MOR PANKH

‎....................my true story...................

ye gay life bhi ajib hi hoti hai , mujhe school life me apne ek frd se pyar tha ya kaho to attraction tha, hamara mazak mazak me frds bhi relation bana dete the or mujhe bura nhi lagta tha or hamare beech to mazak mazak me smooch bhi hone laga tha , par ye sari baatein uske liye bas ek mazak thi or mere liye sacha pyar ,,,,,,or sayad wo bhi mujhe pyar krta tha par samay ke saath usne baaton ko mazak me uda diya or chalta bana or mai use hi pyar man kr hamesa usi ke bare me sochta rehta or intzar rehta ki kabhi wo bhi kuchh kahega pr uske nazar me meri koi ehmiyat nhi thi , or meri zindagi ek mazak bankr reh gayi thi , sabhi log mujhe uske naam se padesan krte or uske school se jaane ke baad to mera naam hi gay ho gaya tha , kyunki school life me kisi ka koi naam rakh dena or fir uska mazak banana koi bari baat nhi thi, or jo image ek bar ban jaye wo jaldi badalte bhi to nhi , us ek galti ke karan meri poori school life spoil ho gayi , par fir bhi uske jaane ke baad bhi uska intzar rehta ki ho sakta hai kabhi uske dil me kuchh ho or wo mujhe call kr de , pr hua kabhi kuchh nhi , mai tha dil se bacha or wo tha mature ,waqt ke saath samay bit te gaye pr uski yaad nhi gayi, kehte hain na ghaw jitna hi gehra ho nisan utne hi pakke bante hain, pr fir bhi ...............ye sochkr use bhulane ki kosis krta raha ki jab uske dil me mere liye koi ehmiyat nhi to mai kyun uske liye soch kr apni life barbad karun ...........................samay bit ta gaya or mai apne life me aage badh raha tha but fir bhi pehla pyar sayad hi bhula sakte hon,,,,,,,,,,,ek din maine facebook par dekha ki ek banda ke name ke aage gay tha or wo mere frds suggetion me tha , fir maine jab search engion me gay type kiya to number of groups or members ka pata chala or unke profile me ye dekha tht they just like male,,,,,,,,,,, mujhe laga ki may be mujhe is pehle pyar ko bhulane ka mauka mil jaye isliye main ek fake naam se ek nayi facebook id banayi or ek group ko join kiya or fir do frs bane or fir dekhte hi dekhte na jane kitne frd request aane lage fir maine apni body(waist or undi) pic lagayi to frd request ki to barsat hi ho gayi ,,,,,,,,,,,par unme se ek bhi aisa nhi tha jise mujhme koi interest tha har koi mere body ki tarif kar raha tha or har koi bas sone ki chah liye mujhe patane me laga rehta..............fir maine kayi religious pic dale or kayi good thought ke so kayi achhe frd bane pr wo bhi suruat me achhi baatein or bad me sex ki bas yahi chalta raha fir maine kayi groups join kiya or fir mujhe yahi asliyat pata chali ki yahan pyar ke naam pr bes sex ki chahat hoti hai .......................mujhe yahan kayi tarah ke log mile koi sex seeker to koi pyar me dhokha khaya hua , to koi straight jo bas sex ke liye hi join kiya to koi bottom jo apne bf se dhokha kha kr ek bottom bankr reh gaya to kuchh aise bhi jine har roj ek naya top to ek naya bottom chahiye hota tha simply kahen to practical life,,,,,,,,, fir maine bi socha chalo ek bar try krke dekhne me kya harj hai to maine bhi ek staus dala tht i m pure top or apni body status dali or wo sabkuchh jo bataya jata hai or fir kayi offers aaye , or fir ek din ek ke paas gaya eo pure bottom tha or apne bf se dhokha khaya hua , wo jyada hi friendly or achha insan tha pr wo dhokha khaya hua tha to usne apna poora story sunaya, fir sex bhi hua or fir mai ek do or logon ke paas gaya ,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,par fir andar se yahi feeling aane lagi ki sache pyar ki talash me ek callboy bankr reh gaya mai , ..........or waise bhi is gay world me to 2 hi type ke log dikhte hain ,ek top or dushra bottom , top wo jo bas apne sex ki bhukh mitana chahta ho or bottom wo jo apne sachhe pyar ki talash me apni zindagi waste krta rehta hai, true love to sayad kismat walon ko hi milta hoga , or jab pyar nhi milta to bas sex ko hi sabhi apna lete hain,,,,,,,,, 
mai to bas yahi keh sakta hun after experience of this facebook ki agar koi gay relation or true love ki baat koi sochta hai to us se bada bewakuf koi nhi hoga kyunki sex se jyada gay relation me kuchh bhi nhi hota , har roz kayi profile status commited or single me convert hote dikhte hain..........................
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