mein dilchaspi rakhate hai…wah…mard ke kapade pehane firate hai……aur….. mujh jaise…jinako ladako mein jar abhi ruche nahi hai wah…saadi mein……”-arjun
“anand ji ki baat kar rahe ho?”-shiva
“haa…kal wo aur sulu……………”-arjun
“jaanata hoo…………sabako pata hai”-shiva
“aur phir bhi sab chup hai……..apana jeevan bhagawan ke naam kiya hai inhone…….in ‘savakaro’ke naam nahi………yaha bhakti ka mandir hai…..sharir bechane ki ‘mandi’ nahi……”-arjun
“wo sabako apane jaal mein odhata hai…………..kisiko jhoote pyaar se……..kisiko paiso se………..aur jo na mane unhe…jabardasti apane taqat ke bal se…………’pehalwan ‘ jo hai……usake majboot sharer ka mukabala koi nahi kar sakata.”-shiva
“aur...koi kuchh nahi bolata?”-arjun
“koi nahi bol sakata…….maine bhi aaj tak mera muh kaha khola hai………….”-shiva
“matlab???tere saath bhi?”-arjun
“haa………nadi par gaye the hum……………..kab upar chadha pata hi nahi chala……….”-shiva
“chhod de……………..kuchh to karana padega”-arjun

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Char din baad………….

Arjun dhire dhire……samuh mein savar raha tha……
Usane sulu se baat karana band kar diya tha…
“arjun……..khana khaya…..?”-sulu
“hmmm….”-arjun
“pichhale char dino se dekh raha hoo mein……tu mujhe tal raha hai……”-sulu
“mujhe jara akela chhod do…..”-arjun
“kya hua arjun…….?hum sabako yaha mil jul ke rahana hai….”-sulu
“mil julkar……….tere jaisi RANDI-GIRI nahi karani hai mujhe…”-arjun
“arjun..jabaan sambhal ke baat kar”-sulu
“kyu?.....apane aankho se dekha hai maine…………….us anand ka DANDA gaand mein le raha tha………saala…..”-arjun
“…………………………………….”-sulu
“ab bolati kyu band ho gayi……”-arjun
“tu nahi samajega arjun………………tu abhi chhota hai……..naya hai”-sulu
“bas kar……..bhagawan ne kya ..yeh sab karane ko bola hai?”-arjun
“arjun……jab main naya tha….tab mujhe bhi in sab se….ghin aati thi……..saadi pehanana……sajana…savarana……..l adkiyo jaisa naachana……….kuchh bhi achha nahi lagata tha………………………par..dheere dheere…yah saadi…chudiyaa…apani si ban gayee………..aur kab sharer ke andar ladaki bhin gayee pata hi nahi chala….usike saath…mardo ka ‘aakarshan’ hone laga…………….aisa lagane laga ki koi mard mujhe apane baaho mein le……………..”-sulu
“main mard hoo……aur mard hi rahunga….”-arjun
“mard se kab namard banega pata hi nahi chalega…………….ab chhod de in baato ko…….aaj raat ‘JAGAR’ hai……..isaliye…andar jaake so ja”-sulu
Arjun soch mein pad gaya……….
Sulu ki baatein usey usaka bhavishya bata rahi thi…..
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Raat ko JAGAR chal raha tha………
Bahut bheed thi….
Sab naach rahe the……..
YELLAMMA devi ka jagar geet ga rahe the………
Har taraf “udo ga aaee udo” ka shor chal raha tha…….
Arjun baithake devi maa ka gungaan gaa raha tha……
Har taraf shor tha …………
“sulu………..sar dard ho raha hai………”-arjun
“ek kaam kar……..andar jaa ke ‘BALM ‘ ya…nilgiri ka tel laga…………”-sulu
“hmm…….yaha firse aanaa jaroori hai…ya so jaoo?..”-arjun
“devi maa …..beemaar logo se kabhi rusht nahi hoti…..tu so ja…..”-sulu
Arjun andar gaya……………
ANAND ki nazar arjun par pad gayi………
Usake man mein kuchh vichar aa gaye………………
Yaha …arjun andar jaake……sar ko nilgiri ka tel lagakar bistar thik karane laga….
Aur thodi der mein ulta ..so gaya……..
Wah apane hi vichar mein tha……
Tabhi…….pichhe se usaki peeth par……usey kuchh bhari mehsus hua……
Usane palat ke dekha….
“ANAND JI aap……?ye kya kar rahe ho?”-arjun
“shhhhhhhhhh……….tere jism ne pagal kar diya hai mujhe…..”-anand
“main ..waisa nahi hoo……….uth jao”-arjun
Arjun ne anand ko uthane ki koshish ki…….
…par usaka 16 saal ka sharer…..anand ke 35 saal ke ‘bhimkaay’ sharer ko hata nahi saka…..
“meri jaan……aaj chakhane do na……is jawaani ka swaad……”-anand
“main kehata hoo uth jaao………..”-arjun
“nahi to kya karega?”-anand
“main chillaunga……..”-arjun
“chilla………bahut shor hai……koi bhi sun nahi sakega…aur..agale ek ghante tak shor band nahi hoga…….”-anand
…anand ne……apane shirt ke button khol diye…….
Aur ….pant ka belt nikaal diya…………
Arjun ki dhadpad shuru thi…….
Thodi der mein………anand ne apani pant kamar se niche kar di….
Apani baalo bhari tango se arjun ko jakad kar rakhake………
Usane arjun ki saadi upar kar di………aur andar ka antvastra nikala……
Aur……………
Haath par thuk leke………apne indriy ko bhuk mitane ke liye……beparwah arjun ke andar ghused diya…
Arjun chillayaa………
Bahar…”udo ga ambe udo ka jai ghosh chal raha tha……..
Apani puri taqat lagakar bhi arjun anand ka muqabala nahi kar sakata tha…..
“udo ga aaee udo…………………………………..”-bahar se aawaz aa rahi thi
Aur usi chal par anand usey thok raha tha…….
Arjun ke mukabale ki jagah ab aansuon le li thi……..
Bahar devi ka JAGAR aur andar wasana ka JAGAR chal raha tha….
Bahar bhakti ke aur andar dard ke aansu aa rahe the…..
Bahar JOGATI ke saath nach gaane mein khoyi JOGAMMA devi shayad…..andar ke JOGAPPA ko shayad bhul hi chuki thi…….
To be cont……


Episode :5


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FEW WORDS......
One of the most mysterious and misunderstood aspect of this extremely religious cult is, their intention to serve their deity by attending the needs of general public which includes fulfilling sexual urges of men around. This has led to the common belief that they practice prostitution. It is extremely unfortunate that the cult members social service has been misinterpreted and exploited as a profession. The various state Governments have since banned the nude parade of worshippers (most of whom were women of low caste) of Yellamma, after violent debates in the society about their rights and wrongs. The ban has resulted in resentment among the followers of Yellamma.
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Kuchh der baad ‘ANANDAji’ ne vasana ka moksh prapt kiya……..
Apani ‘pant’ upar chadhakar wo bahar chala gaya……..
Andar arjun dard ke aansu mein duba tha……..
Usane niche haath lagakar dekhaa toh………usey bahut dard hua….…
.aur haath ko aankho ke saamane laakar dekha……toh haath par usane khoon dekha…jisane ANAND JI ke viry ka ‘rang’ hi lal kar diya tha…
Wah nazaara dekhakar arjun zor zor se rone laga……..

“yallamma….devi………………kya yahi kuchh dene ke liya mujhe jogappa banaya????........teri kripa se mera janam hua tha………par usaki itani badi kimat chukani padegi yeh kabhi socha bhi nahi tha…………………..kaash main paida hi nahi hota………”

2 ghante bit gaye…………
Bahar “udo udo “ ka jap kam ho gaya….
Thodi der baad shiva andar aayaa……
“kya…..arjun abhi tak soye nahi?”-shiva
“………………………………………..”-arjun
“arjun……….?”-shiva
“…………………………………..”-arjun
“tabiyat thik hai na ab?”-shiva
“………………………………………”-arjun
“arjun……………………tu ro raha hai……?”-shiva
“…nahi…”-arjun
“arey ..kya hua………….”?-shiva
Arjun zor zor se rone laga……………
“arjun…kya hua…..?sulu ko bulaoo…?”-shiva
“shiva…..usane mere saath…………”-arjun rone laga
“kisane……..kya kiya?”-shiva
“anand ji…………………..jabardasti se…”-arjun
“ kya?????......nahi…………….us kutte ne tumhare saath???”-shiva
Shiva ne arjun ke saadi par khoon ke daag dekhe……………
Usane arjun ko apani baaho mein le liya…….
“ro mat……………..kab kiya usane?”-shiva
“main……..main andar soya..tha…………..pichhe se kab aayaa……………aur jabardasti se………..”-arjun
“yellu aaee….usey maaf nahi karegi…..ro mat……..sab thik ho jaayega….”-shiva
“bahut dard ho raha hai……”-arjun
“kuchh nahi…chal bath room main jaakar saadi badal de……….main kuch ‘dawai’ deta hoo……..thik ho jaayega”-shiva
Arjun ne saadi badali …….
Shiva ne usey dawa lagaee……….
Raatbhar arjun so nahi paaya…………..jaise devi maa ke liye wo JAGAR hi kar raha tha….

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Subah ho gayi thi……..
Arjun ki aankh lag gayi thi……
“tabiyat kaisi hai arjun ki?”-sulu
“sulu……….raat bhar soya nahi wo…………….kal raat anand ji ne usane saath jabardast se sambhog kiya…….”-shiva
“kya??.....kya ho gaya hai anand ji ko…….?us 16 saal ke ladake ko bhi nahi chhoda?-sulu
“par ab yaha baatein had se jyaada badh rahi hai………yaha bhagawaan ke naam pe kuchh alag hi chal raha hai…………………….jogati ki raah hai…..sahanaa padataa hai……maaloom hai…………….par logo ke bhog ki ‘cheez’ ban gaye hai hum……..”-shiva
“LOGO KE KISI BHI BAAT KO HUM NA NAHI BOL SAKATE.......yahi jogati ka dharam hai........yallu aaee sab thik kar degi”-sulu

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Naha dhokar arjun baahar aaya
“tu JOVAGA maangane nahi gaya?”-arjun
“nahi……..sulu bola………tere saath ruk…….wo sab gaye hai”-shiva
“hmmm……”-arjun
“abhi tak dard hai kya?”-shiva
“hmmm……”-arjun
“kutto ne RANDI BAZAAR bana ke chhoda hai yaha……….jogappa ko sab isi nazar se dekhate hai…….”-shiva
“shiva,kya tha main……………..aur kya ban gaya…………ek ne beparwah maari hai….aagey aur bhi marwaani hai………………….hum kya isi liye hai?”-arjun
“is saadi ne hamari mardanagi kahi khatam kar di hai”-shiva
“pata nahi…puri zindagi saadi mein kaise nikalenge?”-arjun
“arjun…..”-shiva
“bhagawaan ke jogati ban ke aaye the……………inake rakhel ban ke rah gaye…………….jab bhi unake LUND ko khujalee huee……..saadi upar ki aur maar di…….”-arjun
“bas kar arjun……….jogati hai hum”-shiva
“JOGATI…JOGATI…JOGATI….thak gaya hoo….yeh sun sun ke…………kuchh izzat nahi hai hamari…….gaon mein baahar nahi jaa…sakate…………..sab vaasana ki nazar se dekhate hai……..paav ki dhul ban gaye hai hum………”-arjun
“haa arjun…tu thik keh raha hai……..bahot ho gaya……bahot roye…...ab kuchh karana hi hoga……”-shiva
“kya karenge?”-arjun
“aawaz uthaayenge………….kuchh bhi ho jaaye pichhe nahi hatenge”-shiva
“jogamma ne chaha to raah mil jaayegi”-arjun

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To be cont…


EPISODE :6


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FEW WORDS
the system is seen as a means for poverty-stricken parents to unburden themselves of daughters. Though their fate was known, parents used religion to console themselves, and the money earned was shared.
Roopa, now 16, has come to buy bangles at the festival. She was dedicated to the goddess seven years ago and was told that Yellamma would protect her. Her virginity was auctioned in the village, and since then she has supported her family by working as a prostitute out of her home in a village close to Saundatti.
"The first time it was hard," she admits. In fact, her vagina was slashed with a razor blade by the man she was supposed to sleep with the first time. Her future, like that of other devadasis, is uncertain. Once they are around 45, at which point they are no longer considered attractive, devadasis try to eke out a living by becoming jogathis or begging near the temple.
BL Patil, the founder of Vimochana, an organisation working towards the eradication of the devadasi or jogati system, says that although the dedication ceremonies are banned, the practice is still prevalent, as families and priests conduct them in secret. The National Commission for Women estimate that there are 48,358 Jogati's currently in India.
"For certain SC communities [Scheduled Caste – a government classification of lower castes] this has become a way of life, sanctioned by tradition," he says. The priests conduct the ceremonies in their own houses because "it is profitable for them".
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2 din bit gaye…….
Arjun baitha tha……
Tabhi sulu usake pass aa gaya
“arjun …jo hua wo to hona hi tha……aaj nahi to kal………sirf thoda jaldi hua……..jogati hai tu……tere naseeb mein yeh to likha hi tha”-sulu
“bas………..”-arjun
“tu sochata hoga…….ye sulu …….us ANAND se apani gaand marwaata hai………nahi…….par majboori hai…………”-sulu
“maine juchh puchha nahi sulu”-arjun
“par main batana chahata hoo……..hum jogati hai…hum kuchh kaam nahi kar sakate………JOGAVA maangake pet bharana hi humara dharma hai………..par aaj –kal paiso ke bagair kuchh nahi hota…………..aur apana sharer bechane ke siva hum kuchh nahi kar sakate……….jab tak jawaani hai..thode bahut paise kamaaenge……….ek baar ye jawaani dhal gayi ki phir..kutta bhi nahi puchhega”-sulu
“sulu…..chahe kuchh bhi ho jaaye………main ye nahi sahunga”-arjun

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Shiva aur arjun nahane nadipar gaye

“ye choli nikal ke nahane mein ab sharam si aati hai na?”-shiva
“pagal hai tu……..”-arjun
“pahale kabhi kisi mard ke bare mein socha tha?”-shiva
“nahi…..main waisa nahi hoo……”-arjun
“hahaha”-shiva
"has kyu rahe ho....gaon ke sabhi ladakiyo ko istemaal kar chuka hu main..."-arjun
"hmm......aur ab saadi ke baad?"-shiva
"sirf kapade badale hai..........man nahi"-arjun
"hmmm....."-shiva

Naha ke wo wapas ja rahe the……tabhi arjun ka paav fisal gaya….wo girane wala hi tha…ki shiva ne usey pakad liya………
Aur apani aur khicha……..
Dono ke chehare aamane-saamane the…..
Nazar se nazar mil gayi……
Saanse tez chal rahi thi…….
Dono ek dusare ke saanso ko mehsus kar rahe the…….
Do pal ke liye sab kuchh their gaya……..
Dono na jaane kaha kho gaye……
Aur………arjun hosh mein aayaa
Usane apana haath chhudava liya aur……
Bina mude wo chala gaya…..
Din bit gaya…….
Us pal ke baad arjun ne shiva se nazar bhi nahi milaee
Jab bhi shiva usake saamane aata….wo muh pher ke chala jaata
Wo shiva se dur jaane ki soch raha tha….
Par na jaane kyu usake aur hi kareeb aa raha tha….
Raat bhar “woh” pal usey aankho ke saamane aa raha tha…..
Aur……
Us raat usane sapana dekha ki shiva ne usey chuma……..

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CHAR DIN BAAD

Shiva gaon mein ek ‘social worker’ko leke aaya……
Usane sab ‘jogatiyo’ ko ikattha kar diya
“jogamma ke bhakt aaj har gaon mein hai………main ye nahi kehata ki devi ki seva mat karo……har ghar mein ‘YALLAMMA ‘ ki puja honi chahiye……….YALLARU matlab sabaki…aur AMMA matlab maa………….toh kis maa ko apani santaan bhikh maangate hue dekhana achha lagega……………….kya wo chahegi ki apane bachhe ‘JOGAVA maange?”-social worker
“arey..ye…….YALLU AAEE ke bare mein aisa mat bol………mitti mein mil jaayega”-ek jogati
“jaha bhi jaata hoo…waha aisa ek to mujhe mil jata hi hai……….main ye nahi kehata ki puja –seva mat karo…par devi ke naam pe……bure kaam mat karo………………jogati-jogateeno ko bhog ki cheez mat banao……….”-social worker
“ye…….humaara hum dekhenge……jeeye yaa mare……..tum beech mein mat pado”-dusara jogati
“achha….sirf mujhe ye batao………..JOGAVA maang ke tum tumhari sabhi istchhaye puri kar sakate ho?...isi liye hum sarkar se madad maangenge….”-social worker
“humein madad nahi chahiye…….upar yallu aaee hai …wo humein dekhengi……”-sulu
Aur kuchh jogati uthkar usako maarane lage……..
Yaha arjun aur shiva dekhate hi rah gaye…..
“dekha………yaha….badalaav laana bahut mushkil hai…..”-shiva
“par na mumkin nahi…….har kaam mein pahale haar milati hi hai…..”-arjun
“hmmmmmmmmmm…tu mere saath hai na….?”-shiva
“………………….haa…………….”-arjun
Shiva ke chehare par halki si muskaan aa gayi

To be cont…………….

final episode

Shiva nadi par kapade dho raha tha……


Arjun bhi waha hi tha….
Par dono ekdam chup chap the………….
Muh se ek labz bhi bahar nahi nikal raha tha……….
Shiva ne khamoshi todane ki koshish ki…..
“kyu…kar raha tu hai aisa……?-shiva
“main kya kar raha hoo……?”-arjun
“us din se dekh raha hoo main…tu mujhe taal raha hai….”-shiva
“aisa tu soch raha hai…………..”-arjun
“kya??main soch raha hoo………..tujhe kya lagata hai…….main har aadami se aisehi karata hoo……?”-shiva
“usase mera lena dena nahi hai…..”-arjun
“pyar mein pada hoo main tere…………………..aisa pehali baar hua hai…….”-shiva
“main mard hoo……”-arjun
“haa…tu mard hai….par tu kisi ladaki ke saath pyar nahi kar sakata……..wo gunah hai…”-shiva
“aur main kisi jogati se bhi pyar nahi kar sakata..wo bhi gunaah hai”-arjun
“pata nahi …..par pyar karane laga hoo tumase….”-shiva
“kal maine tumase sirf isliye baat ki……..kyu ki tum….hamaare samuh ke liye kuchh kar rahe the….”—arjun
“………par hamaare samuh ka to kuchh bhi hone wala nahi hai…………..gatar mein pade hai gatar mein hi marenge……”-shiva
“aaj ye badlaav kyu?”-arjun
“arey hamaare bich mein hi kide hai…….jab tab wo saaf nahi honge kuchh nahi hoga…..”-shiva
“main samaja nahi”-arjun
“kale k ladaki ke baalo ko…….janappa ‘bargad ka chik’ laga rahi thi……arey ye baalo mein jataa hona……..swabhaavik hai………ye koi yallu aaee ka prasaad nahi…..”-shiva
“chhod de in baato ko…..”-arjun
“aaj raat jaagar hai……………..jaldi kar…aur jarasi neend le le…..”-shiva
“hmmm………………”-arjun
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“udo….udo……”
“udo ga aaee udo”
Raat ke 10 baj rahe the…….
Devi maa ka jaagar chal raha tha………
ANAND jib hi waha aaye the……..
Unako dekhakar arjun ke andar dard ka tufaan chalane laga…….
Aankho mein gussa tha……..
Baar baar us raat ka nazzara saamane aa raha tha……
Anand ji bhi usey dekh rahe the……..
Arjun ne anand ji ko dekhake aankh maari….
Anand ji halke se muskuraye…….
Aur usake paas gaye…….
“kya……maine socha that um gussa rahoge?”-anand
“aap cheez hi aisi ho………..dil mein bas gaye ho tum”-arjun
“haa…..?tum bhi bahut jabardast ho……bahut tight hai teri…….maza aayaa us din………danda khushi se jhoom gaya tha……”-anand
“par tum ne mujhe bahut dard diya………chal…..hat…..main baat nahi karata tumase……..khoon bhi aaya tha”-arjun
“pehali baar aisa hota hai…….wo khoon to mamuli hai…….dard hua tujhe?”-anand
“haa…….”-arjun
“arey mera lauda bahut mota hai na…..kya karoo?........chal…..maaf kar de mujhe……..”-anand
“hmmm…….”-arjun ne ankh maari
“toh…maza aayaa na us raat……..khujali meet gayi na…….?”-anand
“haa……….”-arjun
“toh chale andar……yaha kyu time waste kare”-anand
“par sab dekhenge na…….”-arjun
“koi kuchh nahi bolega…..sab darate hai mujhase”-anand
“par yaha jagar chal raha hai…..devi maa”-arjun
“kuchh nahi…..sab time paas…………..mera bhi ab khada ho chuka hai…….”-anand
“chale………”-arjun
Dono andar chale gaye…………..
Anand ji ne darwaaza band kar diya…….
Anand ji ne apane kapade utare………
“aaj jabardasti se nahi karunga…..tu sirf saath de……..”-anand
“teri body mast hai………..”-arjun
“sirf body?.......danda achha nahi?”-anand
“wo to mast hai…..”-arjun
“mast hai na….ab waha palang pe soja…..aur palat ja…….”-anand
Arjun jakar palang par so gaya…
“anand ji sharam aa rahi hai…batti bujao na……”-arjun
“jaise aapaki marzi meri jaan………”-anad ji ne batti bhujaaee
Aur wo palang pe aaya……..
Arjun ne usake “indriy”ko haat mein le liya…….
“mast hai na..?”-anand
Tabhi……
“aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa”
Anand ji jor se chillaye………
Arjun palang se uthh gaya…..
Aur darwaze ki taraf bhag gaya……..
Darwaaza khola to bahar…….shiva tha…..
“kya hua arjun?”-shiva
Arjun ne…..shiva ko khoon se bhara hua ‘chaku’ dikhaya……
“ye kya……?tune maar diya usey……..?”-shiva
“nahi………sirf kaat diya usaka”-arjun
“pagal wo mar jayega”-shiva
“ab kya karoo…..?”-arjun
“chale…bhag chale……aur koi chara nahi hai……nahi to jail mein sadana padega”-shiva
Bahar…jor se jagar chal raha tha….
‘udo ga aaee udo……..”
Aisa lag raha tha…..jaise devi maa aaj bahut khush thi……..
“udo….ga ambe udo……”
YALLAMMA devi ke bĂȘte parashuraam ke jab khoon ki holi kheli thi…..shayad tab bhi renuka maa aaj se jyaada prassanna nahi hogi……….
“udo ga aee udo……………”
Jis haath mein maa ne chudiya pehnayee thi….us haath mein aaj ek bal bhi diya tha……
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Bhagate bhagate wo dusare gaav pahuch gaye…..
Ek ghar ke baahar kapade pade the…….
“arjun …wo dekh…..kisi ke kapade hai….shayad yallu aaee ne hamare liye hi rakhe hai….saadi chhod de……”-shiva
Aur…dono ne kapade badal diye…..
Dono fir se mard ban gaye………
“…ab hum JOGAPPA nahi hai……”-arjun
“railway station jaaye………?goa challenge”-shiva
“shiva….khool to maine kiya hai………….fir tu mere saath kyu bhaaga….?”-arjun
“pagal…tu mujhase pyar kare na kare……………main pyar karata hu tumase……..kisi musibat mein tumhe akela kaise chhodata”-shiva
Arjun ne usey apane baaho mein le liya……
“pyar…shaadi ka pata nahi….par zindagi bhar tujhe dil mein jaroor rakhunga……”-arjun

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from the 2007 Human Rights Manual for District Magistrates, published by the National Human Rights Commission (NHRC), that the devadasi system is linked to the practice of trafficking in girls for commercial sexual exploitation. It noted, in particular, that this practice, which is a part of the wider devadasi system, is widely prevalent in parts of the country, known by local names such as Jogin, Jogati, Basavi, Mathamma in Andhra Pradesh, Maharashtra and Karnataka. Most of the people subjected to such exploitation are from scheduled castes and scheduled tribes. Some of the states, such as Andhra Pradesh, have passed enactments prohibiting such practices and providing for punishment of those who abet such practices.
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