that 12 days...
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sorry ..thodi der ho gayi......kuchh issues ke kaaran story phirse likhani padhi........
....sirf...puri story padhane ke baad...dont forget to read it 2nd time.....u will enjoy...
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DAY 1
place:G.M.C ,bambolim
11.30 pm
G.M.C hospital Forensic department mein... main ek emergency call par aaya tha.....
call khatam ho hi gaya tha....tabhi mere ek dost ka mujhe call aa gaya......
"doctor saab...kidhar ho????"-abhi
"hi...abhi.....G.M.C. mein hoo...call pe aaya tha....."-
"chal....Candolim aa ja.........Shivers Party mein.....fast...i am waiting..."-abhi
"hmmmm.....nahi yaar.."-
"i dont want to listen anything....come fast"-abhi
"ok baba.......aa raha hoo...."-
aur kuchh der baad mein Candolim pahuch gaya...
place:SHIVERS gay party
......yaha hamesha Goa bhar se Gays,Bisexuals...aate the....aur aaj bhi wahi nazaara tha......
dance masti mein.......kaise raat ke 2.30 baj gaye pata hi nahi chala........aur maine sabse vida li....
maine meri car start ki......
aur... kuchh aagey badh hi gaya tha ..... tabhi raaste par meri nazar....ek ladke par gayi.....28 saal ka handsome.....ekdam hero....."GA 01 D2442"....bike number toh goa ka tha...
shayad uski 'Bike' kharaab ho gayi thi....
raat ke waqt ek akela ladka musibat mein tha....so mere mann mein usey 'help' karne ka vichar aaya...
"excuse me......any problem....do you want help?"-
"hi....yeah man.....'bike' band pad gayi hai......start hi nahi ho rahi hai...."-usney kaha
"mujhe 'bike' ke baare mein utana kuchh nahi aata.........ek kaam karo....yahi side mein bike park karo......aur mere saath aa jao....main tumhe drop karta hoo....."-
"ok.....ab wahi thik hoga...kal subah "mechanic' ko lekar aata hoo....."-usney gaadi park karke....woh mere gaadi mein aakar baith gaya...
"hmm......i am Aditya .....main ek forensic doctor hoo....."-maine usey mera intro diya...
"nice name......i am Sharmad tari.....i am from Ribandar....main Doha mein kaam karta hoo....aur tum kaha se ho??"-sharmad
"i heard this name somewhere....wel...i am from ponda....itani raat ko kaha gaye the.....?"-
"Shivers party mein gaya tha......"-sharmad
"shivers.....that means.....you are....."-
"yes......i am........hehehe....so tum bhi shivers mein the kya?"-sharmad
"yes....hahaha..........enjoye
"koi setting nahi huee?"-sharmad
"nahi yaar.....sirf dost logo ne force kiya iss liye aaya tha....."-
"ok........chalo......main pahuchh gaya......"-sharmad
"yaha?.."-
"haa......kisi ko bhi agar 'Inspector subhash' ka ghar punchha..toh koi bhi batayega....baap hai mera..hahaha.....kal free ho?"-sharmad
"haa...kyun?......"-
"chal movie ko jaayenge......."-sharmad
"ok....sure...kal shaam 5.30 pm near inox gate ....."-
"bye......see you tommo...."-sharmad
.....aur sharmad gaadi se utar gaya.....yeh thi hum dono ki pehali mulakat....pehali mulakaat mein hi woh mujhe bahot achha laga...
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Day 2
PLACE:INOX,panajim
5.30 pm
main sharmad ka Inox ke paas wait kar raha tha.....
ab tak kisika maine aisa wait nahi kiya tha....
kuchh der baad woh vaha pahuchh gaya.....
"hello.......sorry jara late ho gaya...."-sharmad
"its ok......andar chale.......?"-
"yeah...kounsa movie laga hai......tune already tickets nikale kya?"-SHARMAD
"yes......movie is ''Black Rock"-
"oops......tumhe horror movie pasand hai?how boring....."-sharmad
"very much.....bahot.....kyun tujhe pasand nahi hai?"-
"do you belive in such things....?that scary faces........bhoooot....hahaha
"hahaha....nahi yaar.....but just for fun......"-
"Ankit ko bhi...horror movies bahot pasand the....."-sharmad
"koun ankit......?"-
"my friend......forget it......lets go..."-sharmad
aur hum dono movie ko gaye.......bahot din baad maine 'evening'enjoy ki thi...nahi toh sirf kaam..kaam aur kaam hota tha.....
movie khatam hote hi....hum ghar jaane ke liye badhe
"kal...miloge?"-maine usey puchha
"why not?....at sharp 6.00 pm......at CCD bambolim...."-Sharmad
"tumhara number do na mujhe...."-
"haa....98903263XX.....give me miss call.."-sharmad
"hmmm...............mil gaya?"-
"haa....."-sharmad.
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DAY 3
Place:CCD,bambolim
6.15 pm
sharmad mera wait kar raha tha......
"sorry baba.....late hua......"-
"its ok......aaj bahot handsome lag rahe ho....."-sharmad
"chup.....kuchh bhi mat fenk....."-maine haste hue kaha
"sharmad kabhi jhoot nahi bolta....."-sharmad
"chalo....andar chale....."-
hum dono andar aa gaye......
"kya lega?....."-maine menu card mein dekhate hue usey punchha
"for me..Cafe latte......"-sharmad
"ok...one Cafe latte...and one cappuccino..............you want something to eat?"-maine sharmad se puchha
"no.......yaar.....doctor saab...let me pay......pata hai mujhe aap ke paas bahot paisa hai...."-sharmad
"chup kar NRI........................."-
hum dono jaakar upar baith gaye.......
kuchh hi pal mein humaari hot coffe bhi aa gayi....
"tu mujhe pahale kyun nahi mila?"-sharmad
"ab kya kharabi hai.......?ab mila hoo na....."-maine haste hue kaha
"main yaha ab sirf '9 days' hoo......baad mein........janaab aap kaha aur hum kaha......"-sharmad
"tumhare toh bahot saare dost hoge Doha mein.........."-
"really??....aur aap ke liye toh yaha SHIVERS parties hai na....."-sharmad
"hmmmm....mujhe bhulega toh nahi na....?"-
"kya tum mujhe bhul paaoge?"-sharmad
"kabhi nahi.......yeh hamaari teesari hi mulaakat hai......par aisa lagane laga hai...ki hum ek dusare ko baraso se pehchaan rahe hai...."-
"tum bhi bahot achhe ho.....sabse alag....nahi toh aaj kal .......sab sirf sex...hi chahate hai.....Top-Bottom yahi gay life ban gaya hai...."-sharmad
"kal kaha milenge...?"-
"hmmm....toh kal bhi milenge???"-sharmad
"agar tum busy ho...toh.......no problem....."-
"ji nahi......zaroor milenge......KALA ACADAMY JETTY....6.pm"-sharmad
"ok boss........hahahha."-
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DAY 4
place:KALA ACADAMY JETTy
sharmad hamesha ki tarah mera 'wait' kar raha tha...
"aa gaye doctor saab.......hamesha 'late'."-sharmad
"thode 'patients" jyada the...so...'late'..ho gaya......"-
"its....ok"-sharmad
"main....tumhara phone try kar raha tha...par switched off aa raha tha............."-
"tum hi dekh lo......battery puri down hai....."-sharmad
"ohh...nice phone ...samsung galaxy note 2 N7100.........NRI hai bhai......"-
"tumhe phone's ki bahot jaankaari hai..........'recently' liya.........ankit ki 'choice'thi....."-sharmad
"yeh ankit koun hai...yeh tune aaj tak bataaya nahi....."-
"mera boyfriend hai..................i mean tha......."-sharmad
"kya???....but...........tha matlab......???"-
"hamaara 'break up' ho gaya......"-sharmad
"oh sorry.....par kab.....aur kaisey?"-
"oops.....kitane sawaal doctor saab................hmmm.....j
"par kyun?.............tum toh bahot achhe ho.....mujhe toh tum mein koi kharabi dikhati nahi.....good looking handsome ho...............financially bhi strong ho......phir..."-
"chhod do...........mujhe mera mood spoil nahi karana hai......"-sharmad
"ok..ok.....forget it...."-
"you know......kal mera birthday hai......."-sharmad
"kyaa????really.....oh god......so kal kaha jaayenge?"-
"jaha tum le chalo......."-sharmad
"ok....kal mera ktc pe wait karna........tumhara bday kal mere Flat pe celebrate karenge......full night ....drinks lenge...."-
"hmmmm.....ok..hahaha....."-sh
baatein chalati rahi.....
aur...aakhir mein hum ghar gaye....
time:12.00 AM
maine sharmad ko call kiya........
"hello..........happy birthday......may ur all wishes come true.......tumhare zindagi mein yeh pal baar baar aaye..."-
"thank you dude...."-sirf itana kehkar..sharmad rone laga.......
main samajh gaya...woh kisiko 'miss' kar raha tha............us waqt mujhe uske dil mein chhupe dard ka ehsaas hua.....
main phone cut kiya......
Day 5
time:7.00 pm
monginies mein jaakar.....maine ek bada cake liya....
"please write ...happy birthday sharmad"-
"yes sir..."
aur main.....sharmad se milane chal pada
woh mera wait kar raha tha......
"aaj bhi late na...."-sharmad
"hey....wish happy birthday again......chal lets go to our flat"-
"hmmm.....aaj jyada patients the kya?....."-sharmad
"haa...bhai.....ab jyada time waste nahi karenge.........."-
"hmmm....ok doctor saab....."-sharmad
aur hum dono mere panajim ke flat pe gaye.....
"sorry sharmad....flat jara clean nahi hai.......actually jyaada tar main yaha aata nahi.....so pleas dont mind"-
"its ok buddy......."-sharmad
phir humne cake kata......
drinks bhi liye......
maine usko ek 'Jacket' gift kiya.....
"pehan lo na.........tum pe bahot achha dikhega......"-
"wow...awesome...thank you very much"-sharmad
aur sharmad ne woh jacket pehan liya......
"wow"-
"kaisa lag raha hoo main doctor saab.........?"-sharmad
"ekdam hero lag raha hai......."-maine haste hue kaha
drinks pe drinks ho rahe the.........
aur... uska nashila badan mujhe uski ore kheech raha tha.....
aisa lag raha tha...ki woh mujhe apane baaho mein le.....
main dheere dheere uske taraf gaya.......
uski aankhe mujhe dekh rahi thi......
ek pal ke liye meri saanse ruk gayi.......
aur mere hotth......uske hotto ki taraf....jaane lage......jaise hi maine uske hotto ko apne hoot lagaaye..........
usne mere gaal pe zor ka thappad lagaya...........
"i did not expected this things from you......all gays are same............mujhe laga tha ki tum alag ho......par.....u proved me wrong......"-sharmad
aur....dhadaak se darwaaza band karke woh chala gaya.....
mujhe rona aa gaya.............
raat bhar mujhe neend nahi aa rahi thi......
maine usey phone lagaya.......mujhe laga tha ki.. woh phone nahi uthayega........par usne mera phone recieve kiya....
"i am sorry sharmad........main kuchh bhatak gaya tha............agar tumne mujhe maaf kiya hai toh..kal mujhe Dona Paula jetty milana...sharp 6.00 baje"-
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DAY 6
Time:6.00 pm
PLACE:DONA PAULA JETTY
meri nazar sharmad ko dhund rahi thi......
par mujhe woh kahi nazar nahi aa raha tha.....
maine upar bhi jaake dekha.....par woh nahi tha...
mera mann udaas ho gaya .
.....aur main jaane ke liye muda.....tabhi pichhe se awaaz aayi...
"doctor saab......naraaz ho gaye kya?"
woh awaaz sharmad ki hi thi....maine pichhe mudke dekha....aur mere aansu mein muskaan aa gayi....
"i am sorry..."-
"arey its ok.............meri hi galti hai...maine kuchh jyada hi react kiya...."-sharmad
"now forget that........chalo waha baithte hai"-
hum dono jaakar waha baith gaye.....
"so.....kal itna bhadak kyu gaye?kiss karna pasand nahi hai kya?"-
"aaj tak ankit ke siva maine kisiko kiss nahi kiya hai.....aur na hi karunga.....i am sorry..if i disapointed you................mujhse sex ki ummeed mat rakhana"-sharmad
"its ok.....bahot pyar karte the na ankit se?."-
"mere jaan se jyaada..."-sharmad
"kab tak usi gam mein rahoge???"-
"ankit hi mera pehla pyar tha......aur zindagi bhar... wohi aakhri bhi rahega.......aur kabhi kisise pyar nahi karunga........".sharmad
"par tumhara break up kyun hua.....?"-
"hmm....actually......."-sharm
"doctor,ek emergency hai......?"
"ok ..aata hoo"-
maine phone rakh diya.....
"sorry.....sharmad emergency hai....kal milenge...thik 6.00 pm.....Old Goa church?"-
"ok..buddy..no issue....i know....kisiki jaan sabse important cheez hoti hai......"-sharmad
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DAY 7
place:St.xavier church,Old Goa
time:6.00 pm
kal hamaari baat adhuri reh gayi thi....
aur mere mann mein wohi baat chal rahi thi....
main sharmad aur ankit ke relations ke baare mein jaanana chahta tha....
"hello buddy...."-
"doctor saab aaj jaldi pahuch gaye.....?"-sharmad
"tumse jo milna tha...."-
"baatein achhi karte ho......"-sharmad
"hmmm.....atleast aaj ankit ke baare mein bataao ge kya?"-
"haa....kyun nahi.......tum ab mere bahot kareeb aa gaye ho........actually ankit aur main aise hi beach pe mile the....woh mujhse 5 saal chhota tha.........hamaari dosti kab pyar mein badal gayi pata hi nahi chala...........aur pyar mein hum ne sab hade paar kar di.......jism ki bhi.........."-sharmad
"aur phir?"-
"main us se apne jaan se jyada pyar karne laga tha......tabhi mujhe Doha mein job ki offer aa gayi.....aur humein ek dusare se dur rehna pada.....kasme-vaade de kar main Doha gaya.."-sharmad
"baad mein?"-
"uske baad...har dusare din humaari baat ho jaati.....main waha se ankit ko gifts,kapde,paisa bhejta tha.....aise hi 3 saal beet gaye.......humne bina shadi ke ek dusare ke saath rehne ka faisala kiya tha......."-sharmad
"aur..."-
"phir main India louta.....3 saal baad......main bahot khush tha....2-4 din thik se gaye.....par uske baad mujhe uske baare mein alag alag baatein sunai dene lagi........mere ek hotel wale Gay dost ne toh mujhe yeh tak kaha ki...woh uske hotel mein ek ladke ke saath bahot baar puri raat bhar ruk reh chuka hai.........lekin mujhe mere pyar pe bharosa tha.............maine kisiki baat na maani........kabhi us pe shak nahi kiya...........hamaare beech sex bhi hua.....usne apna sab kuchh mujhe soup diya......maine pehli baar life mein kisiko 'fuck' kiya.......tab usey hue dard ko main samajh sakta tha..............10 din baad.....mere hotel wale dost ne mujhe call kiya...aur bataya ki ankit uske hotel mein kisi ladke ke saath hai.........mujhe bahot dard hua.....mera mann keh raha tha ki woh ankit nahi hoga........aur main 7.00 baje hotel gaya......mere dost ne mujhe room ki duplicate key di......aur maine darwaaza khola...."-sharmad
"opps.........."-
"mera 3 saal ka pyar 3 second mein mar gaya........ankit aur ek ladka nange badan..jism ki bhuk mita rahe the.........maine ankit ko zor se aawaaz di.....ankit ne usey apne se door kiya...aur mujhe dekhta hi reh gaya......life mein jitni buri gaaliya maine kisiko bhi nahi di thi...woh usey di.......uske gaal par ek thappad lagakar main waha se aaya"-sharmad
"ro mat sharmad...its ok..."
"mere sapno ka usne khel banaya tha dost........3 saal tak woh mujhse khelta raha.....mera pyar ka mazaak udaaya tha usne......mere zindgi puri berang ho chuki thi......usne bhale hi mere saath natak kiya tha...par maine us se sachha pyar kiya tha.....sab kuchh khatam ho gaya tha..."-sharmad
"its ok.....sharmad..........ro mat.....woh tumhare pyar ke kaabil nahi tha......"-
"main ghar jaata hoo.......mujhe bahot dard ho raha hai.....kal KTC milna..same time"-sharmad
aisa kaha aur sharmad chala gaya.......
sharmad ne sachha pyar kiya tha.....aur sachha pyar karne wale ko kabhi bhi uska pyar nahi milta...
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DAY 8
place:KTC,panajim
time:6.00pm
Humein mile thik 8 din hue the....
main ktc pahuch gaya.....waha sharmad tha..
"hey...sharmad...come yaar.....chalo mardol jaate hai"-
"why not chalo...long drive bhi ho jaayega....."-sharmad
aur aadhe ghante mein hum mardol pahuch gaye....
"yaha kaha...?"-sharmad
"mahalasa temple........"-
"kya?temple.....?"-sharmad
"ha..."-
"tum jao....main nahi aata....."-sharmad
"kyun?"-
"please ....."-sharmad
"maanta hoo....bhagwaan ne tujhe jo kuchh chaha tha woh nahi diya..........par bhagwaan se aisa ruthana achhi baat nahi hai......ek na ek din tujhe tera khoya hua sab kuchh milega....."-
"hmmm...."-sharmad
main akela mandir mein gaya aur sharmad ke liye prarthana ki.....
aur hum phir panajim aa gaye.....
kal phir milne ka vaada hua..sunday tha.....so cancona waterfall jaane ka final hua...
subah 9.00 baje panajim petroleum par milna tha...
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Day 9
time :9.00 am
place:petrol pump,panajim
hamesha ki tarah sharmad mera wait kar raha tha....
"teri bike idhar hi park kar....car se jaayenge"-
"ok....chal lets go......"-sharmad
baatein karte karte hum cancona waterfall..pahuch gaye......
ghana jungle.....aur hum dono......
sharmad pehale yaha aaya tha.....par mere liye woh ek adhbhoot nazaara tha.....
"what a beauty"-
hum dono waterfall ki taraf gaye.......
neeche taalab jaisa paani bhara tha.....sundar...
waha tak jaane ke liye ek chhota sa rasta tha......
hum niche utar hi rahe the tabhi mera..paav fisal gaya aur main neech talaab mein gir gaya...paani gehra tha.......
achanak hue ghatna ke kaaran....main khudko paani mein sawar nahi saka...
aur..maine sharmad ko 'help' ke liye awaaz di......
aur...bina ...aagey pichhe dekhe sharmad ne paani mein chhalaang lagayi....
par mujhe bachane ke chakkar mein...woh khud hi dubane laga......
usey dubta hua dekh ke..pata nahi...mujhme kaha se 'power' aa gaya...aur tairta hua...jaakar maine usey bacha liya.....
usey tairanaa nahi aata tha.....par sirf dosti ke liye woh apne jaan ki baazi lagane gaya tha....
dosti ya...aur kuchh.......shayad pyar???
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day 10
place:Reis magush
hum dono baithe the....
"tumhe tairanaa nahi aata hai.....phir bhi tune paani mein 'jump' kyu kiya?.."-
"aap dub jo rahe the...aapko aisa hi dubane deta kya?"-sharmad
"aur tum mar jaata toh?"-
"hmmm......main toh markar hi ji raha hoo.....so...kuchh nahi hota.....dusari mout marta...."-sharmad
"bas kar.....bahot bolta hai tu....."
"hmm....doctor saab...kal mera yaha aakhari din hai......phir tum kaha aur hum kaha....."-sharmad
"arey haa......parso tum ja rahe ho na?..."-
"hmm....thik 12 noon......main zooooooooooooom........kal miloge na?"-sharmad
"haa......haa...parso toh mil nahi sakenge....."-
"kaha milenge???"-sharmad
"ktc bus stand milana...aguad fort jaayenge....."-
"thik hai.....aaj zara jaldi ghar jaata hoo......sirf do hi raatein bachi hai na"-sharmad
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DAY 11
PLACE:KTC PANAJIM
TIME:6.00
hum dono...aguad fort ki taraf badh gaye.....
aaj mujhe sharmad kuchh udaas lag raha tha.....
aisa pehali baar ho raha tha ki.....hum dono itane der saath mein hai aur ek bhi labz bol nahi rahe hai....
"kya hua?....kuchh bolte kyun nahi?"-maine usey punchha
"i will miss you yaar.....last 11 days continuesly we are meeting ....like crazy guys.......yeh 11 din hamesha mere zindagi se jude rahenge....."-sharmad
"mere bhi zindagi ke yeh sabse behtareen din hai..........bhul nahi jaaoge na?"-
"please..aise mat bol yaar....dard hota hai ....tu mujhe pehle kyun nahi mila?.........agar tu mujhe pahale milta ,main tumhe bahot pyaar karta............"-sharmad
"ab bhi waqt nahi gaya.......tum mujhe pyar kar sakte ho......tum bolo...kitne saal intzaar karoo...1,2....3..ya 7....ya 10..."-
"woh baat nahi hai...par main pyar dobaara ..nahi kar sakta......iss dil mein bahot ghaav hai........tumhare aur mere zindagi mein ab bahot antar hai......"-sharmad
"bass.......tum samajhte kyun nahi.??...main tumse pyar karna laga hoo....."-
"main bhi tumhare bahot kareeb aa chuka hoo...par nahi............pyar nahi kar saktaa......humaare beech sirf dosti hi ho sakti hai....."-sharmad
"mujhe aur kuchh nahi sunana hai.......bahot khele tum mere saath.......ab aur nahi saha jaata......aaj se mujhe call bhi mat karo......milna bhi nahi.........mera aur tumhara saath yahi tak ka tha.............."
"doctor saab.........jaane se pehle ek baar 'hug' nahi karoge?"-sharmad
main kuchh sunane ke mood mein nahi tha.........maine car start ki.......
"doctor saab......agar sachhi dosti ki hai......toh kal 12 bajane se pehale mere ghar par aa jaana......"-sharmad
mujhe bahot bura lag raha tha...phir bhi dard bhare dil ko lekar maine bina dekhe sharmad ko alvida keh diya.....
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DAY 12
place:GMC..
time:11.20
subah se kahi bhi mann nahi lag raha tha....
baar baar sharmad ka khayaal sata raha tha......
sach mein main uske pyaar mein pagal ho gaya tha....
mujhe sharmad ki baatein...sata rahi thi.....'doctor saab......agar sachhi dosti ki hai......toh kal 12 bajane se pehale mere ghar par aa jaana......'
....mere paas 40 minutes the......
maine aur der nahi ki.....mere dost abhi ko phone lagaya..
"abhi...i am in love?"-
"what?...aur yeh bhi kya tarika hai...bataane ka...."-abhi
"sab kuchh baad mein batata hoo...mujhe KTC mil....hum dono ko Ribandar jana hai...woh ja raha hai....."-
"ok...baba aata hoo......"-abhi
abhi mujhe mil gaya...aur hum dono Ribandar pahuch gaye.....11.45 baj gaye the...
"bhai.....yeh Inspector subhash ka ghar kaha hai?"-maine ek aadmi se punchha
"woh yellow rang ka bada bunglow dikh raha hai na......wohi hi hai...."-
...meri dhadkane tezz ho rahi thi......aankhein bhar gayi thi.....
aisa lag raha tha ki maine zindagi mein kuchh hasil kar diya .....
mujhe mera pyar mil gaya......
mere paav sharmad ke ghar ki ore apne aap badh rahe the....
'abhi' mujhe dekh raha tha....shayad uske liye mera yeh rup anokha tha....
bahar sharmad ki 'bike' thi....
maine ghar ki 'door bell' bajaayi......
ek aadmi ne darwaza khola......shayad woh sharmad ka bhai tha..
"ji....."-
"bhai ...sharmad hai?"-maine punchha
"sharmad????"-woh aadmi chouk gaya
"haa....yeh sharmad ka ghar nahi hai kya?"-
"haa.....sharmad ka hi ghar hai......par....."-aadmi
"par kya........woh ghar se nikal chuka kya??"-
"aap koun ho?...."-
"main uska dost....."-maine us aadmi se kaha
"aayiye.....andar aayiye..........."-
ghar mein kuchh alag hi mahoul tha....ek shant vaatavaran...pujaari...ful....
aur......
ek table pe.....
Sharmad ka photo tha......jisko haar pehnaya tha....
"yeh kya???"-mere awaaz mein ek sawal tha...
"aaj Sharmad ka 'BARAHWA DIN'(12th day) hai........."-us aadmi ne kaha
"matlab???????"-
"12 din pehale sharmad ki Mout ho gayi hai......woh ab hamaare beech nahi hai.....shayad aap yaha nahi the...isiliye aapko malum nahi...."-
"kya??...."-meri aankhe pani se bhar gayi.....
"haa..."-
"par aisa kaise ho sakta hai.....???aur main sharmad ko pichhle 11 din se hi jaanata hoo..."-mujhe kuchh samajh mein nahi aa raha tha
"pata nahi.....actually...usne suicide kiya hai......bridge se chhlaang lagakar.......woh kisi se pyar karta tha....usne sharmad ko dhoka de diya.........aur ...sharmad us heart-break se sawar nahi saka...."-
"par....yeh kaise ho sakta hai......pichhale 11 din woh mujhe har-roz mil raha tha.....aaj woh Doha jaane wala tha......."-mere aankho mein aansu the..
"kahi woh zinda toh nahi..."-abhi ne sawal uthaya
"maine iss haath se uske sharir ko agni diya hai beta..."-ek bujurg ne kaha....
"bhai sharmad ka mobile kaha..hai....woh mujhe call karta tha......uska mobile samsung galaxy note 2 N7100..hai.......uske bike ka number GA 01 D2442 hai...."-maine kaha
"woh waha dower mein uska mobile pada hai....kal hi uska purse aur mobile humein diya hai.......suicide karte waqt mobile sharmad ke jeb mein tha...."-us aadmi ne kaha
"mujhe kuchh samajh mein nahi aa raha hai.....agar sharmad mar gaya hai...toh mere saath pichhle 8 din koun tha?......sharmad ki aatma?"
main waha se lout aaya....
mere mann mein hazaar sawaal the...jiske jawab mujhe koi nahi de sakta tha....
pichhale 11 days mere saath jo hua...woh ek sapne se kam nahi tha....sharmad usi din mar gaya tha jis raat main usey mila tha....usi sham usne apni jaan di thi.........
...aur us raat maine jiska post mortem kiya tha...woh sharmad hi tha....phir sharmad ka woh milna....uski woh 'mystry'se bhari baatein.....uska aadha pyar....uska mandir mein na aana...oops...
pure 11 din nazar ke saamne aa rahe the.......kuchh bhi ho ...maine usase sachha pyar kiya tha.......really.....that 12 days made my life......
a short story by manlove Goa
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sorry ..thodi der ho gayi......kuchh issues ke kaaran story phirse likhani padhi........
....sirf...puri story padhane ke baad...dont forget to read it 2nd time.....u will enjoy...
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DAY 1
place:G.M.C ,bambolim
11.30 pm
G.M.C hospital Forensic department mein... main ek emergency call par aaya tha.....
call khatam ho hi gaya tha....tabhi mere ek dost ka mujhe call aa gaya......
"doctor saab...kidhar ho????"-abhi
"hi...abhi.....G.M.C. mein hoo...call pe aaya tha....."-
"chal....Candolim aa ja.........Shivers Party mein.....fast...i am waiting..."-abhi
"hmmmm.....nahi yaar.."-
"i dont want to listen anything....come fast"-abhi
"ok baba.......aa raha hoo...."-
aur kuchh der baad mein Candolim pahuch gaya...
place:SHIVERS gay party
......yaha hamesha Goa bhar se Gays,Bisexuals...aate the....aur aaj bhi wahi nazaara tha......
dance masti mein.......kaise raat ke 2.30 baj gaye pata hi nahi chala........aur maine sabse vida li....
maine meri car start ki......
aur... kuchh aagey badh hi gaya tha ..... tabhi raaste par meri nazar....ek ladke par gayi.....28 saal ka handsome.....ekdam hero....."GA 01 D2442"....bike number toh goa ka tha...
shayad uski 'Bike' kharaab ho gayi thi....
raat ke waqt ek akela ladka musibat mein tha....so mere mann mein usey 'help' karne ka vichar aaya...
"excuse me......any problem....do you want help?"-
"hi....yeah man.....'bike' band pad gayi hai......start hi nahi ho rahi hai...."-usney kaha
"mujhe 'bike' ke baare mein utana kuchh nahi aata.........ek kaam karo....yahi side mein bike park karo......aur mere saath aa jao....main tumhe drop karta hoo....."-
"ok.....ab wahi thik hoga...kal subah "mechanic' ko lekar aata hoo....."-usney gaadi park karke....woh mere gaadi mein aakar baith gaya...
"hmm......i am Aditya .....main ek forensic doctor hoo....."-maine usey mera intro diya...
"nice name......i am Sharmad tari.....i am from Ribandar....main Doha mein kaam karta hoo....aur tum kaha se ho??"-sharmad
"i heard this name somewhere....wel...i am from ponda....itani raat ko kaha gaye the.....?"-
"Shivers party mein gaya tha......"-sharmad
"shivers.....that means.....you are....."-
"yes......i am........hehehe....so tum bhi shivers mein the kya?"-sharmad
"yes....hahaha..........enjoye
"koi setting nahi huee?"-sharmad
"nahi yaar.....sirf dost logo ne force kiya iss liye aaya tha....."-
"ok........chalo......main pahuchh gaya......"-sharmad
"yaha?.."-
"haa......kisi ko bhi agar 'Inspector subhash' ka ghar punchha..toh koi bhi batayega....baap hai mera..hahaha.....kal free ho?"-sharmad
"haa...kyun?......"-
"chal movie ko jaayenge......."-sharmad
"ok....sure...kal shaam 5.30 pm near inox gate ....."-
"bye......see you tommo...."-sharmad
.....aur sharmad gaadi se utar gaya.....yeh thi hum dono ki pehali mulakat....pehali mulakaat mein hi woh mujhe bahot achha laga...
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Day 2
PLACE:INOX,panajim
5.30 pm
main sharmad ka Inox ke paas wait kar raha tha.....
ab tak kisika maine aisa wait nahi kiya tha....
kuchh der baad woh vaha pahuchh gaya.....
"hello.......sorry jara late ho gaya...."-sharmad
"its ok......andar chale.......?"-
"yeah...kounsa movie laga hai......tune already tickets nikale kya?"-SHARMAD
"yes......movie is ''Black Rock"-
"oops......tumhe horror movie pasand hai?how boring....."-sharmad
"very much.....bahot.....kyun tujhe pasand nahi hai?"-
"do you belive in such things....?that scary faces........bhoooot....hahaha
"hahaha....nahi yaar.....but just for fun......"-
"Ankit ko bhi...horror movies bahot pasand the....."-sharmad
"koun ankit......?"-
"my friend......forget it......lets go..."-sharmad
aur hum dono movie ko gaye.......bahot din baad maine 'evening'enjoy ki thi...nahi toh sirf kaam..kaam aur kaam hota tha.....
movie khatam hote hi....hum ghar jaane ke liye badhe
"kal...miloge?"-maine usey puchha
"why not?....at sharp 6.00 pm......at CCD bambolim...."-Sharmad
"tumhara number do na mujhe...."-
"haa....98903263XX.....give me miss call.."-sharmad
"hmmm...............mil gaya?"-
"haa....."-sharmad.
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DAY 3
Place:CCD,bambolim
6.15 pm
sharmad mera wait kar raha tha......
"sorry baba.....late hua......"-
"its ok......aaj bahot handsome lag rahe ho....."-sharmad
"chup.....kuchh bhi mat fenk....."-maine haste hue kaha
"sharmad kabhi jhoot nahi bolta....."-sharmad
"chalo....andar chale....."-
hum dono andar aa gaye......
"kya lega?....."-maine menu card mein dekhate hue usey punchha
"for me..Cafe latte......"-sharmad
"ok...one Cafe latte...and one cappuccino..............you want something to eat?"-maine sharmad se puchha
"no.......yaar.....doctor saab...let me pay......pata hai mujhe aap ke paas bahot paisa hai...."-sharmad
"chup kar NRI........................."-
hum dono jaakar upar baith gaye.......
kuchh hi pal mein humaari hot coffe bhi aa gayi....
"tu mujhe pahale kyun nahi mila?"-sharmad
"ab kya kharabi hai.......?ab mila hoo na....."-maine haste hue kaha
"main yaha ab sirf '9 days' hoo......baad mein........janaab aap kaha aur hum kaha......"-sharmad
"tumhare toh bahot saare dost hoge Doha mein.........."-
"really??....aur aap ke liye toh yaha SHIVERS parties hai na....."-sharmad
"hmmmm....mujhe bhulega toh nahi na....?"-
"kya tum mujhe bhul paaoge?"-sharmad
"kabhi nahi.......yeh hamaari teesari hi mulaakat hai......par aisa lagane laga hai...ki hum ek dusare ko baraso se pehchaan rahe hai...."-
"tum bhi bahot achhe ho.....sabse alag....nahi toh aaj kal .......sab sirf sex...hi chahate hai.....Top-Bottom yahi gay life ban gaya hai...."-sharmad
"kal kaha milenge...?"-
"hmmm....toh kal bhi milenge???"-sharmad
"agar tum busy ho...toh.......no problem....."-
"ji nahi......zaroor milenge......KALA ACADAMY JETTY....6.pm"-sharmad
"ok boss........hahahha."-
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DAY 4
place:KALA ACADAMY JETTy
sharmad hamesha ki tarah mera 'wait' kar raha tha...
"aa gaye doctor saab.......hamesha 'late'."-sharmad
"thode 'patients" jyada the...so...'late'..ho gaya......"-
"its....ok"-sharmad
"main....tumhara phone try kar raha tha...par switched off aa raha tha............."-
"tum hi dekh lo......battery puri down hai....."-sharmad
"ohh...nice phone ...samsung galaxy note 2 N7100.........NRI hai bhai......"-
"tumhe phone's ki bahot jaankaari hai..........'recently' liya.........ankit ki 'choice'thi....."-sharmad
"yeh ankit koun hai...yeh tune aaj tak bataaya nahi....."-
"mera boyfriend hai..................i mean tha......."-sharmad
"kya???....but...........tha matlab......???"-
"hamaara 'break up' ho gaya......"-sharmad
"oh sorry.....par kab.....aur kaisey?"-
"oops.....kitane sawaal doctor saab................hmmm.....j
"par kyun?.............tum toh bahot achhe ho.....mujhe toh tum mein koi kharabi dikhati nahi.....good looking handsome ho...............financially bhi strong ho......phir..."-
"chhod do...........mujhe mera mood spoil nahi karana hai......"-sharmad
"ok..ok.....forget it...."-
"you know......kal mera birthday hai......."-sharmad
"kyaa????really.....oh god......so kal kaha jaayenge?"-
"jaha tum le chalo......."-sharmad
"ok....kal mera ktc pe wait karna........tumhara bday kal mere Flat pe celebrate karenge......full night ....drinks lenge...."-
"hmmmm.....ok..hahaha....."-sh
baatein chalati rahi.....
aur...aakhir mein hum ghar gaye....
time:12.00 AM
maine sharmad ko call kiya........
"hello..........happy birthday......may ur all wishes come true.......tumhare zindagi mein yeh pal baar baar aaye..."-
"thank you dude...."-sirf itana kehkar..sharmad rone laga.......
main samajh gaya...woh kisiko 'miss' kar raha tha............us waqt mujhe uske dil mein chhupe dard ka ehsaas hua.....
main phone cut kiya......
Day 5
time:7.00 pm
monginies mein jaakar.....maine ek bada cake liya....
"please write ...happy birthday sharmad"-
"yes sir..."
aur main.....sharmad se milane chal pada
woh mera wait kar raha tha......
"aaj bhi late na...."-sharmad
"hey....wish happy birthday again......chal lets go to our flat"-
"hmmm.....aaj jyada patients the kya?....."-sharmad
"haa...bhai.....ab jyada time waste nahi karenge.........."-
"hmmm....ok doctor saab....."-sharmad
aur hum dono mere panajim ke flat pe gaye.....
"sorry sharmad....flat jara clean nahi hai.......actually jyaada tar main yaha aata nahi.....so pleas dont mind"-
"its ok buddy......."-sharmad
phir humne cake kata......
drinks bhi liye......
maine usko ek 'Jacket' gift kiya.....
"pehan lo na.........tum pe bahot achha dikhega......"-
"wow...awesome...thank you very much"-sharmad
aur sharmad ne woh jacket pehan liya......
"wow"-
"kaisa lag raha hoo main doctor saab.........?"-sharmad
"ekdam hero lag raha hai......."-maine haste hue kaha
drinks pe drinks ho rahe the.........
aur... uska nashila badan mujhe uski ore kheech raha tha.....
aisa lag raha tha...ki woh mujhe apane baaho mein le.....
main dheere dheere uske taraf gaya.......
uski aankhe mujhe dekh rahi thi......
ek pal ke liye meri saanse ruk gayi.......
aur mere hotth......uske hotto ki taraf....jaane lage......jaise hi maine uske hotto ko apne hoot lagaaye..........
usne mere gaal pe zor ka thappad lagaya...........
"i did not expected this things from you......all gays are same............mujhe laga tha ki tum alag ho......par.....u proved me wrong......"-sharmad
aur....dhadaak se darwaaza band karke woh chala gaya.....
mujhe rona aa gaya.............
raat bhar mujhe neend nahi aa rahi thi......
maine usey phone lagaya.......mujhe laga tha ki.. woh phone nahi uthayega........par usne mera phone recieve kiya....
"i am sorry sharmad........main kuchh bhatak gaya tha............agar tumne mujhe maaf kiya hai toh..kal mujhe Dona Paula jetty milana...sharp 6.00 baje"-
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DAY 6
Time:6.00 pm
PLACE:DONA PAULA JETTY
meri nazar sharmad ko dhund rahi thi......
par mujhe woh kahi nazar nahi aa raha tha.....
maine upar bhi jaake dekha.....par woh nahi tha...
mera mann udaas ho gaya .
.....aur main jaane ke liye muda.....tabhi pichhe se awaaz aayi...
"doctor saab......naraaz ho gaye kya?"
woh awaaz sharmad ki hi thi....maine pichhe mudke dekha....aur mere aansu mein muskaan aa gayi....
"i am sorry..."-
"arey its ok.............meri hi galti hai...maine kuchh jyada hi react kiya...."-sharmad
"now forget that........chalo waha baithte hai"-
hum dono jaakar waha baith gaye.....
"so.....kal itna bhadak kyu gaye?kiss karna pasand nahi hai kya?"-
"aaj tak ankit ke siva maine kisiko kiss nahi kiya hai.....aur na hi karunga.....i am sorry..if i disapointed you................mujhse sex ki ummeed mat rakhana"-sharmad
"its ok.....bahot pyar karte the na ankit se?."-
"mere jaan se jyaada..."-sharmad
"kab tak usi gam mein rahoge???"-
"ankit hi mera pehla pyar tha......aur zindagi bhar... wohi aakhri bhi rahega.......aur kabhi kisise pyar nahi karunga........".sharmad
"par tumhara break up kyun hua.....?"-
"hmm....actually......."-sharm
"doctor,ek emergency hai......?"
"ok ..aata hoo"-
maine phone rakh diya.....
"sorry.....sharmad emergency hai....kal milenge...thik 6.00 pm.....Old Goa church?"-
"ok..buddy..no issue....i know....kisiki jaan sabse important cheez hoti hai......"-sharmad
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DAY 7
place:St.xavier church,Old Goa
time:6.00 pm
kal hamaari baat adhuri reh gayi thi....
aur mere mann mein wohi baat chal rahi thi....
main sharmad aur ankit ke relations ke baare mein jaanana chahta tha....
"hello buddy...."-
"doctor saab aaj jaldi pahuch gaye.....?"-sharmad
"tumse jo milna tha...."-
"baatein achhi karte ho......"-sharmad
"hmmm.....atleast aaj ankit ke baare mein bataao ge kya?"-
"haa....kyun nahi.......tum ab mere bahot kareeb aa gaye ho........actually ankit aur main aise hi beach pe mile the....woh mujhse 5 saal chhota tha.........hamaari dosti kab pyar mein badal gayi pata hi nahi chala...........aur pyar mein hum ne sab hade paar kar di.......jism ki bhi.........."-sharmad
"aur phir?"-
"main us se apne jaan se jyada pyar karne laga tha......tabhi mujhe Doha mein job ki offer aa gayi.....aur humein ek dusare se dur rehna pada.....kasme-vaade de kar main Doha gaya.."-sharmad
"baad mein?"-
"uske baad...har dusare din humaari baat ho jaati.....main waha se ankit ko gifts,kapde,paisa bhejta tha.....aise hi 3 saal beet gaye.......humne bina shadi ke ek dusare ke saath rehne ka faisala kiya tha......."-sharmad
"aur..."-
"phir main India louta.....3 saal baad......main bahot khush tha....2-4 din thik se gaye.....par uske baad mujhe uske baare mein alag alag baatein sunai dene lagi........mere ek hotel wale Gay dost ne toh mujhe yeh tak kaha ki...woh uske hotel mein ek ladke ke saath bahot baar puri raat bhar ruk reh chuka hai.........lekin mujhe mere pyar pe bharosa tha.............maine kisiki baat na maani........kabhi us pe shak nahi kiya...........hamaare beech sex bhi hua.....usne apna sab kuchh mujhe soup diya......maine pehli baar life mein kisiko 'fuck' kiya.......tab usey hue dard ko main samajh sakta tha..............10 din baad.....mere hotel wale dost ne mujhe call kiya...aur bataya ki ankit uske hotel mein kisi ladke ke saath hai.........mujhe bahot dard hua.....mera mann keh raha tha ki woh ankit nahi hoga........aur main 7.00 baje hotel gaya......mere dost ne mujhe room ki duplicate key di......aur maine darwaaza khola...."-sharmad
"opps.........."-
"mera 3 saal ka pyar 3 second mein mar gaya........ankit aur ek ladka nange badan..jism ki bhuk mita rahe the.........maine ankit ko zor se aawaaz di.....ankit ne usey apne se door kiya...aur mujhe dekhta hi reh gaya......life mein jitni buri gaaliya maine kisiko bhi nahi di thi...woh usey di.......uske gaal par ek thappad lagakar main waha se aaya"-sharmad
"ro mat sharmad...its ok..."
"mere sapno ka usne khel banaya tha dost........3 saal tak woh mujhse khelta raha.....mera pyar ka mazaak udaaya tha usne......mere zindgi puri berang ho chuki thi......usne bhale hi mere saath natak kiya tha...par maine us se sachha pyar kiya tha.....sab kuchh khatam ho gaya tha..."-sharmad
"its ok.....sharmad..........ro mat.....woh tumhare pyar ke kaabil nahi tha......"-
"main ghar jaata hoo.......mujhe bahot dard ho raha hai.....kal KTC milna..same time"-sharmad
aisa kaha aur sharmad chala gaya.......
sharmad ne sachha pyar kiya tha.....aur sachha pyar karne wale ko kabhi bhi uska pyar nahi milta...
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DAY 8
place:KTC,panajim
time:6.00pm
Humein mile thik 8 din hue the....
main ktc pahuch gaya.....waha sharmad tha..
"hey...sharmad...come yaar.....chalo mardol jaate hai"-
"why not chalo...long drive bhi ho jaayega....."-sharmad
aur aadhe ghante mein hum mardol pahuch gaye....
"yaha kaha...?"-sharmad
"mahalasa temple........"-
"kya?temple.....?"-sharmad
"ha..."-
"tum jao....main nahi aata....."-sharmad
"kyun?"-
"please ....."-sharmad
"maanta hoo....bhagwaan ne tujhe jo kuchh chaha tha woh nahi diya..........par bhagwaan se aisa ruthana achhi baat nahi hai......ek na ek din tujhe tera khoya hua sab kuchh milega....."-
"hmmm...."-sharmad
main akela mandir mein gaya aur sharmad ke liye prarthana ki.....
aur hum phir panajim aa gaye.....
kal phir milne ka vaada hua..sunday tha.....so cancona waterfall jaane ka final hua...
subah 9.00 baje panajim petroleum par milna tha...
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Day 9
time :9.00 am
place:petrol pump,panajim
hamesha ki tarah sharmad mera wait kar raha tha....
"teri bike idhar hi park kar....car se jaayenge"-
"ok....chal lets go......"-sharmad
baatein karte karte hum cancona waterfall..pahuch gaye......
ghana jungle.....aur hum dono......
sharmad pehale yaha aaya tha.....par mere liye woh ek adhbhoot nazaara tha.....
"what a beauty"-
hum dono waterfall ki taraf gaye.......
neeche taalab jaisa paani bhara tha.....sundar...
waha tak jaane ke liye ek chhota sa rasta tha......
hum niche utar hi rahe the tabhi mera..paav fisal gaya aur main neech talaab mein gir gaya...paani gehra tha.......
achanak hue ghatna ke kaaran....main khudko paani mein sawar nahi saka...
aur..maine sharmad ko 'help' ke liye awaaz di......
aur...bina ...aagey pichhe dekhe sharmad ne paani mein chhalaang lagayi....
par mujhe bachane ke chakkar mein...woh khud hi dubane laga......
usey dubta hua dekh ke..pata nahi...mujhme kaha se 'power' aa gaya...aur tairta hua...jaakar maine usey bacha liya.....
usey tairanaa nahi aata tha.....par sirf dosti ke liye woh apne jaan ki baazi lagane gaya tha....
dosti ya...aur kuchh.......shayad pyar???
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day 10
place:Reis magush
hum dono baithe the....
"tumhe tairanaa nahi aata hai.....phir bhi tune paani mein 'jump' kyu kiya?.."-
"aap dub jo rahe the...aapko aisa hi dubane deta kya?"-sharmad
"aur tum mar jaata toh?"-
"hmmm......main toh markar hi ji raha hoo.....so...kuchh nahi hota.....dusari mout marta...."-sharmad
"bas kar.....bahot bolta hai tu....."
"hmm....doctor saab...kal mera yaha aakhari din hai......phir tum kaha aur hum kaha....."-sharmad
"arey haa......parso tum ja rahe ho na?..."-
"hmm....thik 12 noon......main zooooooooooooom........kal miloge na?"-sharmad
"haa......haa...parso toh mil nahi sakenge....."-
"kaha milenge???"-sharmad
"ktc bus stand milana...aguad fort jaayenge....."-
"thik hai.....aaj zara jaldi ghar jaata hoo......sirf do hi raatein bachi hai na"-sharmad
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DAY 11
PLACE:KTC PANAJIM
TIME:6.00
hum dono...aguad fort ki taraf badh gaye.....
aaj mujhe sharmad kuchh udaas lag raha tha.....
aisa pehali baar ho raha tha ki.....hum dono itane der saath mein hai aur ek bhi labz bol nahi rahe hai....
"kya hua?....kuchh bolte kyun nahi?"-maine usey punchha
"i will miss you yaar.....last 11 days continuesly we are meeting ....like crazy guys.......yeh 11 din hamesha mere zindagi se jude rahenge....."-sharmad
"mere bhi zindagi ke yeh sabse behtareen din hai..........bhul nahi jaaoge na?"-
"please..aise mat bol yaar....dard hota hai ....tu mujhe pehle kyun nahi mila?.........agar tu mujhe pahale milta ,main tumhe bahot pyaar karta............"-sharmad
"ab bhi waqt nahi gaya.......tum mujhe pyar kar sakte ho......tum bolo...kitne saal intzaar karoo...1,2....3..ya 7....ya 10..."-
"woh baat nahi hai...par main pyar dobaara ..nahi kar sakta......iss dil mein bahot ghaav hai........tumhare aur mere zindagi mein ab bahot antar hai......"-sharmad
"bass.......tum samajhte kyun nahi.??...main tumse pyar karna laga hoo....."-
"main bhi tumhare bahot kareeb aa chuka hoo...par nahi............pyar nahi kar saktaa......humaare beech sirf dosti hi ho sakti hai....."-sharmad
"mujhe aur kuchh nahi sunana hai.......bahot khele tum mere saath.......ab aur nahi saha jaata......aaj se mujhe call bhi mat karo......milna bhi nahi.........mera aur tumhara saath yahi tak ka tha.............."
"doctor saab.........jaane se pehle ek baar 'hug' nahi karoge?"-sharmad
main kuchh sunane ke mood mein nahi tha.........maine car start ki.......
"doctor saab......agar sachhi dosti ki hai......toh kal 12 bajane se pehale mere ghar par aa jaana......"-sharmad
mujhe bahot bura lag raha tha...phir bhi dard bhare dil ko lekar maine bina dekhe sharmad ko alvida keh diya.....
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DAY 12
place:GMC..
time:11.20
subah se kahi bhi mann nahi lag raha tha....
baar baar sharmad ka khayaal sata raha tha......
sach mein main uske pyaar mein pagal ho gaya tha....
mujhe sharmad ki baatein...sata rahi thi.....'doctor saab......agar sachhi dosti ki hai......toh kal 12 bajane se pehale mere ghar par aa jaana......'
....mere paas 40 minutes the......
maine aur der nahi ki.....mere dost abhi ko phone lagaya..
"abhi...i am in love?"-
"what?...aur yeh bhi kya tarika hai...bataane ka...."-abhi
"sab kuchh baad mein batata hoo...mujhe KTC mil....hum dono ko Ribandar jana hai...woh ja raha hai....."-
"ok...baba aata hoo......"-abhi
abhi mujhe mil gaya...aur hum dono Ribandar pahuch gaye.....11.45 baj gaye the...
"bhai.....yeh Inspector subhash ka ghar kaha hai?"-maine ek aadmi se punchha
"woh yellow rang ka bada bunglow dikh raha hai na......wohi hi hai...."-
...meri dhadkane tezz ho rahi thi......aankhein bhar gayi thi.....
aisa lag raha tha ki maine zindagi mein kuchh hasil kar diya .....
mujhe mera pyar mil gaya......
mere paav sharmad ke ghar ki ore apne aap badh rahe the....
'abhi' mujhe dekh raha tha....shayad uske liye mera yeh rup anokha tha....
bahar sharmad ki 'bike' thi....
maine ghar ki 'door bell' bajaayi......
ek aadmi ne darwaza khola......shayad woh sharmad ka bhai tha..
"ji....."-
"bhai ...sharmad hai?"-maine punchha
"sharmad????"-woh aadmi chouk gaya
"haa....yeh sharmad ka ghar nahi hai kya?"-
"haa.....sharmad ka hi ghar hai......par....."-aadmi
"par kya........woh ghar se nikal chuka kya??"-
"aap koun ho?...."-
"main uska dost....."-maine us aadmi se kaha
"aayiye.....andar aayiye..........."-
ghar mein kuchh alag hi mahoul tha....ek shant vaatavaran...pujaari...ful....
aur......
ek table pe.....
Sharmad ka photo tha......jisko haar pehnaya tha....
"yeh kya???"-mere awaaz mein ek sawal tha...
"aaj Sharmad ka 'BARAHWA DIN'(12th day) hai........."-us aadmi ne kaha
"matlab???????"-
"12 din pehale sharmad ki Mout ho gayi hai......woh ab hamaare beech nahi hai.....shayad aap yaha nahi the...isiliye aapko malum nahi...."-
"kya??...."-meri aankhe pani se bhar gayi.....
"haa..."-
"par aisa kaise ho sakta hai.....???aur main sharmad ko pichhle 11 din se hi jaanata hoo..."-mujhe kuchh samajh mein nahi aa raha tha
"pata nahi.....actually...usne suicide kiya hai......bridge se chhlaang lagakar.......woh kisi se pyar karta tha....usne sharmad ko dhoka de diya.........aur ...sharmad us heart-break se sawar nahi saka...."-
"par....yeh kaise ho sakta hai......pichhale 11 din woh mujhe har-roz mil raha tha.....aaj woh Doha jaane wala tha......."-mere aankho mein aansu the..
"kahi woh zinda toh nahi..."-abhi ne sawal uthaya
"maine iss haath se uske sharir ko agni diya hai beta..."-ek bujurg ne kaha....
"bhai sharmad ka mobile kaha..hai....woh mujhe call karta tha......uska mobile samsung galaxy note 2 N7100..hai.......uske bike ka number GA 01 D2442 hai...."-maine kaha
"woh waha dower mein uska mobile pada hai....kal hi uska purse aur mobile humein diya hai.......suicide karte waqt mobile sharmad ke jeb mein tha...."-us aadmi ne kaha
"mujhe kuchh samajh mein nahi aa raha hai.....agar sharmad mar gaya hai...toh mere saath pichhle 8 din koun tha?......sharmad ki aatma?"
main waha se lout aaya....
mere mann mein hazaar sawaal the...jiske jawab mujhe koi nahi de sakta tha....
pichhale 11 days mere saath jo hua...woh ek sapne se kam nahi tha....sharmad usi din mar gaya tha jis raat main usey mila tha....usi sham usne apni jaan di thi.........
...aur us raat maine jiska post mortem kiya tha...woh sharmad hi tha....phir sharmad ka woh milna....uski woh 'mystry'se bhari baatein.....uska aadha pyar....uska mandir mein na aana...oops...
pure 11 din nazar ke saamne aa rahe the.......kuchh bhi ho ...maine usase sachha pyar kiya tha.......really.....that 12 days made my life......
a short story by manlove Goa
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