MERA PHLA PHLA PYAR (COMPLETE SERIOUS)
MERA PHLA PHLA PYAR…. PART..1..
This is my story…..
yeh story suru hote hai ranchi ka ek bahut he famous school se it was the first
day of our school,school ka environment bahut he badla hua sa tha,sab kuch naya
naya sa tha,’ x’ th board exam ka bad ki lambi chutti aur uska bad aaj khula
tha school .Ha par aaj mai bahut khus tha kyuki mai ‘xi’ th ma aa gya tha
finally humare skul ma assembly hue tab mujhe pta chala ki mre agal bagal
jitney students tha sare new tha,sab kisse na kisse dusre city ko belong karte
tha and they had joined our school for its best education facilities …uss din
acche se humare fresher assembly complete ho gye aur hm apne naye naye classes
ko search karne ma lag gya finally I was d first stud to enter in my class tab
ek larka aiya his name is shivam he was very cute goodlooking as well …usne
mujhse hath milaye aur hello kha aur humare dosti ho gye phir dhira dhire aur
students aiye aur hum apne baki ka classmates se mila they were also quiet
good..par unma se sab mujhse dosti krna chahate tha as bcz mai iss skul ka phle
se stud hu so unhe lga unhe help milege iss new environment ma fit hone ko par
mai full of attitude tha apne dost bare ke soch samajh kar select krta tha so
till that day last mera sirf ek he friend bna that is shivam and u had
exchanged our numbers ,ha uss din aur ek baat hue class ma ek aur larka aiya
his name is rohan he is too goodlooking ,fair tall ussne mujhe hello kha aur
apna naam btaya and asked mine bt maine uspar less interest lete hue use hie
kaha ,woh mra dost banana chahata tha par sayad mai nahi isse tarah humara phla
din aur ek accha din beet gya .shivam ne saam ma hume call kiya aur milne ka
liya apne hostel room bhulaya I went there he was looking so handsome in white
Capri and blue tshirt ..i just got a crush in him,unfortunately I again mat
rohan aur woh mujhse baat kr rha tha par mai use ignore karne ka jaise reply de
rha tha ,I am sure use uss din bahut bura lga hoga ,par I m fully concentrated
on shivam …
MERA PHLA PHLA PYAR….PART 2….
Uss saam mai, shivam aur rohan ek dusra ko ache tarah jan
gye … par I was even jelous of rohan kyuki woh usse hostel ma rahta tha jaha
shivam rhta tha so mujhe andar ander se dar tha ki khe shivam aur rohan close
friends na ban jaye aur mujhe he aside kr de issliya mujhse jitna ho sakta tha
utna shivam ka sath rhne lga skul ma usse ka sath rhne lga usse humesa rohan se
seprate rakhta aur kudh bhi usse bahut ignore krta phir weekend aa gya and shivam
went home as he lives near to ranchi I guss 50 km away i.e,in ramgarh and I was
alone that evening of Saturday roaming in my terrace then my phone beep by
msg I seen it was 4m unknown num ,return
‘hi ,watsup??’ over there I replied ‘whos that?’ he said he is rohan phla toh
mujhe bahut gussa aiya bcz usse mra num shivam se he mila hoga phir bhi I
started chating wid him ….mujhe dhire dhire ehsaas hone lga ki rohan waisa nahi
hai jisa mai usse samajhta tha he was very innocent ,a pure hearted boy ….usne
apne sare baat mujhse share ki as a good friend actually uske father uske
future ko lekar bahut concernd tha usse bahut marte tha ise liya usse uska city
se itna dur bhaj diya gya tha he was 4m bihar he was never been seprated 4m his mother he was
missing his maa as he call his mom as maa ,woh mujhse phone ma baat karte karte
bahut emotional ho gya ,mujhe kudh par bahut gussa aiya ki mai itna arrogant
kaise ho skta hu he was searching a good friend in me and wat I am doing iss bar maine uss gadhe se kha will u be my
friend woh toh khusi se pagal ho gya he said yes ….Sunday ko mai usse mila I called him in my
home woh aiya mre family se mil kar usse achha lga mai usse apne room le gya
humne mre lappi ma movie dekhe and even I said sorry for ignoring and treating him as I done …uss pagal ki sachii bht bare
heart the who bus muskura kar kha- ‘’koi baat nhi tum log toh high class se
belong karte ho na ho na issliya mujhe high class ka equality tak ane ma tora
samai lag gya ‘’and we laughed… Sunday bith gya aur Monday aa gya shivam returned
I was happy to meet him again …rohan se mujhe acche tarah baat krte dekh kar
shivam shocked aur usne humse kha’’ toh aaplogo ki dosti ho he gye ‘’and we
said yes …phir isse tarah din bithta gya aur hum tino acche friends bn gye I
was sitting wid shivam and rohan was sitting behind us in a single bench…shivam start concentrating
toward rohan kyuki woh sayad humare class ma highest boad marks le kar aiya tha
so he was quiet brillent woh usse ka sath adhik time spend karne lga jst to
take help in studies and all aur inn sab ma sayad mai chut sa jaa rha tha ..ha
par rohan was giving me fully attention bt I m sad bcz shivam started ignoring
me,real thing mujhe bahut bad ma pta chala actually shivam ne mujhse friendship
sirf iss liya ki the ki usse mre through class ka dusra old students se dosti
krne the and teachers ka goodbook ma ana tha bus and that’s all …bt sayad god
is sketching my life in a different style shivam ka ghar ma kuch prob ho gye
aur woh 2 sapta ki leave le kar ghar chala gya and rohan started sitting wid me
,rohan was very good in studies but I was also not bad ….aur hum dono ki
friendship aur acche ho gye inn dino sath ma baithna ,parai krna,lunch krna
,larkiyo pe coment krna actually we started enjoying each other company ..even
school ka baad bhi hum milne lge,I helped him in seting his room in much better
way I had helped him in shopping etc
….phir ek din subha subha I remember Sunday
ka din tha rohan texted me ‘‘mai aa rha hu tere ghar , come out of ur
home’’ mai bahar aiya toh dekha uska sath ek cute sa larka tha his hostel mate
he introduced him wid me woh usska friend tha humare he skul se tha 4m same
class bt 4m other section his name is abhay…u know guys abhay was also very
cute he have a ex factor in him actually
abhay ko humare class ki copy chaheya the aur rohan ne usse fair nhi ki the so
woh usse mre pass laya so that I would help him,bt uss din mujhe aur ek accha
friend jaroor mil gya,par abhay se mujhe milwakar kya pta kyu rohan khush nhi
tha …
MERA PHLA PHLA PYAR…PART 3..
Din bithta gya aur humare dosti bht acche hote gye ,rohan
skul ka bad jada tar samai mre sath he spend karne lga we became best friends
,ha I am missing one more thing woh jab bhi mre ghar ata woh abhay ko bhi sath
ma lta tha jiski wajah se he also became
my good friend,I still remember hum sath ma saam ka suhane environment ma
ghumte,ice-cream,samosa,gupchup khate aur last ma bill pay krne ko larte .. par rohan aur mre friendship kuch alag he
angle ma jaa rhe the ..class ma ek sath rahna ,practices ma ek sath perform
karna,assignments ek sath bnana ,classes ka bad ek sath mre laptop ma games
khelna ,t.v dekhna ..ha uss samai abhay bhi humare sath hua karta tha, par uss
par humara kha dayan tha hum toh sirf ek dusra ma khoye rhte ,humare bich uss
samai tak bus dosti the par hum eek dusra ka liya possasive feel karne lge
tha,jab bhi abhay humare bich ata hum dono ko uss par gussa ane lga ….ab hum
abhay ko chor kar ek dusra ka sath rhne lge ..mai abhay ko rohan ka khne par ignore
karne lga ,jab bhi woh mujhe text karta like ‘mujhe kuch kaam hai ,I m coming’
I suddenly started telling lie that I m
nt in home or anything like that . aur yahi rohan bhi karne lga hum dono kya
kar rhe tha hume kudh bhi pta nhi tha bus hume ek dusra ka sath accha lgne lga
ab toh jb bhi hum road ma sath chalte rohan use to hold my hand and says I am
giving u a best example of friction,he started taking extra care of mine ,days
goes on and our first terminal exams
came me ,rohan and even abhay and shivam started preparing for it ,as they all
stays in louge and this was the first
time they were staying far 4m their family,may be that affected and at the last day they all had nt completed
there preparation but as my mom is very strict regarding my preparation,my
preparation was full I had helped rohan in his preparation by sharing my notes
and we gone through exam and
unfortunately I and rohan had passed bt
shivam and abhay failed..hume unke liya bura lga but hum dono bht khush tha I
and rohan celebrated this by going for movie ,I still remembered we had watched
zindagi na milege dubara we had our dinner outside and enjoyed a long ride wid
a full speed in a dark road.
Then a day came I still remember it was 4 th
of augest 2011 ,I was on rohan’s room we were making physics practical and suddenly
lights gone and we stopped our studies as at that time abhay was also wid us
,but he moved out as by saying he is feeling sleepy so going to sleep in his
own room ..i and rohan started listning
songs through our cellpones ,then rohan played a song I remember it was of
murder 2..’’ Ow…ha…o….Hey kash..Kash yun hota..Har
shaam..Sath tu hota..Chup chap..Dil na yun rota..Har shaam..Sath tu hota..’’
and said it is for u…mai toh completely shocked ho gya bcz sayad usne mujhe
kuch na kha kar bhi bht kuch kha di the. I just laughted and said apne
girlfriend ko dedicate karna .and started sending text messages to my friends
achanak rohan came closer to me and kissed me I was completely shocked par uss
samai mujhe kya hua mujhe kudh bhi nhi pta mujhe kudh par he control nahi tha
he started kissing me in my lips I had fully supported him bt acchanak I felt
like wat am I doing and my phone ranged it was of my mom I picked my phone and
without saying anything I came home I was feeling like a guielt that night
rohan had ranged me texted me but I had not responded…but from d next day I decided
to behave normal.. Uss din ka bad tk abhay bhi mra ek accha dost ban gya
par rohan kuch jada he close ho gya tha …
MERA PHLA PHLA PYAR...PART
4..
Next morning I was very upset thinking of last evening but as I have to go to school so
mai jaldi se ready hokar school chala gya ,class ma rohan phla se aiya hua tha
par mai chup chap jaakar apne place ma baith gya the complete silence was there
between us,we had not talked with each other till lunch break ,par sayad humare
yeh chupe rohan ko bahut gutan mahsoos kara rhe the after break when we all
returned to our places then silently rohan kept his hand in my hand but I
removed it ,ussne kha’yaar baat toh karo’ I jst said ‘leave me alone aur ha mai
gay nhi hu’ usne mujhe bahut he sadly se dekhte hue kha ‘even mai bhi nhi hu
yaar,kl sachii bht bare mistake ho gye yaar I am sorry’ maine kaha plz mujhe
tora sa samai de do to be normal,finally our school over we returned home ,in
the evening I mat abhay we talked normally usne mujhse pucha ki kya tere aur
rohan ka bich kuch panga hua hai but I said no yaar aur isse tarah baat ko taal
diya,uss din rohan mujhse nhi milne aiya aur na he koi text ya call kiya ..
Next day of our class jab mai school gya toh waha rohan nhi
tha I thought sayad mai jaldi aa gya hu aa jayega but he didn’t came I was
missing him whole day ,break ma maine abhay se pucha bhi ki aaj rohan kyu nhi
aiya par usse bhi nhi pta tha ,classes ma utne sare students hone ka bawjudh
mujhe bilkul akala sa feel hone lga bilkul tanha sa,kisse tarah yeh boring
classes over hue and I came home mujhe accha nhi lag rha tha issliya mai ghar
ate he soo gya jab mai saam ma jaga and when I checked my cell phone I found
there was 8 miss calls of abhay I recalled him he said ‘yaar tu aa na hostel
,rohan is suffering 4m fever ‘mujhe yeh baat sunkar bahut bura lga I just ran
to his room abhay was sitting in his room and rohan was too siting quietly I
jst checked him his body was burning In a fire ,mujhe uss par bahut gussa aiya
aur maine usse pucha abt medicines and all tabhi abhay got a call and he went
outside ,jaise he abhay bahar gya I locked the door aur phir mujhe jitney tooti
pooti galiya ate the usse de di ,usse pucha tune mujhe ek bar call krke kyu nhi
btaya he jst smiled and said kyu karu tu toh phone he nhi pick krta ,listning
this I started crying sachii guys main toh bilkul baccho ki tarah rone lgta hu
,he laughted and said u r missing me na ……that was the moment I been close to
him and huged him aur pagalo ki tarah aur rone lga he said mujhe bhi rulayega
kya aur mujhe tease karne lga…phir maine usse classes ka bre ma btaya abt wat
had happened today as bcz he was absent today,In the middle of the gossip he
said he likes me a lot and he thinks he cant live without me ,usne kha tere
bina ek din rahne ki kosis ki the toh tabyat he karab ho gya..maine usse
shockingly dekha toh he said I like u kha hai I love u nhi kha hai joh shock ma
kyu jaa rhe ho..maine kuch bhi nhi kha he came closer to me and hold me and
started smootching me ,frankly speaking this time mujhe kisse baat ka dar nhi tha
na he koi ghabrahat the I had fully supported him iss bar mujhe uske iss harkat
se bilkul bura nhi lga sayad mai bhi ab
uss pagal ka bina nhi rah sakta tha I just lost myself in his arm ,ek ajab se
feeling the uska liya mujhe pure duniya ma sirf wahi najar aa rha tha bus woh
aur sirf woh uss din humne bht sare baat ki bahut sare secrets share ki humne
larai bhi kiya yeh pal mere liya bht he expensive aur loving tha phir bht saam
hone par I came home par hum toh ek dusra ma adhe mann se khoye he hue tha hum
raat bhar phone ma msg ka through baat karte rahe kab din ho gya yeh mujhe pta
he nhi chala uss samai mai jaise pagal he ho gya tha aur woh bhi, dusra din bhi
hum skul gye bt sachii btawo parai toh bilkul nhi hua we had jst studied the
theory of each other, din bht accha jaa rha tha school ma sath rhna ,classes ma
sath rhna ek dusra ko smootch krna ,care krna my life was jst going as I was
wondering …hum dono ka liya sirf humare he ahmiyat the uss waqt we were just
lost in ourself ,long ride pe jna was my favouriTE…
MERA PHLA PHLA PYAR..PART 5…..
Every thing was going so smooth and lovely ,saam ko uska
sath samai bithana,subha ma uska msg ka beep se uthana ,school ka liya mai
ready hota tha usse phla ,he comes my home to take me to school,he start
pempering me like I am everything for him,uss samai abhay bhi humare life ma
the bt he was jst acting as ‘kabab ma hadi’…we both are ignoring him like
anything..
Then the day came ,mere parents ko mere mosi ka ghar jna
para as c was ill aur mere sisters were out of home due to studies,my mom asked
rohan to stay wid me in my home as I was staying alone for the first time ,bt
real thing was that we both were waiting for this alone time for long,pure din
humne movie dekha,shopppings kiya,had lunch and dinner outside,pure din sirf
masti kiya,saam ma long dark night ma long ride woh gaddha sachii bht speed ma
drive karta tha which I hated …we
returned home at 11 ghar pahuch kar we started watching t.v it was a comedy
movie we were jst laughing and laughing ,phir hum songs sunana lge mujhe yaad
hai mai uska arm ma apna saar rakh kar t.v dekh rha tha achanak usna mere taraf
mudh kar mujhe kiss kiya sayad we both are waiting for this par phla kawn suru
kare iss gabrahat ma hum dono sant the ,uska esh kiss se mra dil joro se
dharakana lga, maine usse aur jor se pakar liya and he was smootching me hardly
sayad uss din humne 1 hour continuously ek dusra ko smootch kiya hoga uss raat
humne sare border cross kar diya …hmm we
both had lost aur virginity frankly speaking that night sex was not at all
enjoyable it was more painfull,par ha mai uss din dil se sachii bht khush tha
kyuki aaj hum ek dusra ka ho gye tha ,mai rohan ka ho gya tha aur who mera
,that was the first night when I had been physical wid my love of life,after
having intimate also I am having pain jiska liya who gaddha bht sad ho gya he
was feeling guilty and kissed me in my forhead and said sorry ,we both slept in
each other arm kab subha ho gya yeh hume pta nhi chala next day was Sunday he
woke up and waked me up too aur woh subha subha apne hostel chala gya fresh hone
,mai bhi fresh ho gya rearranged my home as well aur without having breakfast
as mom was outside ,sitting ideally in my home listning songs my phone ranged it was rohan he said ready
rahne I m coming ,he took me for having breakfast ,aur woh bhi kha le gya road side tea stool ma he get
me a tea and a pack of biscuits I hate that par woh bhi mujhe uss din accha lag
rha tha kyuki I was having that wid rohan woh mre liya kisse resturent ki best
food se bhi best tha,uss din I was feeling enough fresh then other days ,I was
feeling something is happening in my heart I was experiencing love for the first time ,uss gaddhe ki sare
backwash bht acche lag rhe the ,then we came to his hostel he took me to his
room he started smootching me I was feeling lovely tabhi kisse na door knowk
kiya it was shivam uska sath milkar humne abhay bachare ko bht pareshan kiya
kyuki abhay had a great crush on one of my classmate her name is ‘pihu’ humne
usse bht tease kiya with her name ,pihu mere bahut acche friend the c was also
an old stud of our skul ,mere through woh rohan ki bhi bht acche friend ban gye
the ,rohan said to abhay that he will help him out to get his love aur pihu ko
abhay ki gf bnakar ke rahega …that day’s
evening we spent with our dear friends ,saam ma mom aa gye and I came home I
had done my homeworks while my phone
beeped with msg it was of rohan ..he asked ‘wats up..?’ I said him abt homeworks
he too remembered and said we r siting in abhay’s room along wid some of our
other hostel mates ..while we started chating he said..’sorry’.. I
replied..’y.. usske iss answer na mere face ma ek bara sa smile la diya he
said..’bcz I am not feeling gud kyuki sayad aaj mujhe tumhe time dena chaheya
tha bt I had wasted wid other guys ,I know u r feeling bad par tune kuch nhi
kha par maine tere aanko ma maine parh liya tha’.. I felt awesome that he is so
understanding ,I laughted wid delight phir adhe raat humne chat kiya phir mai
he soo gya jiska liya usne mujhse subha ma bht daatha ,we came skul we are
having good time but abhi tak hum dono ma ek incomletness the aur woh yeh ki
abhi thak we had nt proposed each other kisse na ek dusra ko ‘I love u ‘ nhi
kha tha,hmmmm bad na. skul ma rohan was
busy wid pihu as reason we know bcz of that dame abhay ,bt I was happy ki woh
apne friends ko itna importance dta hai toh mre kitne importance hoge uska life
ma,classes over hone ka bad uss din uska koi text nhi aiya I slept coming to home as I was tired par saam tak
rohan ki koi text nhi aiye I was missing him ..i called shivam and asked abt rohan
telling him lie that there is some network prob while calling him ,he said he
had been out wid abhay mujhe sachii bht bura lga tha ,..usne mujhe btaya he nhi
mai bhi pagal kya kya sochne lga tha uss sam uss gadhe ki koi text nhi aiye
next day wen I went to skul he was there busy talking wid pihu ,I felt like
crying aur sath ma bht gussa aiya mai bhi gussa ma jaa kar apne ek dusra classmate
ka sath baith gya woh gaddha aiya mre bag aur copies utha kar apne place ma le
gya and kaha come nhi toh kiss kar lunge mujhe uss par bharosa nhi tha he can
do anything I been there par uss gadhe se baat nhi kiya ussne mujhe bht aaproch
kiya pure din lunch ma bhi mai apne dusra friends ka group ma chala gya
behaving as tum mra care nhi karte toh mai kyu karu I know seeing that reaction of mine usse apne
mistake pta chal gya he was feeling vry bad he was siting quietly class ma uss
din huma assignments submit karne the I had made the best project of my class
par mujhe yeh bhi pta tha ki mr rohan apna assignment bnana jaroor bhul gye honga
,maine phla se uska liya assignment bna liya tha wen our sir was checking it I
jst placed his assignment in table sir ne usse kaha good work woh gadha kuch
kha he nhi atleast sir ko thank you toh
bol deta woh toh kudh shock ma tha ,he was trying to speak wid me par mai bhi
usse baat nhi kiya and our classes over i came home mujhe pta tha usse mere
wajah se tension ho rhe hoge tab maine abhay ko call kiya and asked that is
rohan had taken lunch he said no he had not uss gadhe ka karan maine bhi lunch
nhi kiya usne mujhe bht sare sorry likh kar msg kiya mujhe ander se bht accha
feel ho rha tha bt phir bhi maine uss gadhe ko reply nhi diya ,saam mai he
texted me come my room or u will find me died I jst ran to his room wen I been
there he was jst laughing ussne mujhe haste hue kha tujhe toh thik se gussa
hone bhi nhi ata aur jab itna care karte ho toh gussa he kyu hote ho ,I too had
a smile in my face he kissed me I huged him ..
MERA PHLA PHLA PYAR … PART 6..
The day passed on it was the month of September I was in his
room after classes ,hum dono ko akale samai bithana bahut accha lagta tha,we
like to spend lots of time together uss din hum dono intimate hue uska bad hum
ek dusra ki baho ma soye hue tha tabhi maine usse kha rohan I am sorry but I am
feeling something 4 u it is more than likeing,I think I love u….and waiting for
his reply ,par uska reaction bahut he ajib tha he wake up aur mujhe kha tum
aisa kaise soch sakte ho,he was crying and he said Nikhil plz tore der mujhe
akala rahna hai I said sorry par mai tujhe akala nhi chor sakta aise par woh
bahut gussa ma tha usne mujhe kha jst get out of my room mujhe bht bura lga mai
apne ghar aa gya I was crying very badly I was vry sad mujhe aisa feel ho rha
tha jaise mre jindagi pure tarah se bikar gye hai I was very sad ,I called
rohan many time but he was just disconnecting my calls,mujhe bas aisa lg rha
tha ki ab mere jindagi katam ,saam ma abhay ka call aiya usne mujhe baato he
baato ma btaya rohan ka hath cut gya tha uske hath ko abhi he shivam ne bandaid
kiya hai ,mujhe sab kuch samajh me aa gya I know usne mre wajah se apne hath
cutne ki kosis ki hoge ,mujhe usne kish tarah get out kha uss par gussa bhi aa
rha tha par phir bhi hum uske room gya I went to his room,he was siting
silently and said kya hua tujhe? kyu aaiya hai?, mujhe tujhse baat nhi karne
,mujhe rona aa gya I said tune hath cut kiya na ,he said tujhe isse kya mujhe
bht bura laga maine usse kha ok f9,now I will do the same tujhe bhi isse kuch nhi
hona chaheya aur maine waha rakha knife utha liya woh gussa ma utha aur mujhe ek jor ka tappar lagaya aur
kudh bhi rone laga and huged me usne mujhe kha pagal I too love u ,aur sayad
tujhse bhi jada aur sayad tujhse bhi phle se ,par kya tu sure
hai tu mujhe sambal payega mai kitna kamina hu tujhe toh pta hai na budhu ,we
both were crying I huged him and jst said I cant live without u and its true
that I love u a lot ,he kissed me in my forhead aur kha tu toh bara nawtanki
hai yaar chal aaj se mai tera hua mre har chiz pe tera hak hua mere life mre
family mre khusi mre sadness all had been urs and ur will be mine and started
smootching me ,uss samai sayad mai duniya ka sabse khush insaan tha I was
flying in the sky he loves me too ,I got him hum tore der uska room ma chup
chap lete rahe ek dusre ki saanso ki garmi mahsoos kar rhe the aur ek dusra ki
palko ma khoye hue tha ,uss din mujhe sachii love wali feeling ka ahsaas hua
uska sath kab samai gujar gya mujhe pta he nhi chala it was 9 p.m my mom was
vry angry c called me ,mann toh nhi tha phir bhi usse juda hokar ghar aa gya
,mujhe bus uske sath rahne ka mann kar rha tha I started texting him he was vry
sad mujhse alag ho kar woh bhi kha rha pa
rha tha usne mujhe pucha ki tu mujhse
isse tarah pyar karega na I said kyu tujhe koi sakk hai aur hum raat bhar ek
dusre se baate karte rhe mai toh sachii ma bht bht bht khush tha ….sayad woh
bhi ...
Next day we went to school par humara mann he kha laga parai
ma,hum toh ek dusra ma he khoye hue tha who pagal toh school ma bhi mujhe mre
parents ki tarah mera side le rha tha I remember kisse ne mujhe kha aaj kl kha
koye rahte ho Nikhil??? toh uss gadhe ne
gussa ma usse kha- woh khe bhi rhe tujhe usse kya ,mujhe yeh sunkar bht accha
lga bcz he was feeling possasive for me ,finally the class ended bt with an
attack ,2 din ka bd humare 1 st term exam the aur mera b’day bhi bt uss samai
mujhe b’day ki nhi xam ki chinta the ,usse bhi ,hum dono parai ma kho gye bt
one day before our xam he and abhay came
my home for jst last revision and group dout clearance ,par kuch der bad ma
rohan got a call and gone in my terrace area bt kuch der bad I recived a text
msg it was of rohan I shocked woh yhi hai phir yeh msg I looked to it he said
upar awo I am waiting for u,I smiled aur abhay se kaha mai aa rha hu pani pee
kar aur chatt pe chala gya rohan hold me and started smootching me mujhe yeh
ahsaas bht acha lga ,phir usne kha tujhe kya chaheya as a birthday gift,maine
kha nothing bus tum, woh gussa ho gya he said again diplomatic answer I hate it
phir mai niche aa gya usse kha tum tore der bad ana as abhay was there aur mai
niche aa gya bt woh gadha nhi aiya usne msg kiya that kl milte hai birthday ka
din exam ma,I smiled and said pura pagal hai yeh….
MERA PHLA PHLA PYAR…. Part 7..
Finally at 9 p.m abhay left for his home ,maine abhay ko kha
tha’’”abhay sun agar rohan mere liya kuch surprise plan kar rha hai toh plz let
me know ??”” but I know abhay too will not let me know about it,abhay ka jane
ka bad bhi mai parai karta rha ,at 11 i slept,bt suddenly at 11:40 my cell rang
it was of rohan he called me before bcz he was afraid that khe mujhe usse phle
koi aur na wish kar de issliya woh 20 minute phla he mujhe call kiya and
started talking about something something he said I will wish u at 12 ,phir
achanak 11:55 ma usne mujhe kha apne ghar se bahar awo ,mai pure tarah sock ma
chala gya I said itne raat ko tu kha hai?mere ghar ka baher ? he just said come
out… I gone outside silently as every one in my home were in deep sleep,he was
holding a gift and a cake with a burning
candels kept in his bike seat,I was socked and happy too,I was crying with so
much happy ,I just hugged him ,phir humne cake cut kiya maine usse bare pyar se
khilaya bt woh gaddha pura mera face ma he dal diya and he himself was laughing
too much mujhe toh bht gussa aa rha tha bt I was happy for this surprise usne
mujhe gift diya ,and it was a shirt in a blue colour ,with chocolates aur ek
bara sa birthday wala card ,it was mid night so I sent him to his hostel and
came inside to my home ,I was very happy and delightful,phir mere pass baki
friends ka bhi call aiya to wish me of,shivam and abhay too wished me ,next day
I waked up early,mai ready hua,done revision ,mom ne best of luck wish kiya and
I went school ,jate samai mere gate ka pass he rohan aur abhay mil gye they
both wished me again ,mujhe pta chala ki abhay ko raat wala rohan ka surprise
nhi pta tha ,mai class ma gya every one wished me ,I got lots of gifts and
cards ,our papper started ,rohan wished me best of luck,and we stared our
xam,usne apna paper 2 gante ma he katam kar diya and started watching me out
aur jab bhi mai usse dekhta he just give a smile ,this time when I looked uske
right hand ka arm ka side wala shirt red ho gya tha it was something like blood
,par uss exam environment ma I was not allowed to talk with him and ask abt
it,and wen I completed my paper toh woh apne place ma nhi tha ,maine pihu se
pucha uska bre ma as c was siting opposite of him ,c said woh hostel chala gya
,I was sad ….exam katam hone ka bad mere sare friends mujhe gher liya and
asking for party and all I said after xam I will surely giv and then abhay came
he gave my gift ,it was a watch in it ….i said thanks aur abhay ne rohan ka bre
ma pucha par sayad mujhe bhi nhi pta tha accurately ,after exam I came home
abhay too was with me I took him to my home , my mom give him some special
breakfast as it was my birthday we both have it phir usne kha kya karoge abhi
mere hostel chal as tomorrow humara xam nhi tha ,jab mai uske hostel gya then I
seen rohan busy with other hostel guys I been there he asked me abt xam phir
abhay called me mai abhay ka room aa gya usse kuch question ma dout the so we
solved aur jab ma baher aiya toh rohan was not there ,I went his room he was
listning song ussne kha baith mai baith gya phir usne mujhe kha- niks sun, bahut accha gana play ho rha hai in
f.m just listen it, it was for u,I looked into his eyes he was crying I locked
his door and said what happen ,usne kha tum plz abhay ka sath mat raha karo I
feel posasive for u,and I cant c u wid him,I laughted and huged him then he
shouted wid pain I just removed his sleves of shirt over there he had written
Nikhil,my name with blade cut ,it was completely childish bt loveable 4m where
even now also blood was coming out ,I huged him and started crying maine usse
bahut datha that why had u done this ,usne kha yeh tere b,day ka dusra surprise
hai mujhe aur jada gussa aiya uss par ,par woh gadha was laughing ,usse dekh
kar mere aanko ma aansu aa gya,I put some dettol over there and bandaid it,I
was still crying he hold me and said chup ho jaa yaar ,I cant see tears in ur
eyes and kissed me then he started smootching me it was my birthday smootch
which was much more sweet and lovely,I
said today I am very happy aaj tu joh bolega wahi mai karuga ,woh haste hue kha
soch le maine uske nazro ma ek ajab se saithani dekhe he hold me kissed me,woh
phir se mujhe smootch karne lga,this time he was doing it very hardly usne mera
shirt unbutton kar diya aur mere pure body ko lick karne lga at that certain
time I was even heating in a love of sex I too removed his shirt started
kissing him we both where in a deep love ,joy and this is resulting in a
burning sex as he removed my belt and open my jeans I helped him in opening it
and removed his quarter pent too,we both were completely nude at that time he
asked me to suck his pennies ,it was completely hard ,he was having a huge dick
,I was uneasy to do it par mai usse manna nhi karna chahata tha issliya I had
taken it licked it started with kiss and then sucked it he was feeling like in
heaven and I can see this through his face ,woh bht khush tha phir acchanak
usne mujhe letne ko kha and inserted his complete dick without any lubrication
into my ass hole,I was just cried ,it was paining very much ,he kept my legs in
his shoulder and started smootching me after somethime I too was enjoying it ,after
a long war he gave up ,and after that we sleeped like that only ,pure raat
parai phir yeh mai toh pure tarah se enery less ho gya tha ,when I waked it was
3 p.m noon,and waked him too we both freshed our self and then he said sorry
niks I am really sorry and thank you ,usse bura lag rha tha for today’s hard
intimate ,I slaped him slowly and said agae kabhi sorry aur thank u mat bolna
tera mujh par pura hakk hai yaar ,he kissed me and said ghar jawo aur ready ho
jawo I want to spent this evening with u ,mai ghar aa kar ready ho gya usne
mujhe call kar ka baher bhulaya he was looking very cute and handsome usne
mujhe apna diya hua shirt pahne ko kha tha ,when he looked me he said in my
ears that …”” tu toh aaj bht mast maal lag rha hai’’ I just laughted and sat
behind him in his bike he took me to have golgappa’s as I love it we had a
compition in it ,as always I won ,faltu ka ider udar hum ghuma,we watched movie
phir saam ma we had our dinner in kaveri,as it is a very famous resturent in my
town,at that time I was getting many calls of my friends ,he snached my cell
and switched it of and at dark evening he took me for long ride jaha se ate hue
hume raat ka 10 baj gye the ,I still remember mom ne mujhe bahut daatha tha iss
incident ka liya bcz my family too had organized a surprise party for me but
unfortunalty the birthday boy was only absent ,par maine unhe apne pyare se
smile ka sath sorry kha diya aur woh mann gye and I too celebrated my birthday
in my home with my best of best family…J
MERA PHLA PHLA PYAR…. Part 8…
The day was passing very lovely, I was enjoying his hand in
my hand and my life became very smooth ,we were best friends,best
classmates,best lover and many more…mujhe yaad tha he was talking with pihu
concerning abt abhay ,par ek subha pihu messaged me c require a help from me
when I asked wat ,c said usse mere help chaheya ek decision lena ma ,c wanted
to know more abt rohan,and wen I said kyu? Toh usne btaya yesterday night rohan
had proposed him,aur woh confuse hai ki woh ha bole ya na ,issliya pihu mujhse
rohan ka bare ma sab kuch janana chahate the as I am a best friend of
rohan….pihu ki yeh baat sun kar mre pairo tale jameen kisak gye I was in shock
how could he can do this with me,rohan ne mere sath cheating kiya ,kya who
mujhe use kar rha tha ,I started crying bt then decided I will go to him and
ask abt the matter ,when I went to his room,this time the environment is
completely different for me ,joh kal tak apna sa lagta tha kitna paraya ho gya
tha ,bus dil ma ek he sawal the ,ki tune aisa kyu kiya?? Maine aisa behave kiya
jaise mujhe kuch bhi nhi pta hai I just said pihu aur tere baat kaha tak
pahuche toh abhay bachare ka kaam hua ya nhi?? He just said said “I like her”
mai pure tarah toot gya ,kudh ma he socha,
toh mre sath yeh kya feel karta hai,I said ok bt kb se ,he said ,jb se
usse itne sare baat kar rha hu,woh mujhe bht ache lgne lge hai,and at that time
I cant see any love for me in his eye ,sayad woh ab pihu se pyar karne lga tha
,I said bt u love me na?? he said yes yaar I do ,par kaise kya hua kuch pta nhi
,uss samai I can see he started loving her sayad , i was crying ki tumne aisa
kyu kiya ,I love u stupid and I am dame serious about it ,bt he simply laugh
and said wats our future dude,kya tune iske bre ma kuch socha hai?? Mere pass
koi words nhi tha ,I was only crying ,I left his room I was crying very badly
,uska room se nikla toh I found abhay talking with other guys of hostel,I just
ran toward him ,hold his hand and took him to my home and jst said abt rohan
,that how he proposed pihu,he was crying too bcz uske dost ne usse dokha diya
tha ,he love pihu a lot aur uska itne acche dost ne he uske piche usse dokha
diya tha …mai pure din bahut roya,my day became dark…I lost all my happiness
and gain only sadness… I was just sitting ideally in my room without eating
anything,or without studying.. at sudden I thought that how could I left him
joh mujhe iss tarah dokha diya,I am not so bechara type person ,I called pihu
,and said ‘’wats ur decision abt rohan?” c said” still confused” I told pihu about
the matter that “the real thing is that abhay loves u vry much 4m d first day
of our skul,and being a mutual friend rohan was helping abhay to get his love
in his life bt he fallen in love with u,aur jaisa ki abhay ne mujhe btaya tha
rohan use to tease abhay that how could u love a r…. type girl,even c is nt soo
goodlooking aur kuch kuch ,maine yeh
baat bhi gussa ma pihu se kha diya” c was in shock ki rohan uske just setting
karwa rha tha apne friend ka sath ,usse uski har baat ab jhoot lg rhe the ,as c
started crying kyuki sayad c was thinking rohan as her best friend bt
c was wrong ,par mujhe pta tha rohan usse sayad sachi pyar karne lga tha
bt I am not soo much selfless ki usse
yeh such bta deta ,as c belive me more than anyone and at that time mujhe bas
uss cheater ko lesson teach karna tha so I did,usne rohan ko call kiya aur bht
kuch kha and said never call me ,rohan was crying for her telling her not to do
like this par c said if u will call me toh mai papa ko sare story bta dunge, I
was sad for his pain as rohan was crying bt I was happy ki jiss tarah mai apne
pyar ka liya tarap rha tha usse tarah se now he is suffering ,kaha jata hai
pyar dena ka naam hai lene ka nhi ,bt I am not of 18 th century joh apne pyar
ko itne easily kisse ka ho jne deta ,mere din sirf rone ma bithna lge I use to
be sad ,skuls jta tha bt I dnt talk to rohan,he also be sad …phir ek din jb mai
skul ka bad ma ghar ma baith kr mom ka sath baat kr rha tha toh my cell beeped
with msg it was of rohan,he said meet me 4 last time,khe jada der na ho jaye
come soon,dimag ne kha dnt go he is a cheater ,dil ne kha jaa niks rok le tu
uske bina nhi rah sakta ,I ran to his room ,jb uske room pahucha toh I found
bloods were flowing from hand I ran and throw d knife from his hand ,he huged
me and started crying ,he said usne mere pyar ko nhi samjha ,i am very alone
,ander se marr rha hu yaar,I want u I just want u,nhi toh mai marr jawoga ….i
jst melt maine uska har dokha ,har cheating ko bhoola diya ,kya pta kaise maine
uske har dhoka ko bhul gya I laughted and said its ok chot lg kar riste aur bhi
majboot ho jte hai,and huged him ,he too huged him ,usne mujhe smootch kiya
,and I am feeling the same again after soo long ..usne mere sath itna galat
kiya phir bhi na jne kaise maine usse itne aashani se maaf kar diya sayad isse
ko pyar isse ka naam hai.. hmm I love him ..
MERA PHLA PHLA PYAR…. Part 9…
The days were passing really great
for me,I was happy again holding d hand of rohan but unfortunately d badluck
again prevailed ,I must tell u guys my love of life i.e,rohan was suffering
from asthema since 4m very young age,jiska liya woh har sawdhani ka palan karta
tha even he always be away of winds ,dusts,smoke etc..woh sachii mera ideal
love tha as he was also away 4m smoking ,drinking etc as smoking himself is
very hazardious for him,as day passed the feeling of compition arose in all of
us for getting good marks in xii,hum sab apne xi ki preparation ma lag gye as
it is our final exam,then d day came it was 19 nov,my love’s birthday…maine
uski bht help ki birthday ma dosto ko party throw karne ka liya ,I had himself
arranged cake,sweets,colddrinks etc,..at 18 th night I thought ki mai usse
sabse phle wish kru par unfortunately wen I called him his cell was busy I know
our friends were busy in wishing him,par I was sad kyuki mai usse 30 minute
pahle he call kiya bt his phone was busy finally 12:15 my call connected and I
wished him he just said I love u.. I laughted aur usne kha mujhe aaj bht sare
friends ne wish kiya bt this wish is vry important for me ,the hostel mates of
him celebrated his bday whole nite he got lots of birthday bombs,finally next
day in school we had given a grand treat to all of our friends it was the best
bday celebration in our whole session …akhir arrange kawn kiya tha ..me… I
think yeh mera last samai tha jab mai apne life ma rohan ka sath akhri bar itna
khusi se tha …that day he had smootched me for 1 hour long ,bt it was d best….
Jaisa ki maine aapko btaya tha
phir humare xam aa rhe the so we guys became busy in studies ,ish samai ma mai
rohan ko jada samai nhi de pta tha I know and even I think he was busy in
studies …bt he was burning inside ,ussse sayad humare lesson samagne ma ya
concentration karne ma prob ho rhe the maine usse pucha r u having any prob par
usne mujhse kuch nhi share kiya ,woh jada tar samai apne lodge ka dusre mates
ka sath rhne lga bt ya har saam mujhe call kr ka I love u jaroor bolta tha ,isse
mujhe ek alag he strength milne lga and I am completely focused in studies and
our mock exam came ,where I was in d highest scorer side of boys bt I was
shocked rohan was failed ….
Mere pairo tale se jammen hil gya
I was shocked maine usse baat krne ki kosis ki bt usse issma mera he galti
nazar aa rha tha he was pointing me as d reason ,usne mujhe bus yhi kha tumhare
karan main nhi parh pa rha hu ,mujhe bht hurt hua ,I was completely shattered
maine usse sorry kha bt he just said I want break up I dnt want to be wid u
…not even as a friend ..
Mai pure tarah se toot chukka tha
maine usse bht sorry kaha bt woh nhi mana ,I was crying par he was just in his
world sayad usse mere parwa katam ho gye the ,even he stops calling me humare I love u I
hate u ma badal gye I was vry sad cursing d god always iss karan mra 2 nd mock
exam bht ganda hua I was failed ..mom se bht daath pare …
At one day certaintly mujhe abhay
ne btaya rohan started smoking and it is harming him a lot even he started
drinking with one of my classmate jiska
naam tha abhi,mujhe bht gussa aiya rohan ne mujhe apna room ane ka liya mann
kiya tha bt I been there ,mujhe dekh kar woh bht gussa ho gya I asked him abt
his new habit he said mai apne life ka sath joh bhi kru tum kawn hote ho to
inquire abt it ,I cried and asked nt to do that as it is harming him bt woh mre
samne he smoke karne lga mujhe bht bura lga maine uske hath se cigrate lekar
bahar pekh diya I requested him par he didn’t ,bht samjhaya bt woh nhi mann rha
tha achanak uski saas ukarne lge I know it was due to smoke ,I gave him pump ,woh
jaise he normal hua phir smoke karne lga and said jabse mai smoke kr rha hu I
am well concentrating in my studies mujhe bht gussa aiya I left control and I
slapped him a huge tight ,usse iska liya bht insulting feel hua usne mujhe apne
room se dakha de kar baher nikal diya I cried ,begged ,bt woh nhi sunna ,maine
usse bht call kiya bt he said u crossed d limit ,usne mera num reject list ma
dal diya I was hurted very badly I had tried to commit sucide even ,even for
that I was in hospital for 3 days till now my parents feel that it was bcz of
stress of studies,ghar ane par maine usse bht contact kiya bt he was less
bothered ,mai pure tarah se toot chukka tha ,mere ek tappar ne usse mujhse itna
dur kr diya I was in pain,suffering ,I cry whole day ….abhay ne mujhe bht
sambhala he was there wid me all the time finally only 1 week left for our xi
exam I was scareed ,bt abhay helped me a lot mai itna toot chukka tha phir bhi
kisse tarah kudh ko sambhala aur apne mom ka liya I stood and studied whole
night and day and gave d paper ,In d middle of exams I get to know rohan was
caugh for cheating ,again shocking for me …,exams time too I thought I should
talk to rohan bt he ignored ,finally our xams overed and the day of result came
…I been to school wid abhay ,my legs were shivering ,I found rohan in campus
wid abhi that guy who led my love toward smoking and drinking ..i hate him
too..,I went to my class ,even rohan too wid me ,when we been there our class
teacher called rohan I thought he must had got highest marks bt it was a
surprising moment for us he was failed subjectly ,then certaintly d one who nvr talks wid me came to me and
started crying in my arm I too was sad for him ,ab toh mujhe bhi darr lgne lga
sayad mai bhi fail ho gya honga bt rohan said .’’kya parha tha be tu second
aiya hai class ma’’ I was shocked and been to my class room,yes he was right ,I
was in d 7 th sky wen I collected my result and came out rohan was gone till
then,HE WAS NOT THERE ..i was having a tear in my eyes ,he left ranchi nd nw
wen I calls him he says he says I am not perfect for u as a bf,as a friend and
even as a classmate ,I lost him for ever……(thanks for reading ……and plz share
ur views as it is very precious for me,and if u guys didn’t liked any part of
my real life love story then sorry for it ...)
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